Mushroom Party (1)

 I got to write this now; I just am tired of the Democratic party. You see folks, I have not even been of voting age for very long in the political things and its just has not been nice. I did not even vote for Obama as I was too young! I am to say that even when Hillary Clinton was running; she had no business of running at all and really much is the worst decision of all that modern Democrats have made. Its sick and to be said that I never liked Hillary Clinton but yet forced to vote for her because there were no other good candidates and never would a person vote for Trump. I think people thought they could enginner a win for a candidate in the Democratic party without the consent of the people and just needed a women president when it was not to be impartive to have a good political landscape for the many. I am to say this because racists exist out in the real world. Its not some fictional thing. I live in Texas and whilst its not the worst place as the media makes it out to be; real racial terrors exist and they aren't simple but truly enough the worst thing is to be in a school area nearest the place all the white people live and they basically are half bigots and racists. The other part are good people but the racists do too much. People were emboldened after Trump won in fall 2016. I am to say that the worst kind of people are emboldened by the current decisions on Abortion for the worst. A person can say that there is no good in people who do not arch to prevent disasters and do things that people must have so they can live lives without dying or suffering from traumatic events because people want to believe in what is basic nonsense. I think that if God exists, you think he would expect you to pray when you are being attacked by a bear? No, he expects you to use your mind to figure out how to survive. He does not expect you to abandon years of precdent and intelligence to act as if you are the first of humans and don't know what a bear is. Its to be said that even with the sole argument of morals and God; republicans just make him out to be an idiot and just a scapegoat for their human errors in judgement and stupidity. Would never want people who he put on the earth to die because people must be commanded to borne children at the expense of their health and automony.  Commanded to borne children as if these republicans are God and that he is their servant so they can play God over women and men and control them. Its disgusting.

I voted for Joe Biden because he was the only normal person to get out of the fucked up situation that is but all the Democrats are laid back privileged people who really much don't have any urgency to anything. People always would ask me in college, if I was Indian from India but literally if you really want to boil down my race-I would be the same as Kamala Harris. Similar backgrounds we would have in common of culture in part especially the academic pressure to succeed. But I am to say as a person who went to college and was there to see the cultures there; there are people who bar theirselves from other people to become apart of this academic elitetism. I am to say that these are people who get As on everything but really much are not real world smart nor really actually are smart. I am to say that whilst you can think that having a person of color as a vice president does anything; it does not when this person just follows the same route any white privileged former A student person did in college and really much is not an individual who shares the real vigor to connect to where people actually are who aren't like them. They aren't reaching for the needs and wants of real people. I have to tell you that personally whilst I wish I could help people who are women of color and else white women; I am just not the person. People; I realize that greatly by how easy people were made very much to hate me that I could not be the person to hear people's concerns or even actually recieve these things as they don't feel comfortable by me and really much can just be led astray by anything suggestion that I am in some wrong. Women like Kamala Harris initately have the power to reach these people in the everyday fashion which is hard for a man to do at all but they waste it hiding behind prestige and the nationalities they represent to differentiate theirselves to make their career viable.

You can say that they have morals, Jamie and they support the people of color! Its just like what the fuck is a person of color. Lowkey a man does not walk around and call theirselves a person of color. I don't see myself like that but just have to conform to these ideas because no one else gives a fuck about people who are like you even if they are exactly like you. I mean we live in a world where you have people of all shades online disgusted that could ever be a Korean-Irish individual and want to gatekeep the idea when there are likely tons of Korean-Irish people in existence before they even were born theirselves to type on their compute; the disgust. You think a Korean-Irish individual thinks of theirselves in the cardboard flimsy importance that anyone could jest upon them and make stereotypes about them and just talk down to them, " a person of color". No people are people with a conscious! They have a mind and why republicans don't do anything about gun violence is because they are evil people who savor at the thought of a conscious person being reduced to nothing but a corspse to which they can confer any identity to. No, this will never be me. But this is the violence you ultimately face when racism rises and even worse if you are a woman and of a race which people are disgusted by and type on the internet as some kind of " woke joke". A person was very much even around before woke was fucking used by these idiots. There are people in this country who are traitors to the very idea that people who aren't in their mind "pure white" aren't people but abominations of nature that have no soul and no conscious and just want them dead. These people I see with the abortion decision are just gleaming with the urge that their ideas are seemingly close but its all nonsense as its just hate and people always are living. The great problem I have with modern Democrats is that they don't realize this reality. They don't realize the great threats that people face. That there is no unity. The real abominations are the religious white people who really much aren't so purely white as they like to think.

