the fall( abbreviated)
Prior to fall 2015; I had taken most of the basic classes one has to take in college like two maths, two englishes, two sciences, a speech class and lastly I only had one History credit. What I was missing was the 2nd history and two other class of government-US Government and Texas Government. The previous semester I had taken the Introduction to Digital Media class. In Fall 2015, I would be taking the Design Communication 1 class and Computer Illustration class. Alongside other classes I did not need to take because if we are being real people don't believe in you nor realistic goals and just push all these classes that really a person who just came from the hospital should not be taking. The classes I took were Logic and Trigonmetry which were both online. That was an apparent mistake as well as you main try a person really cannot push theirselves to well do stuff that does not really matter. And only people are just trying to force them to transfer back to a place that is not even good to get a good understanding of graphic design. I might say that you cannot transfer in to even be in graphic design at that school unless you go to another community college that is so far away and does for the hell of it have such a poor idea of graphic design-you would never be successful even if you took these classes and then transferred back. You would have no degree entering a place that might as well be a representative program of "graphic design" more like a business degree. Having to take Logistics and other stuff...I would say that graphic design is not about this suit and tie mannerism. Such to say I faced alot of trouble from people. Parents and other students this semester. The measure of physical violence from my father one time was enough to nearly injure me again after I just got out of the hospital namely folks-I was not going to be forced to go along with any dumb bullshit that was going to go nowhere. I focused on these two classes and over time people came to see my way of ever thinking only until I graduated and berated me and scolded me all the while to the end. It was not fun. Today people want to act as if they never did all the evil shit they did. Namely on the surface of wrongs; one girl called Anna Barloco was the most evil person I will ever come across. Believing her importance solely and overtly too much that people are just pieces in her imaginary world. One would try to be friendly with such a person on the Fridays you would see them but this person was a piece of shit. Brought on the manifestations of the culture see wanted to see in a place that was a safe place up to fall 2015. I would say that ever meeting her was like meeting the antichrist who brought on the ideas of racism, prejudice, fake community and friendliness and overt privilege as not only a main stay at the graphic design program there but later on as the entire motto for the campus. I would say that Anna was apart of people who thought it was right to act in intolerable manners of just attacking people just because they hated them or rather people stood up for theirselves and where these objects they saw them as.
I don't think you get how creepy people like Barloco are. You and them are on the same level and people would say they demand respect even if she was a teacher or older adult. This girl simply refuse to accept that people are people and namely if people showed qualities she did not like they were "creeps" to her and would never communicate that she did not want to speak to people. But take it her eyes to attempt to make life for them just because they spoke to her or ever were people to begin with. Namely; come from an air of privilege that is not only haunty but wrong and deceptive and frankly unnecessary. But it will become clear that many people in this world fail at parenting. Namely many girls believe its right to retaliate by being back stabbing individuals or people who think they are so high on the rung of know how they can treat everyone the way they like. Or do whatever they want to them because they either stand up for theirselves or be the people in which they are. Also to say this girl was no math genius nor good in other studies I would say in academic promise ever at all. And just dreamed of transferring to this university in Houston that really is so expensive and you aren't going to learn anything to be a proper graphic designer. You might as well just become a business major and be done with it because all people will see is the marketing focus and really for the life of it-you won't be a real graphic designer. Just someone who can pass off as one but really lacks the skills. I am going to tell you that school does not even teach its graphic design subjects one by one but in block labs. Which is bad. Imagine this a school semester is only so long. One class and particular projects only mean you can certain things in a period of time and usually because the teachers are so fucking disorganized will likely give so few assignments or go over so few of what you need to know that in the end-you only get a half or third of what you would learn in a class in a community college on the same subject alone. I mean do we all learn Math, English and History all together in one class? No; not even grade schoolers do that. But some person thought people would be able to learn all they needed to putting things in block schedules under labs. I am saying that if you think transferring into this place and you'll have a good time in being successful at all the program foremost when the math at this place is too hard for you when its college algebra-one might as well just save theirselves money and quality and just not go. But some people like to believe because of their friends in a different major that is not fucked up as the graphic design major at university they have a chance. They don't. The classes in that program are not at all what even relates to graphic design and if compared to other schools; no other school has such a fucked up program that deprive people of a true education including the community college. You see Typography classes there yes at this college in Houston but totally it pushes all focuses into one fucking lab and calls it a day. How creepy people like Barloco are is that they willing volunteer to be apart of something that is harmful and more so subscribe to a bad morals of treating people as a means to get power. Would see this place