2017 optimism
It seemed 2017 would be a bright year but until Summer it would be very dark and forboding. The people I went to school with where hostile seemingly for no fucking reason. A bunch of creeps lurked around. There was even an individual who was preying on women at the campus later to be referenced in police posters. The people, the teachers and most of everyone was an inexcusable jerk solely founded that they were in a state of righteousness with their lack of let's say real work effort to even be there. Real gratitude and sensibility that did not come from intolerance and.or privilege. These people were trash every merit cursing at strangers and thinking they could exalt theirselves by talking about people. Crazy to say many of these "just" people actually were. Could never be bothered with the truth. I dealt with a lot of harassment from these folks. Often having to go to the back of the campus just not to be bothered with them.
The teachers very hostile. So much; one "history teacher"-rather guy who should have still been a fucking janitor~would lock the doors when truly it was five minutes early to do so! Or lock the doors at the one minute mark and telling you -you could not come in because his haunty instruction mind you that had not started yet and just a second ago let maybe a latino person in just not ever to let you in. Ripping papers out of your hands everytime he could to justify himself.
Let us not forget the government teacher who was a total racist and bigot and obviously warped the scores in favoritism. Namely you can not win against old white men least you speak out and get them fired for discrimination; namely people would rather it not come to that! The children in that class so trending along his boat. Seems to be a certain trend later on to be observed when a certain other individual you know takes the class. I for one skipped that class so many times because those damned children and teacher were like wraiths. The teacher would always gaze at me evil. The students would always whisper nonsense so childishly self centered about me. There was no forgiving these people.
Else on campus; there were no girls and if there was a one she was taken until the very end. There was this couple who harassed me who worked for the school.Numerous annoyances and individuals who did not get how to not project theirselves and their fears onto others. Namely very nasty people who thought they could do anything at this place. The graphic design teacher I took that semester was a hoe. This girl in her class was a demon and I knew this person since 6th grade and this place did not make them mature; it made them ever the worse individual since 6th grade or with the maturity of 5th grade student and just inane morals as well. It was very gross and sad. Anyone I tried to make friends with was an evil individual who thought they knew the world from their small perspective..
One could ask theirselves why they did not speak up; because it was waste of time for an endeavor one really wanted to work on and needed to work on to be successful. Else to say one would not compromise their field of peace and yes ability to reason not to create any waste of energy in dealing with the wrongs of people when tomes of books solve the case indefinitely and speak volumes for these people who don't know they are being written about. Ultimately to say one could have gotten many people in trouble and brought to justice in a sense but it would all be a waste of time in which that writing a novel does that represents their true ugly character and how they think they can rely on privilege and/or are the "its" and "haves" in a community college center. Namely I laugh because community college is not the four year college and many of these people decidedly by their own notions never reached as far as probably one year in a four year college without having to drop out or finding it difficult to acclimate in which they could never be the top "its" or "haves" with their minimal goals of just transferring and not considering the reality of four year colleges they don't know. A lot of funds and commitments. On that notion a lot of these asshole graphic design students were complete idiots and many never knew the importance ever of being able to transfer and still thought they were it worse than other students who were with this mindset of transferring. These people did not want to realize market realities. As a graphic designer; you can only go so far with a certificate or a 2 year degree. A four year degree guarantees better jobs with more pay and likely are to be hired by large corporations such as Disney and other places. Yet these people were idiots living their nightmare dream thinking they could live forever off their lack of means to get a true education and could just collect their associates or certificate/ Namely to say the program for certificate does not require any real academic courses. The associates hardly requires the bare basics in academics and if not lessens the load of math people have to take. Namely to say many graphic design students were stupid, racist and yet let's say of the country white mindset even if not white maybe latina.
I for one had taken at least three or four math classes up this point. Some of these fuckers so stupid they stuck in college algebra and having to take that four or two times to pass and get their degree and yet want to look down on me. Its just gross to say the entitlement of the graphic design department even to this fucking day. Especially this day and this is why this writing is deemingly important.
Outside of this get no real help from family or could rely on them to give a damn without making some condescending remark about you.It was only till the end-things seemed to be normal that is because you would never have to see many of these people like demons ever again. A flood after a summer in which you work to get back to where you should be~ is one thing that likens to wash away all these cunts out of this school; as if a flood to wipe out the people who were much sinners by every means and every way of living life. Such to say the school was desolate much of the while and remained with the constant stream of strangler cunts who would not let go. Some people thought their reign in fidelity of false images would last forever but it did not when strangely the people later on teachers and students never were of that hatred life like them and soon became people to gaze at them weird and yet maybe they then felt what it was like when they looked at me with their weird looks.
The teachers obviously divided between old members and new-the students more new students who were more civil and this was around since the spring 2018. But maybe to say the true realization the school was different and more diverse did not hit some people until the fall 2018. And there would not be going back to this hatred and one I will say is white hatred if not self perpetrated self hatred amongst the minorities during that 2017 spring time. Yet all this time since fall 2016 to spring 2018 was very aware of the school and its demeanor because of yet what happened in the fall 2016 and spring 2017 faced by people who were very evil and racist folk.
Now to say one person may have eventually escaped that problem of the worst people ever going to that community college but that is not directly true. The worst people of course were the fall 2018 and 2019 people. While not at all evil or namely immoral as a whole fucking group. The selfish nature and jocky attitude of these people pledges an indifference that even just what happened two years ago or even one year ago really could ever be a reality. Just so gilded to believe the world is a perfect place and some people of minority "identity" would lean on their prejudices and way they were taught to just be dicks who claim they could never be racist by their cultural prejudices and should be proud of them. To say in effect the grand olde system of this and that of people wasting opportunities and people then taking opportunities never ends. Yet my friends its time to examine two different eras of privilege and one is better the first. When the second one of lenience and belief nothing can go wrong and one just has to lean on their feigned privilege to get by-directly leads to the very hostile one where everyone is a ball of animosity and racist filth never giving an air to true society.
