Tons of Images swept the summer.

 Tons of images swept the summer. So much for many adventures and much unappreciated goals but I continued. Largely tried to revive a magazine effort, I called MM culture. Before that a comic project called Technogothica. I then talked about my life around these times as of the past and tried to speak upon things. I really did make an impact of sorts.

There was never to be a continuation of any "friendship" forged in the past or any sense of community from any place. But yet that was to be expected because folks weren't real friends and proven my argument that they weren't real friends from the start just in this time.

I worked later in that later bit of summer really on my comic ideas for an ideal company called Kyeombi. It was hard navigating the waters. I wanted a full set of creations but I could only do a few.Black Magic,Polards, Jake and the Morphs and Launching 4 were all I could muster with my strength and my methods somewhat shaky. Spent a birthday just doing the works of these comics, actually an apparent Jake and the Morphs run was heavy that day and the sole focus. Never much had a time to rest.

Then the summer was over and yet, no one would accept me at their college yet and well had to just go through hell again to even get registered. Be bothered by the escapism of greedy women who personally somehow just find their way onto your instagram account to try to somehow scam you. Let's not forget that they work at the school as counselors and desk assistants. And that you aren't the first person they tried anything on.

Literally just then have to deal with new circumstances and really much must not be crushed or fail just so you can reach the other side as well keep up with the new effort to go further than before. It was a hard bargain indeed that made for a sum of later images of the fall and efforts that did not go as far as the summer because you were tired and in the summer you had explored many options and racked the brain; you would not continue it again in the fall. But became wiser and more efficient but yet then bogged down and then breaking away from the agony people wanted to impress on you. Still as the clock ran 2019 realized what a surplus and an asset these summer images are and just that you had to again reach the other side and stay true to a goal to advance oneself and well-nothing was the same.

Going all out in adventure. Pushing the boundaries, not accepting the past losses and trying to make up for them even when they cannot be done. Especially and especially where people are not your works of art. But you can remake all your ideas and you can tell your story and you can make the ideas of pure concepts of worlds that people abuse, and even more add into your effort to create the comic company of your dreams. The summer 2019 awaits and with hunger you delve into it and its rocky and very rocky and like a rollercoaster of work after work-you put out and never let school fall to the bottom even if it seems hopeless. The world shines a way and you face that sun unbelieving you have finally escaped but alas, no escape can be done you realize. You are just trapped amongst the same variable of people and must distance yourself to be better successful. To become better successful in still driving forward your various goals.

Even when you push so hard. No one seems to care. Albeit realize it does not matter and just continue and continue even as the world itself seems to crumble and you can no longer go outside without more caution that prior. Striving even harder to reach goals and leaving nothing at chance, you will finish what you started in summer 2018, you will tell your full story and no one will be the wiser to when its fully told. Because you will never quit. Two years and you will just keep going.