My great qualm to say with Kamala Harris is that whilst she tries to endear to do the right thing; she only does it with comfort in mind and really much is not the same as a person who actually cares about making real change. Everything is fake in that regard. She just is not a person who will make the change even though she is Vice President because she just adheres to white permission, white precedent and this idealism amongst white democrats that America is great and that everyone will get along and that republicans love the people of color too. There is to say that they don't. They want people to die and frankly that is all they are built on. She just has no real tact to make any real impact and really much is kinda of no different from Clarenence Thomas in her incompetence and utter real indifference. These are flavors folks! One is psudeo Democrat and one is psudeo Republican and both are black people overcompensating to be up with their white peers. I am just to say that I have had with the dumb assumption that people of color entering an office means jackshit when they don't do anything at all for the everyday real people. I don't feel heard by Kamala Harris even though she is closest to my genetic makeup and is the same race and has some of the same culture. Its just that human bodies can be different colors and all that stuff but it does not affect who they actually fucking are.

In history Kamala Harris is only a placeholder for people of color getting to be a vice president but really what has she done since being in office but nothing. Its to be said that ultimately just plays it safe and just moderately tries to not be bad at being vice president and that is not even enough when you made the decision to become a vice president and really don't know what the people want. She could have encouraged Biden to some ideas but really; her whole shtick is very performative. She is not there with the people and has long been distant from them but just enacts on these things of her morals and "people of color" campaigns just for the benefit of her once starting ambitions to make a change and just hopes it will come just by her following some route as if she did in starting college. That route does not exist and should probably be determined by her by which would actually make the change.

The great crimes of any current president is despite social media and the great wealth of information online is that they only pay attention to crafted arguments and idealisms brought forth by the media and people in it; they have no real ambition to follow these trends and these ideas. Trump himself was just a product of the media and nothing more; just a product of lesser individuals when he became president in that effect as well which are meer politicans who just inspired his idealisms through people they had convinced of lies. Joe Biden and Kamala Harris are nothing more than people who will just play some imaginary status quo of normalcy when some wonky shit is actually occuring. Saying there is unity when republicans and their kin are coming out for blood of basically modern society and everyone who actually lives in it and not hide in their white towns and white corners.

Only a weak leader allows this nonsense republicans carry on with by not punishing their leader when the victory was fresh and setting the stage that their era was over. He dared to not perscute Donald Trump when that is exactly what he should have done. He just eating crumptons and tea, the man is whilst he slumps in what he is supposed to be urgently doing. My thing is that I put some energy out there in going to vote and encouraging people to vote but it was just at the contest of a very dire thing where my true self was not recognized and even after the advent-the direness was just laughed off by a person who may as  well be incompotent. I am to say that Joe Biden must regain some ground by what? Actually working to pass gun control legistaltion, border reform, immigration reform and ever the loving fuck- a reassertation of women's rights in legislation that protects their right to an abortion, medicial care and even much more their right to not be distanced from voting because of them daring to get an abortion. He won't do this because he is too much a comformist and deep down is just a pretending nice guy who is a racist. Does not have the means to even get down with the people to know what change must be made. This is why I look up to people like Beto O'Roke-its because they listen to the people and don't force an image or idealism onto people. They are pragmatic and listen to the people and don't live in a vale of obscurity like one to which a celebrity does. They are reachable to the conscious true and true. Trump was a fake reacher to the conscious but just a user of people who thought the things they believed in would make their lives better or even ease their conscious. It never did.

I am to say that greatly; I believe abortion rights are a neceesary norm for modern society. What are we going to deny people who are sick from preventive cures and even treatments now? We are going to let people die when he have the knowledge unlike in the past to prevent them? I think that this move is very immature as this is the modern day and people will never be suppressed as what republicans image as they are distant from reality and don't have the principal human anything or knowledge that other humans live and have a conscious especially when they are people of color. You have a problem in society when people can only recognize individuals when they need to have sex with them. This occurs with women as well especially in white men. They are foremost afar from recognizing people of color as people and then women as even women being people. They think they are livestock. These are the people on the Supreme Court, uncultured, animalistic, dumb idiots and people who jest they have civility when all they have is pretending to be human which is ironic given to how much they want to demean others to reach an ideal identity that relatively is unattainable. There is no such thing in being moral when depriving a woman of her rights or her identity as a human being. I never think that these people have but anything but overcompensation to even live the human form they wish to possess when they are far off corrupt entities living in complete la, la land. The great thing is they are special in the white racist scene and even democrats are like this. Clarence Thomas, yes is black in his race but yet is a person who distances himself often from the reality most black people face and thus tries to live a life where he is not a black individual facing the things black people actually do and that he would actually face if he was not in a sheltered job where everyone says anything to appease him. He tries to veer away from anything of moral conscious that is real and advocate for things that he would and should be doing in his mind if actually of his white peers. He lusts to be higher and superior than them to a level that is obviously telling of his inner struggle to affirm to this idea of being white-without the concerns of any black person because in his mind that would not make him pure nor worth or even the match of his white peers but an inferior. Its to be said that we have mentally ill people in place of actual candidates of noting their race.