In the following I will draw some images and then conclude to write yet again about the summer.
The teachers very hostile. So much; one "history teacher"-rather guy who should have still been a fucking janitor~would lock the doors when truly it was five minutes early to do so! Or lock the doors at the one minute mark and telling you -you could not come in because his haunty instruction mind you that had not started yet and just a second ago let maybe a latino person in just not ever to let you in. Ripping papers out of your hands everytime he could to justify himself.
Let us not forget the government teacher who was a total racist and bigot and obviously warped the scores in favoritism. Namely you can not win against old white men least you speak out and get them fired for discrimination; namely people would rather it not come to that! The children in that class so trending along his boat. Seems to be a certain trend later on to be observed when a certain other individual you know takes the class. I for one skipped that class so many times because those damned children and teacher were like wraiths. The teacher would always gaze at me evil. The students would always whisper nonsense so childishly self centered about me. There was no forgiving these people.
Else on campus; there were no girls and if there was a one she was taken until the very end. There was this couple who harassed me who worked for the school.Numerous annoyances and individuals who did not get how to not project theirselves and their fears onto others. Namely very nasty people who thought they could do anything at this place. The graphic design teacher I took that semester was a hoe. This girl in her class was a demon and I knew this person since 6th grade and this place did not make them mature; it made them ever the worse individual since 6th grade or with the maturity of 5th grade student and just inane morals as well. It was very gross and sad. Anyone I tried to make friends with was an evil individual who thought they knew the world from their small perspective..
One could ask theirselves why they did not speak up; because it was waste of time for an endeavor one really wanted to work on and needed to work on to be successful. Else to say one would not compromise their field of peace and yes ability to reason not to create any waste of energy in dealing with the wrongs of people when tomes of books solve the case indefinitely and speak volumes for these people who don't know they are being written about. Ultimately to say one could have gotten many people in trouble and brought to justice in a sense but it would all be a waste of time in which that writing a novel does that represents their true ugly character and how they think they can rely on privilege and/or are the "its" and "haves" in a community college center. Namely I laugh because community college is not the four year college and many of these people decidedly by their own notions never reached as far as probably one year in a four year college without having to drop out or finding it difficult to acclimate in which they could never be the top "its" or "haves" with their minimal goals of just transferring and not considering the reality of four year colleges they don't know. A lot of funds and commitments. On that notion a lot of these asshole graphic design students were complete idiots and many never knew the importance ever of being able to transfer and still thought they were it worse than other students who were with this mindset of transferring. These people did not want to realize market realities. As a graphic designer; you can only go so far with a certificate or a 2 year degree. A four year degree guarantees better jobs with more pay and likely are to be hired by large corporations such as Disney and other places. Yet these people were idiots living their nightmare dream thinking they could live forever off their lack of means to get a true education and could just collect their associates or certificate/ Namely to say the program for certificate does not require any real academic courses. The associates hardly requires the bare basics in academics and if not lessens the load of math people have to take. Namely to say many graphic design students were stupid, racist and yet let's say of the country white mindset even if not white maybe latina.
I for one had taken at least three or four math classes up this point. Some of these fuckers so stupid they stuck in college algebra and having to take that four or two times to pass and get their degree and yet want to look down on me. Its just gross to say the entitlement of the graphic design department even to this fucking day. Especially this day and this is why this writing is deemingly important.
Outside of this get no real help from family or could rely on them to give a damn without making some condescending remark about you.It was only till the end-things seemed to be normal that is because you would never have to see many of these people like demons ever again. A flood after a summer in which you work to get back to where you should be~ is one thing that likens to wash away all these cunts out of this school; as if a flood to wipe out the people who were much sinners by every means and every way of living life. Such to say the school was desolate much of the while and remained with the constant stream of strangler cunts who would not let go. Some people thought their reign in fidelity of false images would last forever but it did not when strangely the people later on teachers and students never were of that hatred life like them and soon became people to gaze at them weird and yet maybe they then felt what it was like when they looked at me with their weird looks.
The teachers obviously divided between old members and new-the students more new students who were more civil and this was around since the spring 2018. But maybe to say the true realization the school was different and more diverse did not hit some people until the fall 2018. And there would not be going back to this hatred and one I will say is white hatred if not self perpetrated self hatred amongst the minorities during that 2017 spring time. Yet all this time since fall 2016 to spring 2018 was very aware of the school and its demeanor because of yet what happened in the fall 2016 and spring 2017 faced by people who were very evil and racist folk.
Now to say one person may have eventually escaped that problem of the worst people ever going to that community college but that is not directly true. The worst people of course were the fall 2018 and 2019 people. While not at all evil or namely immoral as a whole fucking group. The selfish nature and jocky attitude of these people pledges an indifference that even just what happened two years ago or even one year ago really could ever be a reality. Just so gilded to believe the world is a perfect place and some people of minority "identity" would lean on their prejudices and way they were taught to just be dicks who claim they could never be racist by their cultural prejudices and should be proud of them. To say in effect the grand olde system of this and that of people wasting opportunities and people then taking opportunities never ends. Yet my friends its time to examine two different eras of privilege and one is better the first. When the second one of lenience and belief nothing can go wrong and one just has to lean on their feigned privilege to get by-directly leads to the very hostile one where everyone is a ball of animosity and racist filth never giving an air to true society.
In the following I will draw some images and then conclude to write yet again about the summer.
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