Wrong assumptions.
In my life; I have already seen alot of things. I already know alot of people. People often made the assumption at various places I just don't know people and they could take advantage of me. Old people. A pastor who shook my hand in 2002 but I sincerely believed he led the church into the wrong manners of being a business in which he could have an affair and yes a child not from his wife and probably continue to same thing when no keeps him in check. Tainting the very trust of morals a baptist church should have. I never been a person to ever identify as a baptist but it seems I would be the only person who refused to accept this pastor as moral or his actions right by the end of the fall 2017. I long had suspicions about the pastor since 2016 but by golly-what he had done was already ancient history and used the funds of donating people at the time when he was building a new church for the people he had taken over for~to be sort of a little mega church just to strengthen his own pockets and dare spend the money on another woman who was not his wife. I would say that with conviction; while you pray for good things in life and maybe people pray in conviction around the faith of a church that nothing such as a violation of money-stealing and adultery; both sins would ever happen. But yet while you never trusted the person-everything bond to that church~all your prayers and everyone's else hopes are invalidated when a sinner leads everyone and does their best to throw people off their sent as well as fuck with their lives by tainting the very sanctity of a church and its freedoms from the fucking world as it is supposed to be. People go to church to get away from stealing and adultery. But when a pastor leads by example and touts always his wife and his children as a good way of living life and his supposed morals. What does it teach people who are truly in need. It teaches them these sins are just and right. I don't expect everyone to believe in God or Baptist beliefs~ I do not even consider myself a Baptist; but people can understand wrong and right without the means of modern religion. People always could have found ways to doubt certain things but indeed a person was right forever to doubt that guy whenever he shook your hand it was a hostile takeover of a horrendous profiteer who in the end does care what wrongs he does. Who else knows what wrongs this guy did? Yet I knew in my 6 year old self this guy was bad for the church but there was nothing a kid forced to even go to church could ever do.But wait for this fuck to slip up.
Yet I will relate heavily that many people in fall 2017 where just like this dumb pastor. Thought they could pass off a smile and wink and make a child believe they were good people. But yet one person in the pit of their heart knows they are wrong. Can not trust their words because they say are laced by greed and agony of a sinful person who cannot live right and/or gives excuses to their wrongs and missteps. I will say many teachers that semester were just cunts stuck in the evil way of being that by no means is right or sensible and played the heavy gain of favoritism and fuck you because you are black type of bullshit. Seemingly would get other people's ideas just because they knew they would follow along with their crap but yet even if one person could else be considered black-they clearly would classify you as a lesser and worse a person who was obviously lesser to even follow what they thought was good lessons in the subject of graphic design. These people touted their own ability and their own following of gilded and dumb students who thought they were at the vantage point of good sweet olde learning with swelling misconceptions about what it takes to survive in the modern job market especially the graphic design one. Ultimately it felt as if being in three dumb churches all at once and maybe everyone was just a piece of shit that could never be trusted to not be tainted privileged bitch who "knew it all" but did not even know clear market realities a fucking stranger can easily research by going the fuck online or looking at what truly allows graphic designers to be successful. A real fucking 4 year education and not some hap class where some white or black bitch gets all the willingly misled faggots passing grades because they understand only what they deem a student should know just to continue coming back and giving them money. Namely; allowing mislearning on their part and lack of real life expectations means that many people either give them more money to become better so called at graphic design or just find that regardless of their learnings here which was basically appeasement to fucks of teachers who clearly don't know what graphic design is ever the fuck at all nor how to teach it. The same teachers who a majority of their pay to even live as graphic designers comes from fucking teaching and nothing more really even if they have a little said small firm. Who the fuck cares when obviously by their lack of quality teaching; its all here for the money.
Namely unlike other time periods. There are no women. None. If there are~maybe they have already been shown to be people you cannot even get close to without them blaming you for some imaginary bullshit they make up. Maybe women of just their pride in being fuck face followers to something that is real fake and only pleasing to people dumb enough to believe it. I think I need to make a point here-the campus I went to after the flooding for school was so desolate and if I went to another school I refused to associate with the people because I knew they were trash because I went to the highschool near there. There were no people ideally here. And if going to this other campus; the people so stupid and misinform about goals and the graphic design profession-someone needed to pray for them truly or tell them to wise up and not fall for snake man regimes. Regimes a teacher always promoted. Laughable things only this guy could get away with because of his age and rather luck of being in the graphic design market since the 90s. No one else could be this little cunt businessman or woman. He might have been getting these deals throughout and by the end of class but register this;no one really ever saw his work-and he was the only person ever out of all the teachers in graphic design who did not shut off their damned phones even when they were trying to teach or more concerned about money than ever telling his students that they could be getting all the calls he got. Why? Because simply he just had years of fucking experience and bad fucking teacher misleading people to try and follow his same career route exactly and how no one does anything at all. Not even other teachers would ever dare direct students to copy their career path as this fuck was doing or his same exact mannerism in business I note only work because of his age old experience.
