Nov 17 Thursday

 17 Thursday  

I  came to the school with tied up hair and they of the community were saying I was a rabbit slayer but yet that would be that. I think I really liked the morning but people clearly caught into the notion of that. These woman gazed at me nicely.

 I expressed my displeasure of this in the art class at 9:01 am on another site A person really gets tired of doing things just to stay surface level in a conflict they should not even be in. This was the beginning of a pushback if Dessacrow Academy was not. I was tired of being weighed down by this class and so I recorded my feelings at the time. This is before I went to class.

The people in the art class so damn smug. They thought they were the best and that they had a literal actual future in art by the little artwork they even attempt to do. They are not self motivated. They believe in bullshit like learning the basics. But there is no such thing and that is all what these bullshit classes are all about. Robbing people of their true artistic site. Art is not about telling people what is right and what is wrong.

There is a bias that can easily destroy any motivation any particular artist can have that does not fit the norms of these classes. Who think they are helping people by telling them what they can and cannot think and what they can and cannot make money from. The people in art are not that smart, at least in these classes. You would think artists in these classes would be sophisticated and know how to manipulate the market, use creativity to create different projects and never run out of resources. Not the fucking artists in these fucking classes. These are people conformed to the ideal that they can be great european artists and screw everyone else and every other format there is. Yet, they cannot see, they live in a self destructive and destroying box. They have a limited art lifestyle that will never go awaywhere, because they still trapped in a 6th grade art class and limited to the seven principals as if it some type of god send religion. 

But that god send religion is actually one of hell.

They are deceived and then they are tricked. Forced to believe that this world is friendly to those who pursue art and you do not have to be vigilante to keep the craft in your life. They think if they work like snails, surely, they will make the mark. But life has a way of shaking procrastinators. Those who waste even a day on a project and do not know the future direction can be considered failures.

Why, without any plan or any structure to your art, or anything in which you are to do, you will fail, because living without a plan is like living with no life and no sense of society or god at all. You are just there waiting for whatever to come to you, and that is not the way of people living even assume. Those who fight for art and imagination, cannot be the ones to silence imagination and art just because it does not fit in this trite realm of "I was trying to be a classic dead artist of the past and have no real direction of my own. And have no real means to even continue art besides this facade".

In deed, basically, the people in these classes cannot be considered artists, they live in different world, a solace where there is none. They do not take the threats of the world seriously as if they are even living and they mock anyone who knows the mantra of a living artist and not a dead one.Spend so much  time copying dead people they might as well be dead theirselves and ignoring their actual instincts and actual style. Because deep down, they have already doubt and kill theirselves to prevent them from even becoming the artists they so wished to be.

It is sinful to let those who are dead led any type of instruction or have grasp of arts instruction or art image to the public, as it will lead to even more debauchery of art by the public and by many, when they see practically, uninspired, a nonsensical and almost silly, emo-suicidal way of living that is contradictory of what it seeks to even be. It does not promote art, it promotes the ego of pursuing art and many people have not the money nor the time to follow a bullshit path of life. If you want to pursue art actually, the only way is by yourself. Because the congregation of artists have principals and rip and steal from anyone with actual talent and try to put down their years of hard earned work developing their style and actually getting to theirselves, their creativity span, their limits and how far they can exceed their own limitations in a timeframe.

You will never learn this.From the perspective of following dead artists as if they are holy saints of soon sinful direct hateful religion that is not even representative of even what these people where trying to do. What these art classes do, is try to make these people and their lives instruments to teaching bullshit which actually is what these people did not stand for. If they had the technology and even the logistics of today, or even the money of today. They would be settling for piece at a time. No, these people pushed the boundaries of art and developed it, these classes allow for development in art style when by the time you are past 21 or even before that point, you should already have plans of what you want to do as an artist and what you want to  accomplish. You have a defined knowledge of your character and be willing to move forward and not backwards into a past that is not representative of the real life struggles of artists today. To be knowledgeable and not waste resources and not live in a way of vain, you should know with a doubt the true reality of that you live in. Which is now and using the tools, ideals and mindset of now.

Living in the past is a debauchery of all artists efforts.

If you cannot realize that you are behind the curve, and that you have yet to even figure out who to claim your place in this world as an artist, when you live in the past and cannot recognize the world you live, you are failure as an artist and are not living at all.

The loser women from the cosmetology program had a problem with me and were angry that I had "took their seat" and just one said hostilely to the others, "come on". 

11/17/16, 6:19 PM

Anna

Yeah well gore doesn't bother me too much and nothing really, go out to eat and just stay home after

Jamie

that's cool.

so i have finished coloring my four serial comic.

would you like to see a page?

Anna

Yeah sure

Jamie

(shows pictures of comic)

Anna

Very cool!

Jamie

thank you.

the complete show is about four volumes

Jamie

comic I mean 4 serials.

11/17/16, 9:03 PM

Anna

No problem! And that sounds exciting!

Jamie

I think I like coloring on paper a bit more than online but at least online, you can color several more times

like an online coloring book.

I'll post it after so more adjustments

some.

Anna

Can't wait! I like coloring on computers way more cause the color doesn't run out and it's easier to erase or basically undo

Jamie

well for coloring that, I just simply took a picture and colored it in photoshop and adjusting light preferences and like a sandwich of the picture and then colors within, like a color sandwich/

lol

Anna

Yeah that's makes sense! That's always a good way to do it

Jamie

haa. haa.yeph, but I'm quiet not happy with the result, so I'm going to tinker before I post

Jamie

are you going to take web design next semester?

Anna

Well it's good you're sticking to it and nope

Jamie

good, that class is a waste of time, literally.

never get any time to practice really

Anna

How is it a waste of time?

Jamie

I guess not, but really you are never going to the program outside of what donneys says.

And you have to follow her just to pass.

Anna

Yeah she's pretty strict in what she wants you to do

Jamie

you will have to research later on what to even do after that class ends, because you only create one website the entire three months or so,however long a class takes.

Anna

That sounds like it gets dragged out a bit too long

Jamie

It did.

How long does it take to explain the functions of the website maker and then create actual website projects?

Not that long man. We did not have many people in that class. Every male in that class dropped it. Cause it was a literal waste of time in that sense.

Anna

Well, some people may have a harder time working with it and i think she caters to those people more

Jamie

yea.

i was only willing to do the hard work.

of listening that time.