When I studied Clarence Thomas, it was always the white teachers celebrating him when this dude just has a problem even owning up to his own real reality. Let's say he never got into law school? What would have become of him? Nothing you would see today. He does not even recognize that he even can be on the Supreme Court because of black people who recognized what they needed to do to even be heard as people. He just failed at the cusp of even being his own individual but being a person who vyes for this idealism of being most white when he is greatly a shade of brown. When his wife whispered January 6th idealisms in his ears; he was emboldened to even repress more of what he saw was dirty-black people being open about being people and not trying to be white as he would solemn do his whole life. Just thinking; this will be good for my legacy and my ideas of how things should be-let me force this on everyone. No one wants this shit and frankly the dude on many accounts is not even qualified for his job and greatly is not a good person who probably has just sexually assulated so many women and his wife smiled. He just is a person who gives a racist white women satification by the acts he does and she feeds him and he does her biding out of concern that he would ever be known to be black in any idealism. I would say that Clarence Thomas has spoken his truth not much but is just a mentally ill person who over compensates and is a flame for the type of drug that is anti-blackness and any civil rights never realizing that if all civil rights were gone-he would be so impacted aka his marriage voided to a white women if interracial marriages are "illegal".  A man so out of it and so inflicted by even being black and what that means in this country is that never in his life will he ever be sane but afraid and just so desperate to appease white masters aka mostly his wife apparently. Why all the sudden to overturn abortion rights? Maybe it because his wife is pal with Trump appointed scam judges.

I believe that the people should elect the judges and not a president nor a vice president and they should not stay in power forever. Its just not good for modern society to continually have these people who are just the most closeted people from actual society to represent it. In my wholesome opinion; the people who even are democratic don't align with my actual values nor my goals. Nor do they much of anyone actually. The great thing a person is to be said that people still treat people of color as if they as a disease and they cannot a person but a stereotype and/or must work against it to be worthy in the establishment's mind. This is how you get mostly useless candidates who are people of color because they have no real sense of self and no real self actualization and everything they have done is to marx the identity thrust upon them than actually be a person. I would say greatly that a person is much more than a color and a gender; they are a pursuit and much enough when a life is lost so much is a pursuit.  Republicans and establishment white democrats love people who are just pursuing to just uphold a statsu quo which performative and keeps whites in control and people of color to be seen as the "verge of change". The great thing is that whole image objectifies black people and people of color. What if you never become anyone who is the first anyone of your race to do anything and that it promotes unhealthy idealism of what a person should even be. I think  a person should focus not on having status and sacifircing connectivity with real people of the everyday but live with the people instead of those who put theirselves at a higher status especially if a politican. There is to be said that Kamala Harris is just whilst a good sane individual is likely not the most effective at their real job because of what they have sacifirce to get to the top. There is no invention and only the white status quo way which only really much prevents people from being seen and truly getting ahead and actually being treated as humans. I think people like Clarence Thomas just want to be regarded as people but go about it in the most absurd way because of childhood trauam and that for the fact that they are evil.

I am to say that people who exist today often are just forced to be undemocratic with both parties as the republicans brainwash people and encourage racists who really have no type of what anyone would call a mind and democrats just expect people to fulfill their agendas. Why should anyone fulfill them or follow these dangerous idealisms that republicans carry about when they are self defeating. Americans have lost the very will to actually reach tangible realities by both parties who ponder in self real fantasies about each other and different people that do great harm to everyone really. I am to say that saying black people are only worth anything when they excel in academia and screw the rest is the biggest and real most problem. Its like you don't have a life if you aren't with a college education and that is just disgusting for a modern era.  This is given the level of shit you have to deal with in college with how anti-black it is. I can see why people would make concessions to not be seen as a certain type of "black individual" but that itself is backward and immoral and any black political candidate who does this is not good enough for the people as they are disconnected from the people by choice. You think a person who draws carries a good image in a college? Not really when the whole thing is just exploitation of stereotypical talents and just these real nifty academia roles of "diversity" that make little impact. It just says to people like me that I don't matter especially when I will never be recognized or heard by people who are Kamala Harris or Clarence Thomases. People who would likely not have encouraged you to continue even being an artist but added onto the harassment. I write this to say that a person was literally forced to vote for Biden.