Maybe I did an experiment. How many people did I ever garner business from with business cards over a sum of people like a 100 people or more? Zero individuals because people these days don't even know what graphic design is when they could search it on their phones. They don't get the concept of networking, marketing or business because they are braindead assholes. Here we have a teacher believing solely an individual could just get business from anyone as truly everyone does not laugh at the very thought of graphic design when a normal braindead asshole.
I dare to say there are really so dark ongoings in this time period. When a teacher simply at the supposed "color people college" is basically telling people to jump off a mountain and impale theirselves by the blades of so many dumb assholes from here to there.To say the teacher at one campus just wanted everyone to be as lucky as him. That was the wrong assumption for to make that people all at this campus are just self fulfilling minority failures who cannot think for theirselves or reason what is right, wrong or the right way things are done not in the end of the 80s but not the 90s the fucking 2010s in their degree or profession pursuit. The other guy made the wrong assumption that he had the audacity to be the white hero everyone loves and accept all the minority people least they be black and aim targets that no aims at anyone else and challenging his students to rip throat at this one nigger in his class room. One pastor might think he has everyone's support but that is a wrong assumption when their voiding of the very belief system of not one by many people he voids because baptists must be sole inclusive of right and wrong knowing or the only people who can be the "guiding light in the world". These were all wrong assumptions. These people were not fit to lick the boot of a bug crawling on the ground. The people were so pretentious, came to the wrong fucking conclusions thinking they led to success. Hardly knew how to do anything in any of the adobe programs and could not even think for theirselves and yet would pay this bitch who was a basic dinosaur to led them along in the current graphic design market reality. In particularly both class room situations. And a pastor so rife with vigor of his transgressions he rather hide it and his own other son as some type of embarrassment to him. And so strong in his conviction that the rumors which exposed a long truth would die down. They never did. Their effect strangled eventually even how he could present himself in front of everyone. Straining forever to refuse every notion of the truth. However much to be said many of these graphic design students; where never seen ever again. They probably never completed a degree at all. And if they were to do so; it will still take them a long time to even realize such a graduation goal with an associates. Because they are foremost haunty, don't know how to do work, how to think for theirselves to achieve any goal and kiss toe to privilege to just guide them and act as if they are the shit of the world when they have not even climb up the four year college ladder to even be taken seriously as the fucking assholes they are. Willing to believe any bullshit that guaranteed them not to think, not to work and not to fight for what was right for them to learn. Just taking it all on; on their fucking backs. The bitches.
I while could say in the fall 2017 as many times have focused on all the effects of people on me and the wrong things they would do. These people were still doing wrong things and many times aimed at me and attacking me during critiques for their feigned little knowledge of this and that only inspired by cult lust to follow the blessings of the liking wills of their little favorite teachers. Who only liked them at because they were so misguided and thus easy to control in the worst ways and manners. I tell you an internet search and internet searches would have easily widened their perspective of graphic design standards and even how to do stuff really necessary for the job; but these people refused the knowledge or even the notion they were wrong and in the end it was self destructive and they got no reward. It comes not at all hard to say during this period I was solely focused on myself and if people did come at me-they will learn how silly they looked just by my recording of the narrative and how they just did not win anything being assholes and kissups in the end and should have just focused on being a true graphic design student. Namely unlike other subjects my friends; you can look up tutorials and even pay to take certifications online for certain tasks that translate into market job pluses in knowledge and your merit to even be hired. Like on sites such as Upwork on even in real life. These people were so busy kissing tail~ they should probably go into prostitution instead of graphic design. Instead of fancying kicking on the perhaps only black guy in the room in both situations of classrooms. But that fall 2017; I was focused only on myself and only getting necessary credits to graduate finally. I was focused namely as well on the blog and my comics and this would translate well into the year over. Sadly my friends despite all that drama you just read of pastors cheating on their wives and defiling the very worth of their church as a principle by example place they advertised it to be with many graphic designed ads and pamplets of their family's picture included-or two misguided groups of students and teacher pairs who were often eerily creepy, destructive in criticism and destructive elsewhere to theirselves with often a racist bent-there is nothing bad that ever happened the fuck at all in this time period. But yet it did. Namely one could ignore it but for the sake of everything~ one must say this is the mother of fucked up situations and times in dealing with people who project their issues and problems onto other people and live in fucking la-la-la land. There were no girls I would say so the story this time is strange and desolate of the usual occurences but take in hand I would always prevail by the end of the day because I truly valued hard work, learning and believing in what I was doing with MK MZODERN and comics was right. I believed in myself. These people did believe in theirselves to even do a fucking google search. These people did not believe in theirselves enough to leave a church or demand the leader be removed when he certainly a long time ago crossed religious, monetary and most moral boundaries that the people so call live to upstand. The lesson of fall 2017 my friends is to believe in yourself no matter what. Because that is the real super power. That is the true message of the following story so don't get wrong assumptions its not about the surroundings but its about the dealt victory and some people's wrongs will be forever recorded and no cheesy language or pictures can ever remove that.
