why posts lack towards winter/spring 2017.

Oh, so basically I have tracked down a lot of past posts and well much of the spring/winter 2017 content if it is even there is mixed in with other subjects and topics of other time periods and often not very much covered. I mean the time of winter/spring 2017 was a terrible time in much anything that did not come from within you or a youtube computer screen or some content oriented place. Whilst in times in 2018 and 2019, I am sure not to write about the time because it truly was terrible and the people were so very disgusting.The last motivational thing is to relive that whole spring/winter 2017 time again but that is what I have been doing of recent and I always was going to do it. Yet I really never wrote much on winter/spring in its whole ordeal to any great specifics. Readily recognized upon finding such limited resources and even notes of what happened in the past that truly that time was so worrisome and so scary- I basically refuse to even write things down to ever live it much again. Though I did a drawing feature in 2019 and somewhat a singular drawn feature in 2018 and maybe works written on my computer in fall 2017 about winter/spring 2017-much of things refuse to but skim over the whole advent. True and true, not until 2019 do we get detailed stories.Why? Because that time was in that darkness.I recognize some people might not know what feelings and human suffering is but I experienced that in this time period.

However, I have delved deep into the happenings of the time and now am freed from this constant burden and a lot of good will come because I have taken the time to be free of the burden.