Enough Bullshit!

      Ah yes, 2016 the spring time-I would be so motivated regardless of the toxic and dark surroundings. There is to be said that really enough this was the time I took a step forward regardless of those trying to get me down. The difference this time around is that I know how to take a step forward and be prepared for the knock back. Because ire to note for the people who utterly would never know of an experience because they are ignorant, lucky, stupid or just apart of the "experience", a person will never go back to where they were treated as shit and then even worse than shit.

    30 minutes before September 2020 begins and I am to take a minute to ponder that the self righteousness and vanity of people who cause great harms to theirselves, other people and creatives just makes them look inhumane. Too immoral and too stupid to even be of the same law abiding, moral concerned and environmentally balanced world that humans live in. I have seen so many people who think they are living like people but really have no real learning to that effect and sincerely cannot behave well to even save their fucking lives. Oft in these times people act out on their notions that they are justly "human" but they are simply pretenders of something they will never achieve. It will be said that certainly some things are expected of people and when they cannot do it and refuse to it, it calls into question their character and moral humanity. When people want to revel in the wrong and bad, surely you would not call them "normal people" or society abiding folk but those who are against it and on the fringes of it. I fear that many people I usually meet are just people on the outside of things. They just don't know what they are doing is wrong and just cannot be helped. At the end of the day as a natural normal individual in society, you ponder that it is not in your control to control these abnormals no matter how various they are. But when these asshats think they have the right to attack you as if you are the abnormal, that is when all chips of nice or taking up with their shit just knocks right off the fucking table.

     Yet here you have a system of education especially in higher education that wants you to tolerate these deviants as if they are good people. As if they don't dream of causing other people harm. As if they aren't going to cause you harm. They could be all colors of the rainbow and all religions and ideals however never act the part of good people. Why do people in higher education assume that everything is honky dory and if you dare say it is not and the people aren't-you are a problem to be erased. I am saying that is all higher education institutions try and attempt to do towards you as an individual is to silence dissent and originality and also claims of wrong in which they as an institution would have to be liable for. Why do colleges have sexual ed and drinking programs for students who live on campus? Because they must ensure there is some resemblance of society going on in their places and overt wrongs aren't occuring. They try to put some sort of law into the land. But it all fails because its false concern when they try to example trash people as the best people and want to force upon good people to deal with deviants and deviant behavior.

     Deviant is an offensive word but there is no way to understandable show how much higher education champions such people who make live harder for others. I am to say that many people just think they are born to cause harm to others in a false guise of faulty heroism and importance. There have been mostly women-few men who have tried to hinder me and why is it women? Because they have no length of self respect and no one could teach them the proper way to be and they just assume and thus their behavior becomes deviant of the norms of society. They want the world to rely on their miseducation for the validation of being right and you being wrong. Many people want to make saying hello or basic conversation a crime or something that is used to meant to imply something else. People being of the normal human standpoint might feel sorry for people that use basic conversation to communicate interest and try to parry that on so being "deviant" does not fall on them. I have come to a point to say that when people don't know how to communicate, it does not fall upon you to communicate their interests for them or what you think they mean by their suggestive behavior in spoken form. I mean for example; why bother with a person who continuously tries to start a conversation with you and when you actually do-shuts you down? It would be best if you just let them off in their own imaginings and actually not do any people any favors to allow them to degrade you. Because sincerely that is to be said of what you would be doing just trying to please the inner notions of people and what they want to see. Downgrading yourself.  Is there a way to elevate yourself in these positions and not be a jerk. The only way to see for yourself much anything is to pull the individual aside and ask of their intentions. This way you become on the same ground and the individual becomes on the same ground even if it leads to future conflict from the meeting of minds. At least there is no argument to what is what in the sense of how you feel converse their feelings. Alas, people regardless of what you do in this situation will act like god and relish that since you are not the vegetable they thought you were, they have the inherent right to attack you with no thoughts to how they are selfish self righteous dumb fucks who never faced an arrow of consequence in their lives. The higher education schools never want to indebit these people any consequences but just let them be and let them live to the harm of others. Such of the effect people start to think they are not doing enough when what they really need to realize is that the projection of a lesser moral nature is pressed and projected onto them and really; you are not a jerk for defending yourself from people who are so ill morally and just bad persons all over.

The thing is that education of the higher hates the black male and really much had anyone gone to lengths to communicate to people in a roundabout manner, there would be a mob to string up that individual for the fact of their black race. Yet anyone else the behavior is tolerable and really much especially when the fears people have about black men are to only occur with other people who use this false nice and cheery tone just to get into a person's pants or control them! It is the basis of fear projection that many people fear actual conversations with black men and fear that they will take advantage of them in the "endgoal" of the conversation. Yet in my experience and true to life, nothing of the sort ever happens but by the grubby false nice and "sympathetic" folks. As if they want to pawn their actual objectives upon people they just hate or are taught to. Literally that is the educational social hierarchy there. People so afraid of something that is make believe and think they are the best people of knowledge, understanding and even know of the rules of society. I am to say that these same people are the folks who would fornicate in public in front of everyone and not give a damn. People are deviants when they do these two things and many more. And well good olde education of higher supports them. I mean watch yourself if you ever sit on a bench, couch or even a bed in a university because that is where people could have fornicated or overtly so. I mean they don't change the beds from year to year in dorms and so if someone basically was "fucking the town and more" you could basically being made to sleep on such a shit structure and be made to pay for it. Let that thought sink into you. I was lucky I was the first person to use the bed at my dorm room but others would be unlucky for the fact of how many people just slept around in that place.

Oft let us be reminded that everything is for money and if you bleed to death because of the actions of "pissed off" so called nice girl/ girls or basically have to fight a mob every day of your life much like I had to in spring 2016 and even prior to then-the education system does not give a fuck about you and really just wants to ignore the environment in which they have created. Like the used beds, benches and couches you think you can trust, you cannot trust the higher education system and the hijinks of social nature it creates. Oft, I might say only that people should be of higher education only so their lives are not shit but really people need to realize they have the power to shape the response of the colleges to things and create better situations for their learning environment but some things should be common sense. I am sure older people knew and know of the harms in higher education, they are often resolving to say it is "just the environment" and problematic behavior need not be corrected. These people are just deviants posing as good people. They love to posture as if they are these great individuals of morals past the normal scale of human realization because of their "profound knowledge" but no such thing exists. They ignore problems in education and are the most immoral because they know from experience more than anyone else that it is wrong if not from their higher learning and yet do nothing to fix any problems. It is utterly disgusting that colleges try to get students on campuses just so they can be apart of an experiment where many people aren't sure to even be able to survive. I mean to say many young adults vape these days and others smoke and so it comes to a point if you don't know, that their lungs are weak as fuck. Introduce a virus that makes their breathing even weaker, do you think these people have a chance to survive? The answer is no. They don't and so much the college campuses are playing hooky with people's lives even further to a result than they did before and its pretty much a humanitarian crisis. Should people have to die so you can play "a good moral institution?" Or what you should note is that this argument can be taken to mean that "are lives interchangeable for money and the prestige of being a force that does quote on  quote right?"

Only decent non deviants know the answer. To exchange money for a life is evil and legally immoral. Wake the fuck up. You cannot bring people back from dead to life as money can exchange hands from students to the universities. The universities get rich and many students lives end-what about the lives of the students? The university would sit there to the former and say, " what about them?"