Yet I will relate heavily that many people in fall 2017 where just like this dumb pastor. Thought they could pass off a smile and wink and make a child believe they were good people. But yet one person in the pit of their heart knows they are wrong. Can not trust their words because they say are laced by greed and agony of a sinful person who cannot live right and/or gives excuses to their wrongs and missteps. I will say many teachers that semester were just cunts stuck in the evil way of being that by no means is right or sensible and played the heavy gain of favoritism and fuck you because you are black type of bullshit. Seemingly would get other people's ideas just because they knew they would follow along with their crap but yet even if one person could else be considered black-they clearly would classify you as a lesser and worse a person who was obviously lesser to even follow what they thought was good lessons in the subject of graphic design. These people touted their own ability and their own following of gilded and dumb students who thought they were at the vantage point of good sweet olde learning with swelling misconceptions about what it takes to survive in the modern job market especially the graphic design one. Ultimately it felt as if being in three dumb churches all at once and maybe everyone was just a piece of shit that could never be trusted to not be tainted privileged bitch who "knew it all" but did not even know clear market realities a fucking stranger can easily research by going the fuck online or looking at what truly allows graphic designers to be successful. A real fucking 4 year education and not some hap class where some white or black bitch gets all the willingly misled faggots passing grades because they understand only what they deem a student should know just to continue coming back and giving them money. Namely; allowing mislearning on their part and lack of real life expectations means that many people either give them more money to become better so called at graphic design or just find that regardless of their learnings here which was basically appeasement to fucks of teachers who clearly don't know what graphic design is ever the fuck at all nor how to teach it. The same teachers who a majority of their pay to even live as graphic designers comes from fucking teaching and nothing more really even if they have a little said small firm. Who the fuck cares when obviously by their lack of quality teaching; its all here for the money.
Namely unlike other time periods. There are no women. None. If there are~maybe they have already been shown to be people you cannot even get close to without them blaming you for some imaginary bullshit they make up. Maybe women of just their pride in being fuck face followers to something that is real fake and only pleasing to people dumb enough to believe it. I think I need to make a point here-the campus I went to after the flooding for school was so desolate and if I went to another school I refused to associate with the people because I knew they were trash because I went to the highschool near there. There were no people ideally here. And if going to this other campus; the people so stupid and misinform about goals and the graphic design profession-someone needed to pray for them truly or tell them to wise up and not fall for snake man regimes. Regimes a teacher always promoted. Laughable things only this guy could get away with because of his age and rather luck of being in the graphic design market since the 90s. No one else could be this little cunt businessman or woman. He might have been getting these deals throughout and by the end of class but register this;no one really ever saw his work-and he was the only person ever out of all the teachers in graphic design who did not shut off their damned phones even when they were trying to teach or more concerned about money than ever telling his students that they could be getting all the calls he got. Why? Because simply he just had years of fucking experience and bad fucking teacher misleading people to try and follow his same career route exactly and how no one does anything at all. Not even other teachers would ever dare direct students to copy their career path as this fuck was doing or his same exact mannerism in business I note only work because of his age old experience.
Maybe I did an experiment. How many people did I ever garner business from with business cards over a sum of people like a 100 people or more? Zero individuals because people these days don't even know what graphic design is when they could search it on their phones. They don't get the concept of networking, marketing or business because they are braindead assholes. Here we have a teacher believing solely an individual could just get business from anyone as truly everyone does not laugh at the very thought of graphic design when a normal braindead asshole.