as inferior and do some things just to make life hard for people at the community college as if this was their rights of passage into the greater university in Houston and no one would ever be the wiser. But namely they was always proof a terrorism spearing from this person's influence to "escape this place and go to a better place" that is not only childish-but frankly if a 19 year old acts in this matter not maybe their parents have failed at parenting. Their parents have failed at parenting. A girl who chooses to push others in the mud and later after she made things a living hell among another individual in the program at the time would fucking just leave even being in graphic design classes because she was so much better than that. As a person who was even at the same university and sees a person attempting acts of terrorism in which there is later proof if you go onto 2016 and mostly 2017 just to fit in with a culture they see at a university thanks to a connection to their friend and think doing these acts are a way to be surely accepted or be of the caliber people- its not only sad but laughable. The mental issues of this person were large and massive and I will say that while her effects would rally people to see and hear the comforts to suite them to hostility towards me and I am sure other people along with the efforts of another individual at the same time and yet another in fall 2016....if not many other little "prestige girls who forgot to just go sign up for the larger college when they had ever opportunity to do so"~ she does not compare to the insanity of the people kept in that university.
These people kept in that university mainly women seem to think they can terrorize people because they are not these objects in their imaginary world. Often projecting outwards too much of what they deem reality should be and that people should be merited to hear nonsense and utter bullshit and targeted by people who can be persuaded by their crazy arguments. In the fall 2015 era not only were their crazy girls at the community college and growing in number like a odyssey. But previous girls who wanted to be vindictive I will say in a manner not only weak willed but deeming to murder people for the substance of their true character and ever standing for theirselves or not playing along into the culture of this university in Houston. I would say that if you never been out in the world or in the area in which I am talking about you possibly would not understand. But folks a certain murky mire of bad messages just lurk around certain people-message in which they choose to receive and enact upon these ideals because that is what college must be. Lacking any form of thought to think for theirselves or out of the situation of the college they are in. Namely I will say these people are like pieces of a hidden terror cell anyone can be apart of just by accepting messages that are of the most profound uniqueness and direction to a particular goal. Namely are solely against people who don't live in college odyssey land but the real fucking world. Often validating their moral shortcoming and lack of perspective and lack to truly succeed on other folks. They would never be a person to truly aspire to get a better quality of education and just don't care and just suffer through classes because that is what they must do to be apart of her and that four year scheme that must work for everyone. If to say these people are naive to a certain level and willingly so to purpose and pursue levels of discrimination and bias and time to time again everything would be about them always. Lacking any consideration to think of other people as people and frankly these people will not be successful in life when consider the fact many people don't to college at all and they seem to think college is the so-so goal that one must sell their soul to the devil. These people might as well be selling their souls to the devil. In the pursuit of story;many people would choose to sell their soul to the devil just so they could go to this fiendish college or another way worse than this one higher up in Texas like that special place solely full of one type of individuals whom are white. But for the sake of 2015 it was like these bastards where sharks in the water chasing after the blood of people long gone and would never return to their lives and they would practice they were right for these hidden covert attacks they would do in "projecting" the ilk of evil at people...just for the sole sake that people could return as if by magic destiny and become their romantic counterpart or spouse and frankly would like to believe they are the only person who can control their life and act if people told them these ideas. Act if people-who they are actually attracted to told them these ideas. But no one they are attracted to does. And no one is going to tell them when they don't know what these people are doing until much later. If one can say fiendish betrayal-this is it. The current understanding in 2015 fall was too trusting of people and over time it would evolve to this particular understanding above. One could say they were panning into the system of hatred and voluntary projection that the university in Houston manifested was right. They should hate people for being people and not people construed in how people were accustomed to seeing people in this one university in Houston manner in which it say people. Which was not of diversity but fierce hatred under that meaning often allowing many different groups the wrong privileges of bias, discrimination and getting away with sexual assault. One would say they were accustomed to be of the "cougar spirit" and believe me if you talk to a person and they suddenly think its okay to go to the bizarre reaches of human influence and pull shit that is only unnecessary but shows their lack of mental understanding of their world and their human responsibility to morals...these people are not people who belong in your life. I will say that from time to time was only pondering the idea of ever going back as if to shut off the source of the fucking attacks because golly only in that place was the particulars of projection and strange happenings. One person may not know this but after fall 2015 alot of really unrecorded and not publicized suicides happened in that university in Houston and not one media outlet would ever really talk about them...unless students happened to be murdered.
