To live in fear.

    One person can truly admire you and yet you would be questioning their integrity in such because of the abuse, social violence and retribution you experienced for ever trying to communicate based on these looks in the past. What intentions do they have? Who are they? Are they just toying around with you? Are they only showing naïve interest only to partake in which is popular amongst people they wish to emulate?

   It is to be said if anyone saw a person in the past just looking at them and then refusing to speak; no one spoke to them because literally it was taking a chance of being consumed by a mine field. Yet somewhat you cannot get by in life living in fear. But its sad when you are living in fear and really there is a system that makes you live in fear.