I dare to say there are really so dark ongoings in this time period. When a teacher simply at the supposed "color people college" is basically telling people to jump off a mountain and impale theirselves by the blades of so many dumb assholes from here to there.To say the teacher at one campus just wanted everyone to be as lucky as him. That was the wrong assumption for to make that people all at this campus are just self fulfilling minority failures who cannot think for theirselves or reason what is right, wrong or the right way things are done not in the end of the 80s but not the 90s the fucking 2010s in their degree or profession pursuit. The other guy made the wrong assumption that he had the audacity to be the white hero everyone loves and accept all the minority people least they be black and aim targets that no aims at anyone else and challenging his students to rip throat at this one nigger in his class room. One pastor might think he has everyone's support but that is a wrong assumption when their voiding of the very belief system of not one by many people he voids because baptists must be sole inclusive of right and wrong knowing or the only people who can be the "guiding light in the world". These were all wrong assumptions. These people were not fit to lick the boot of a bug crawling on the ground. The people were so pretentious, came to the wrong fucking conclusions thinking they led to success. Hardly knew how to do anything in any of the adobe programs and could not even think for theirselves and yet would pay this bitch who was a basic dinosaur to led them along in the current graphic design market reality. In particularly both class room situations. And a pastor so rife with vigor of his transgressions he rather hide it and his own other son as some type of embarrassment to him. And so strong in his conviction that the rumors which exposed a long truth would die down. They never did. Their effect strangled eventually even how he could present himself in front of everyone. Straining forever to refuse every notion of the truth. However much to be said many of these graphic design students; where never seen ever again. They probably never completed a degree at all. And if they were to do so; it will still take them a long time to even realize such a graduation goal with an associates. Because they are foremost haunty, don't know how to do work, how to think for theirselves to achieve any goal and kiss toe to privilege to just guide them and act as if they are the shit of the world when they have not even climb up the four year college ladder to even be taken seriously as the fucking assholes they are. Willing to believe any bullshit that guaranteed them not to think, not to work and not to fight for what was right for them to learn. Just taking it all on; on their fucking backs. The bitches.
I while could say in the fall 2017 as many times have focused on all the effects of people on me and the wrong things they would do. These people were still doing wrong things and many times aimed at me and attacking me during critiques for their feigned little knowledge of this and that only inspired by cult lust to follow the blessings of the liking wills of their little favorite teachers. Who only liked them at because they were so misguided and thus easy to control in the worst ways and manners. I tell you an internet search and internet searches would have easily widened their perspective of graphic design standards and even how to do stuff really necessary for the job; but these people refused the knowledge or even the notion they were wrong and in the end it was self destructive and they got no reward. It comes not at all hard to say during this period I was solely focused on myself and if people did come at me-they will learn how silly they looked just by my recording of the narrative and how they just did not win anything being assholes and kissups in the end and should have just focused on being a true graphic design student. Namely unlike other subjects my friends; you can look up tutorials and even pay to take certifications online for certain tasks that translate into market job pluses in knowledge and your merit to even be hired. Like on sites such as Upwork on even in real life. These people were so busy kissing tail~ they should probably go into prostitution instead of graphic design. Instead of fancying kicking on the perhaps only black guy in the room in both situations of classrooms. But that fall 2017; I was focused only on myself and only getting necessary credits to graduate finally. I was focused namely as well on the blog and my comics and this would translate well into the year over. Sadly my friends despite all that drama you just read of pastors cheating on their wives and defiling the very worth of their church as a principle by example place they advertised it to be with many graphic designed ads and pamplets of their family's picture included-or two misguided groups of students and teacher pairs who were often eerily creepy, destructive in criticism and destructive elsewhere to theirselves with often a racist bent-there is nothing bad that ever happened the fuck at all in this time period. But yet it did. Namely one could ignore it but for the sake of everything~ one must say this is the mother of fucked up situations and times in dealing with people who project their issues and problems onto other people and live in fucking la-la-la land. There were no girls I would say so the story this time is strange and desolate of the usual occurences but take in hand I would always prevail by the end of the day because I truly valued hard work, learning and believing in what I was doing with MK MZODERN and comics was right. I believed in myself. These people did believe in theirselves to even do a fucking google search. These people did not believe in theirselves enough to leave a church or demand the leader be removed when he certainly a long time ago crossed religious, monetary and most moral boundaries that the people so call live to upstand. The lesson of fall 2017 my friends is to believe in yourself no matter what. Because that is the real super power. That is the true message of the following story so don't get wrong assumptions its not about the surroundings but its about the dealt victory and some people's wrongs will be forever recorded and no cheesy language or pictures can ever remove that.
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