On that subject back in 2013, one guy who would always be in the library with me up at the top of the library would be amongst many girls and if one can say was just hanging out with them to get a girlfriend. However things did not work out. This guy in the end let down by these people who were his so called friends not in the aspect of being to be the ones to be his candidates but in the honesty that many people blur in this place and later backstab people. Its apparent that the guy was dissed by the prevailing nasty culture many girls and guys choose to follow in this place. Why can I say this; because I fucking around this person. I saw him alive, breathing and the interaction with his friends and realize this-saw it only as the toxic means of showing a face that is really not ever ones true face. What happened to this guy; must of been so tortured to do something as a dating app. This guy was asian and so were his friends and I would say that you are desperate if you go on dating app when asian when you are least likely to be picked or for anything good. What happened to this guy? He went missing for a long time. Then finally figured out he had been killed by someone posing to be his date off the app. The guy I saw every day in the library almost with his different friends who apparently weren't his real friends did not graduate college and nor is even a fuck alive today. This guy was guy who also at a time while I was there lived in the dorms and yet of all the people in the dorms he was the only person I would see from the dorms going to the library. Out of all people many so " superior" that the library was for "lower class students who did not live in the dorm"-this guy lived with the modest of a real and sane person. And believe me in that place was commendable. However also makes a target and also the level of negativity you experience from people can be enough to drive a person stir crazy or do things completely risky and if not one to say dangerous. People ought to realize this guy was a person and namely not apart of a privilege to diss people in a disturbing mannerism no one on the outside will ever bother to check out. Yet this guy would die and basically no one give an ass what his death really meant when I physically saw the surroundings in which he lived and in all honesty it was not good-it was toxic and if not of harm. I might say that college is not important your real life and your real health is something that is secondary. Some people never escape college; many people die in college and many of these deaths are completely preventable. By some people think its their responsibility to thin off people and do all the projecting that will drive people to the "edge" and "brink" to do things in which will kill them. Often this guy was not knowledge of the real surroundings of these people and one of the guys who would not say anything certainly when things were not fucking right.
For all the myth that what many people including girls at this university do is right and that it does not exist when only its convenient to harm the mental estate of targeted people`~ the element of projecting exists amongst privilege people to the extent they cannot recognize people as they really are there and never can even recognize their rights as people to be left alone. I don't know but do you try to stalk a person and seek revenge on them for taking to you when the conversation was bent to be nice? And only a person can bend it to mean something else when they were putting up a nice front to be apart of one aspect of the college situation namely have ulterior motives in talking to you even and are upset that they cannot achieve these ulterior motives at all when talking to the real you so much they must go a vindictive route of pursuing you and likely will be so against you they don't care that you live and breathe. I am saying these girls have a certain agenda of acting that is much like how serial rapists view people. As objects. No one will ever say it but namely these people a bit odd from the start- will try to bash people over the head because they cannot play them as a villain at all.