I can speak for many people my own age when I am to say that they were else forced to vote for Biden. But this cost benefit voting is not good enough for the current threats to our democracy and the real progress black people and people of color have to make in order to even be people and live as people. January 6th is a sign that more of these incursions are coming especially when a white racist majority does not get its way. I think of Biden as a person who albeits because he does nothing and lived a life where he could not have the knowledge of what to do because is about one and the same; a racist. I remember in fall 2019 wasting time watching the debates and thinking Sanders would win who in principals has the most idealogies I would agree with but then realized when Biden was introduced that he just would not get the popular vote  via the idea of supremacy the media likes to send that these out of touch politicans are the best. That he was just the millenial pick. I shudder to think how much a waste it was to hope and to dream when a hard reality of having to just roll with the punches was the idealism a person was going to have do for the greater good. What time has Biden, Kamala or any politican who is an establishment republican or democrat done anything like that? No, they have to just go with the most fundamental ideas of them in their self interest tidying to the status quo of their class. You know what the status quo of most Americans is? Just pretending they are worth a lot of less than their worth and really downplaying their real abilities and falling for anything with no sort of real optimism and pragmatism. It shows in the current realities of today where people only react when things happen. People should be preparing for things to happen and that they should and things should be more competitive as that should energy and interest. Establishment people shoot down real progress and real interest and just herd people into two parties destroying so much political entropy and ideas just for this status quo of two parties. They are both the same animal though and really much would never hire an artist. They would never hire a baker. They would never hire a streamer. An ironwielder, and ironically actual academics like mathimaticans and scientists. Its more viable that you get crackwhores like Majorie Greene and that vicious looking witch lady on the Supreme Court than anyone who actually is of real society and not the kkk swamp. Greatly what can be said about America is that it make a great deal of pretend that everything is not to keep white people in power when it is.

I have to tell you that I don't regret voting for Biden but he is a means to an end. I don't appreciate the real person as the actual candidate in office. A person would have to be a fool to not look at Biden's history and not realize the shit he has done in the past is racist and could never be what you as a  black person or any person of color or any real well meaning white person would actually do with such power. I refuse to be shuttered by a person who grandstands in the awesomeness of a grift that they are going to do a great job when they really have not in regards to things of the matter of people of color. This is a democracy and really much just am tired of no one having my same energy in office nor the pragamtism that gets things done if they aren't to have my idealisms. I am to say that people need to realize that they must prepare for the tomorrow as it is not bright if people want to wait last minute to realize" oh, they picked this candidate for us and we must vote for them". People need to get engaged deeply in politics because it governs their lives and how it will go and even if they will live at all or continue to! This is how deep it coming to-a war of sorts in who has power and if you want to let it stay in the people's power you will got to get it there.

Ultimately my greatest idea would have a politican that actually gives a flying fuck about the artists to a detailed means and helps them out and actually makes it easier for people of the such to get jobs. There is always so much attention in school to other subjects but never art and I think that I would want politicans behind more artistic involvements and really much issues that impact people who are not privy academia read and those who never will be. There must be some acknowledgement that its good for people to not go to college and that people should be able to live quality life without it. I think even further there must be so better acknowledgement that people ever should not have to conform to toxic racial idealisms which hold them back as people and make them mental ill especially with black south american folks , native americans asians and poor white people. Maybe if you recognized the poor white people needing help they would never have turned to Trump. Maybe if you realize the traumas black, asians, south americans and native americans go through and actually had federal programs to assist them-there would never be people like Ted Cruz or Clarence Thomas or people living with internalized trauma which harms their potential.  I am to say that people have panic attacks about their future based on how badly their race is treated and that is even happening greatly even more with abortions rights being taken away. Should a person be forced to carry a child and then worry if they will ever live to ten because someone who is mentally ill shoots up their school? What type of nightmares are we allowing by such stagnation.

Donald Trump was a fake visionary and really much put people at ease for a bright future they think comes at the cost of others which they will never actually have. There are no real visionaries today but people who just idly do what is necessary to a status quo that only helps certain people out and almost always in grand picture white people to continue to suffer society backwards.  I don't think a person is wrong about anything but I just will not vote for Biden again. We have time, opportunity and resources to get a better individual into office that will revive things and put the oppressors in place instead of allowing them time and time again to go unchecked.