log 9;06 am 6/11/2020.

This whole effort of cataloging the past is hard and it has been hard on me. This morning have made a step towards a better direction. No hiding from anything and no admission to evil. I have felt never freer and with more direction than now, I will continue on even if it is hard to do or I have to stay up unforsee hours to do it. But this freedom I feel-I know I must do it!