If to say anything; in the fall 2015 some girls thought it was okay to this projecting aspect and be a nuisance as far as one can throw them. Refusing to stop. Refusing to really reason and just act in a privileged and entitled means that they are right and people are these objects. Namely in the aspect of everything; these women by no means where good people. All the girls I met in the previous college except ones who were sane for sure; in some manner and some merit from this point on would come with a hostility that breathes a level of clear and needed ignorance that they are so fucking right following agendas of a place and that nothing else matters to them. I would not even give the courtesy of hiding names of people especially when these people have made theirselves so known they are a clear pest that reeks of mentally exhausted reasoning. Such to convince people of their haunty messages they are so prim and important at this place and will be so much better than everyone else from their lack of understanding of what others are even about. Or what even education is about and its about terrorizing people because you are too inconsiderate to even notice they are people who have lived without you even being there. Have lived lives of purpose and fruits of good measure without ever having to ever even meet you! And frankly one can say safely and assured you are not meant to be someone who not only has bloated image of reality but someone who would thinks that ultimately mean you wish to murder people in a covert means in which no one can ever true notice why they really were murdered or targeted in the first place. Behold the reason if anyone dies from the actions of inconsiderate people such as these; it was all because they think college is the only way of life and have a such narrow definition of what education is that it only must be power to learn elite fields such as those of science, english, math and history and maybe if to say importantly psychology and fucking not even know what living is besides looking down on people not in this little "cute" living of life. People who aren't in such majors to other folks who may never go to college. Seem to think they can create a tomorrow land just of their little academic poor focus that reeks of privilege to ultimately say they want to erase all other types of people as legitimate. You can even say this without even knowing or seeing the "projecting" aspect. I will say that this narrow means of education is not anyway to be happy nor successful in life and that maybe people should accept that this border of money to education only instills a public of educated people hostile to any other people who are not educated at all and frankly indifferent to the validity of even such livings. If one to say is that without a college education people at least are made to not think they are the center of the world as such people. And take this element of projection to terroristic means. Means that one surely has to mediate on and decide they will actually do to even be successful at projecting from their sad dull heart which lacks understanding. I will say the definition of peoples...who do the projecting are mainly women and in psychology it is proven that women tend to enact vengeance on people in a virtual means and more likely to engage in cyberbullying where fingers cannot be directly pointed at them if something goes wrong. Men mainly tend to work in elements of violence and will enact vengeance on people physically. To say many women seem to think this projecting aspect is something to rectify their perfect world of being bothered with the aspect that people are people.And have a clear disrespect for people.
The following story in 2015 basically follows a secret trail acts by certain girls in the community college wishing to be these inane terrorists and doing acts that only reveal their intentions and acts that render them insane and unstable and if to say willingly endanger the lives of others for their own goals and ambitions of wanting to be these people who enact in this projecting manner they seen somewhere or somehow and want to emulate it all. For the story to have any real merit a person must realize what is worse is for people to commit what is a crime and a betrayal of public interest and yet try to cover up by saying the people who have experienced the crime are the crazy ones. And surely that they did not project anything onto anyone else and did not do wrong because people cannot possibly do such a thing as projection. I will say that further on in the story especially in 2016 many different elements are proven that these people are the ones enacting to seek vengeance on people for not being who they wish they to be. For all the words of this-this is a short introduction in the fall 2015. At that in short it was the beginning of my own efforts to live a better life not mired by the willings of people and yes girls I had talked to who thought in their own way were right in attacking me and others for not being the people they thought they could do anything to. Inspiring new people to act in a way that is not only dangerous but just evil. And while I would garner As in these graphic design classes it was worth it and meanwhile the academic classes for that time only I did not find any success in completing for how much tiresome it is to both study and guard against constant attacks and those from your own family and realized ultimately that these classes except the government class which could never be won in the first place where not going to make you successful at all.Anything but and that one had ought to stick with practically in anything and not hope that people would just leave them alone. People had to great deals of planning to go away from toxic situations and my friends that meant not leaning on things of lies such as forged friendships with people from that university prior no-it meant standing up for ones and proving lies as lies and by damnation even fighting to reclaim ones own method that was not only stolen but utilized in a barbaric means after 2015 to terrorize people and direct attention at the very creator as if the cries of people where going to get him to harm himself. No. I assert that in which the manner since 2015 I lived since until now is standing up for myself and not letting people call me crazy for their actions they do in covert meanings to convey that people don't have person liberties or even the right to live and try to garner some reaction of harm or self harm by their asserted projected acts. However in fall 2015 it was only slowly being apparent that something was very wrong; and that people were acting in a manner that was influenced of a system a person had encounter a year before if not two years before. A system one hoped to distance theirselves from by a 30 minute drive away from the University in Houston yet realizing that the influence of this place kept following them around and instead of turning tale having previously none and if not recently experienced it deadly and yet dangerous aspects~was not going to turn tale but fight against this influence. And my friends you would be alone then and would be alone later. But its better than being dead. For all the sake of friendships and romantic partners the very people who seemed vested in you were just terrorists out for your blood and if not very reassured their traitorous acts were heroic and a sake of vindictive justice of people who stood out of their place in their fantasy world. I will tell you that no sane person believes in such crimes and pathetic reasoning behind nor this fantastic manner of twisted dealings in which can go bezerk and flip a chair at people and think you are all good doing so and pose to be an ally on their which side.
