Don't cower.

     Much of the time I don't get time to heal from anytime of romantic distress. If there is anything to be disturbed by in life that'd be it. It is to say that people aren't even as perceptive as they think and readily are dumb as bricks. Can but think that they really understand you and the world and situations but just the way they act and believe are just fucking idiots who are only saved by the expense that you choose to be a good person. If not; they would be flatter in their dismissive motivations than a pancake.

   One great time in the past, some mere five years ago-there was nothing I would stop at but try to reach people who for their likeness are pampered idiots. The good people strangely could never be found no matter the effort and so you were left with these people. People who are never told their wrong and just are made to believe that they can do no wrong at all. They are just these cute, non-bad and just upstanding folks who essentially can only understand their view and have a lacking view of what morals are. If not for religion; would they even have anything behind them in morals even feigned? The answer is no. Religion just gives the wicked a chance to send down their shoots and grow a whole tree to guard theirselves of ever being accountable to the thought of what morals actually are and what the world actually is. They never pick any conscious of what they have done wrong.

   Openly, some people don't need your "crush energy" after them. This motivation to be with them or do the best with them. Its simply because they aren't good people but trash that will never hesitate to wrongly claim you are trash, done something wrong or try to incriminate you. I say that its best to vet people for their overt problematic themes of lacking self accountability. Mainly you find this in the "heavily religious" but only in name. I mean; some people are heavily religious and don't have to proclaim some bible  verse or whatever because life is not going well for them. For a great deal of people; they actually believe in the stuff and don't need these constant reminders and the need to tell everyone. They do not need to push anything but a conviction into their daily efforts and not try to make everyone smoke the crack pipe of misinformation and yes hatred that comes from such fake followers of whatever.  People who do religion for vanity and "hey look at me" are just people who you should commonly avoid I find. I am to say that its unhealthy for a person to be listening to religious texts and songs all day and not even giving a care to what good they can do out in the world instead of this make believe cycle that certain people are just bad by their characteristics and need their religion's help.  Namely Christians are majorly the people who do this. The Muslim and Jew folks as well. But yet I don't think people associate racists with Muslims as they do racists with evangelicals. Thus and so forth; I say that you should not fall for people who really have nothing about them in their real selves or their minds and are nothing but shallow hollows and just people who are rotten. 

   Alas, just talking about my works from summer 2016 and even attempting to write about a time period between there and fall 2016; just has brought alot of angst back in me. Alot of anger to at how much I was wrong to even trust that certain people were good at all. My great advice to folks is that literally; think for yourself, do for yourself and defend yourself and others from people who aren't good.  The sane and good people must stick together and not cower away by the threats of others.