I don't think you get how creepy people like Barloco are. You and them are on the same level and people would say they demand respect even if she was a teacher or older adult. This girl simply refuse to accept that people are people and namely if people showed qualities she did not like they were "creeps" to her and would never communicate that she did not want to speak to people. But take it her eyes to attempt to make life for them just because they spoke to her or ever were people to begin with. Namely; come from an air of privilege that is not only haunty but wrong and deceptive and frankly unnecessary. But it will become clear that many people in this world fail at parenting. Namely many girls believe its right to retaliate by being back stabbing individuals or people who think they are so high on the rung of know how they can treat everyone the way they like. Or do whatever they want to them because they either stand up for theirselves or be the people in which they are. Also to say this girl was no math genius nor good in other studies I would say in academic promise ever at all. And just dreamed of transferring to this university in Houston that really is so expensive and you aren't going to learn anything to be a proper graphic designer. You might as well just become a business major and be done with it because all people will see is the marketing focus and really for the life of it-you won't be a real graphic designer. Just someone who can pass off as one but really lacks the skills. I am going to tell you that school does not even teach its graphic design subjects one by one but in block labs. Which is bad. Imagine this a school semester is only so long. One class and particular projects only mean you can certain things in a period of time and usually because the teachers are so fucking disorganized will likely give so few assignments or go over so few of what you need to know that in the end-you only get a half or third of what you would learn in a class in a community college on the same subject alone. I mean do we all learn Math, English and History all together in one class? No; not even grade schoolers do that. But some person thought people would be able to learn all they needed to putting things in block schedules under labs. I am saying that if you think transferring into this place and you'll have a good time in being successful at all the program foremost when the math at this place is too hard for you when its college algebra-one might as well just save theirselves money and quality and just not go. But some people like to believe because of their friends in a different major that is not fucked up as the graphic design major at university they have a chance. They don't. The classes in that program are not at all what even relates to graphic design and if compared to other schools; no other school has such a fucked up program that deprive people of a true education including the community college. You see Typography classes there yes at this college in Houston but totally it pushes all focuses into one fucking lab and calls it a day. How creepy people like Barloco are is that they willing volunteer to be apart of something that is harmful and more so subscribe to a bad morals of treating people as a means to get power. Would see this place as inferior and do some things just to make life hard for people at the community college as if this was their rights of passage into the greater university in Houston and no one would ever be the wiser. But namely they was always proof a terrorism spearing from this person's influence to "escape this place and go to a better place" that is not only childish-but frankly if a 19 year old acts in this matter not maybe their parents have failed at parenting. Their parents have failed at parenting. A girl who chooses to push others in the mud and later after she made things a living hell among another individual in the program at the time would fucking just leave even being in graphic design classes because she was so much better than that. As a person who was even at the same university and sees a person attempting acts of terrorism in which there is later proof if you go onto 2016 and mostly 2017 just to fit in with a culture they see at a university thanks to a connection to their friend and think doing these acts are a way to be surely accepted or be of the caliber people- its not only sad but laughable. The mental issues of this person were large and massive and I will say that while her effects would rally people to see and hear the comforts to suite them to hostility towards me and I am sure other people along with the efforts of another individual at the same time and yet another in fall 2016....if not many other little "prestige girls who forgot to just go sign up for the larger college when they had ever opportunity to do so"~ she does not compare to the insanity of the people kept in that university.
These people kept in that university mainly women seem to think they can terrorize people because they are not these objects in their imaginary world. Often projecting outwards too much of what they deem reality should be and that people should be merited to hear nonsense and utter bullshit and targeted by people who can be persuaded by their crazy arguments. In the fall 2015 era not only were their crazy girls at the community college and growing in number like a odyssey. But previous girls who wanted to be vindictive I will say in a manner not only weak willed but deeming to murder people for the substance of their true character and ever standing for theirselves or not playing along into the culture of this university in Houston. I would say that if you never been out in the world or in the area in which I am talking about you possibly would not understand. But folks a certain murky mire of bad messages just lurk around certain people-message in which they choose to receive and enact upon these ideals because that is what college must be. Lacking any form of thought to think for theirselves or out of the situation of the college they are in. Namely I will say these people are like pieces of a hidden terror cell anyone can be apart of just by accepting messages that are of the most profound uniqueness and direction to a particular goal. Namely are solely against people who don't live in college odyssey land but the real fucking world. Often validating their moral shortcoming and lack of perspective and lack to truly succeed on other folks. They would never be a person to truly aspire to get a better quality of education and just don't care and just suffer through classes because that is what they must do to be apart of her and that four year scheme that must work for everyone. If to say these people are naive to a certain level and willingly so to purpose and pursue levels of discrimination and bias and time to time again everything would be about them always. Lacking any consideration to think of other people as people and frankly these people will not be successful in life when consider the fact many people don't to college at all and they seem to think college is the so-so goal that one must sell their soul to the devil. These people might as well be selling their souls to the devil. In the pursuit of story;many people would choose to sell their soul to the devil just so they could go to this fiendish college or another way worse than this one higher up in Texas like that special place solely full of one type of individuals whom are white. But for the sake of 2015 it was like these bastards where sharks in the water chasing after the blood of people long gone and would never return to their lives and they would practice they were right for these hidden covert attacks they would do in "projecting" the ilk of evil at people...just for the sole sake that people could return as if by magic destiny and become their romantic counterpart or spouse and frankly would like to believe they are the only person who can control their life and act if people told them these ideas. Act if people-who they are actually attracted to told them these ideas. But no one they are attracted to does. And no one is going to tell them when they don't know what these people are doing until much later. If one can say fiendish betrayal-this is it. The current understanding in 2015 fall was too trusting of people and over time it would evolve to this particular understanding above. One could say they were panning into the system of hatred and voluntary projection that the university in Houston manifested was right. They should hate people for being people and not people construed in how people were accustomed to seeing people in this one university in Houston manner in which it say people. Which was not of diversity but fierce hatred under that meaning often allowing many different groups the wrong privileges of bias, discrimination and getting away with sexual assault. One would say they were accustomed to be of the "cougar spirit" and believe me if you talk to a person and they suddenly think its okay to go to the bizarre reaches of human influence and pull shit that is only unnecessary but shows their lack of mental understanding of their world and their human responsibility to morals...these people are not people who belong in your life. I will say that from time to time was only pondering the idea of ever going back as if to shut off the source of the fucking attacks because golly only in that place was the particulars of projection and strange happenings. One person may not know this but after fall 2015 alot of really unrecorded and not publicized suicides happened in that university in Houston and not one media outlet would ever really talk about them...unless students happened to be murdered.
On that subject back in 2013, one guy who would always be in the library with me up at the top of the library would be amongst many girls and if one can say was just hanging out with them to get a girlfriend. However things did not work out. This guy in the end let down by these people who were his so called friends not in the aspect of being to be the ones to be his candidates but in the honesty that many people blur in this place and later backstab people. Its apparent that the guy was dissed by the prevailing nasty culture many girls and guys choose to follow in this place. Why can I say this; because I fucking around this person. I saw him alive, breathing and the interaction with his friends and realize this-saw it only as the toxic means of showing a face that is really not ever ones true face. What happened to this guy; must of been so tortured to do something as a dating app. This guy was asian and so were his friends and I would say that you are desperate if you go on dating app when asian when you are least likely to be picked or for anything good. What happened to this guy? He went missing for a long time. Then finally figured out he had been killed by someone posing to be his date off the app. The guy I saw every day in the library almost with his different friends who apparently weren't his real friends did not graduate college and nor is even a fuck alive today. This guy was guy who also at a time while I was there lived in the dorms and yet of all the people in the dorms he was the only person I would see from the dorms going to the library. Out of all people many so " superior" that the library was for "lower class students who did not live in the dorm"-this guy lived with the modest of a real and sane person. And believe me in that place was commendable. However also makes a target and also the level of negativity you experience from people can be enough to drive a person stir crazy or do things completely risky and if not one to say dangerous. People ought to realize this guy was a person and namely not apart of a privilege to diss people in a disturbing mannerism no one on the outside will ever bother to check out. Yet this guy would die and basically no one give an ass what his death really meant when I physically saw the surroundings in which he lived and in all honesty it was not good-it was toxic and if not of harm. I might say that college is not important your real life and your real health is something that is secondary. Some people never escape college; many people die in college and many of these deaths are completely preventable. By some people think its their responsibility to thin off people and do all the projecting that will drive people to the "edge" and "brink" to do things in which will kill them. Often this guy was not knowledge of the real surroundings of these people and one of the guys who would not say anything certainly when things were not fucking right.
For all the myth that what many people including girls at this university do is right and that it does not exist when only its convenient to harm the mental estate of targeted people`~ the element of projecting exists amongst privilege people to the extent they cannot recognize people as they really are there and never can even recognize their rights as people to be left alone. I don't know but do you try to stalk a person and seek revenge on them for taking to you when the conversation was bent to be nice? And only a person can bend it to mean something else when they were putting up a nice front to be apart of one aspect of the college situation namely have ulterior motives in talking to you even and are upset that they cannot achieve these ulterior motives at all when talking to the real you so much they must go a vindictive route of pursuing you and likely will be so against you they don't care that you live and breathe. I am saying these girls have a certain agenda of acting that is much like how serial rapists view people. As objects. No one will ever say it but namely these people a bit odd from the start- will try to bash people over the head because they cannot play them as a villain at all.
If to say anything; in the fall 2015 some girls thought it was okay to this projecting aspect and be a nuisance as far as one can throw them. Refusing to stop. Refusing to really reason and just act in a privileged and entitled means that they are right and people are these objects. Namely in the aspect of everything; these women by no means where good people. All the girls I met in the previous college except ones who were sane for sure; in some manner and some merit from this point on would come with a hostility that breathes a level of clear and needed ignorance that they are so fucking right following agendas of a place and that nothing else matters to them. I would not even give the courtesy of hiding names of people especially when these people have made theirselves so known they are a clear pest that reeks of mentally exhausted reasoning. Such to convince people of their haunty messages they are so prim and important at this place and will be so much better than everyone else from their lack of understanding of what others are even about. Or what even education is about and its about terrorizing people because you are too inconsiderate to even notice they are people who have lived without you even being there. Have lived lives of purpose and fruits of good measure without ever having to ever even meet you! And frankly one can say safely and assured you are not meant to be someone who not only has bloated image of reality but someone who would thinks that ultimately mean you wish to murder people in a covert means in which no one can ever true notice why they really were murdered or targeted in the first place. Behold the reason if anyone dies from the actions of inconsiderate people such as these; it was all because they think college is the only way of life and have a such narrow definition of what education is that it only must be power to learn elite fields such as those of science, english, math and history and maybe if to say importantly psychology and fucking not even know what living is besides looking down on people not in this little "cute" living of life. People who aren't in such majors to other folks who may never go to college. Seem to think they can create a tomorrow land just of their little academic poor focus that reeks of privilege to ultimately say they want to erase all other types of people as legitimate. You can even say this without even knowing or seeing the "projecting" aspect. I will say that this narrow means of education is not anyway to be happy nor successful in life and that maybe people should accept that this border of money to education only instills a public of educated people hostile to any other people who are not educated at all and frankly indifferent to the validity of even such livings. If one to say is that without a college education people at least are made to not think they are the center of the world as such people. And take this element of projection to terroristic means. Means that one surely has to mediate on and decide they will actually do to even be successful at projecting from their sad dull heart which lacks understanding. I will say the definition of peoples...who do the projecting are mainly women and in psychology it is proven that women tend to enact vengeance on people in a virtual means and more likely to engage in cyberbullying where fingers cannot be directly pointed at them if something goes wrong. Men mainly tend to work in elements of violence and will enact vengeance on people physically. To say many women seem to think this projecting aspect is something to rectify their perfect world of being bothered with the aspect that people are people.And have a clear disrespect for people.
The following story in 2015 basically follows a secret trail acts by certain girls in the community college wishing to be these inane terrorists and doing acts that only reveal their intentions and acts that render them insane and unstable and if to say willingly endanger the lives of others for their own goals and ambitions of wanting to be these people who enact in this projecting manner they seen somewhere or somehow and want to emulate it all. For the story to have any real merit a person must realize what is worse is for people to commit what is a crime and a betrayal of public interest and yet try to cover up by saying the people who have experienced the crime are the crazy ones. And surely that they did not project anything onto anyone else and did not do wrong because people cannot possibly do such a thing as projection. I will say that further on in the story especially in 2016 many different elements are proven that these people are the ones enacting to seek vengeance on people for not being who they wish they to be. For all the words of this-this is a short introduction in the fall 2015. At that in short it was the beginning of my own efforts to live a better life not mired by the willings of people and yes girls I had talked to who thought in their own way were right in attacking me and others for not being the people they thought they could do anything to. Inspiring new people to act in a way that is not only dangerous but just evil. And while I would garner As in these graphic design classes it was worth it and meanwhile the academic classes for that time only I did not find any success in completing for how much tiresome it is to both study and guard against constant attacks and those from your own family and realized ultimately that these classes except the government class which could never be won in the first place where not going to make you successful at all.Anything but and that one had ought to stick with practically in anything and not hope that people would just leave them alone. People had to great deals of planning to go away from toxic situations and my friends that meant not leaning on things of lies such as forged friendships with people from that university prior no-it meant standing up for ones and proving lies as lies and by damnation even fighting to reclaim ones own method that was not only stolen but utilized in a barbaric means after 2015 to terrorize people and direct attention at the very creator as if the cries of people where going to get him to harm himself. No. I assert that in which the manner since 2015 I lived since until now is standing up for myself and not letting people call me crazy for their actions they do in covert meanings to convey that people don't have person liberties or even the right to live and try to garner some reaction of harm or self harm by their asserted projected acts. However in fall 2015 it was only slowly being apparent that something was very wrong; and that people were acting in a manner that was influenced of a system a person had encounter a year before if not two years before. A system one hoped to distance theirselves from by a 30 minute drive away from the University in Houston yet realizing that the influence of this place kept following them around and instead of turning tale having previously none and if not recently experienced it deadly and yet dangerous aspects~was not going to turn tale but fight against this influence. And my friends you would be alone then and would be alone later. But its better than being dead. For all the sake of friendships and romantic partners the very people who seemed vested in you were just terrorists out for your blood and if not very reassured their traitorous acts were heroic and a sake of vindictive justice of people who stood out of their place in their fantasy world. I will tell you that no sane person believes in such crimes and pathetic reasoning behind nor this fantastic manner of twisted dealings in which can go bezerk and flip a chair at people and think you are all good doing so and pose to be an ally on their which side.
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