The literal failure of education where it counts.
The past never escapes. These recent days, it feels like being in college and my ideas to become a comic book artists at all failing. These recent days, it feels like leaving that college to do comics. These recent days, it feels like that of the advent I faced in fall 2016, an utter clusterfuck. I mean, literally, it has much been like all the water has been shut off. The schools are not open and basically I guess all that fierce negativity and that social circuit no one ever sees that is toxic is just wiped out because of all of what is going on with the corona virus pandemic. I keep remembering things across my life when I am asleep. Anywhere and everywhere really. It just makes me realize how cheap a deal college is. It is not the pinnacle of your life but rather the ending of it if you ever for a fucking second think it does anything for ya. I had basically to learn that it could only be a tool. Nothing that welcomes you as you are. Tries to create the myth you never lived as you did before. A honest normal person trying to make their comic book ideas into reality. But what was I to the people on one campus at the University of Houston? Oh, the black-indian guy or the black-otherworldly guy. That is all I was. People paused as if I was the enemy, perfect or just some supreme dude. But I never was any of those things. The administrative body must have thought of me as an enemy because obviously don't appreciate the fact that people who are black have their own fucking lives and do things outside their lacking understandings of what real people do.
I tried my best to succeed in a new environment and make comics but literally, everyone should know comics are never the important thing to the pretentious soul eating fuckers in college. Its the 21st century and art programs don't even have a comic book degree or anything like that when its a medium and artform as any other. But look onto the companies you praise and you understand that monopoly makes sure no one else has the knowledge of the art form. The people I went to school with lived in a separate world from me. They were basic child and some were just outright stupid and evil could be the word for such people too. They only wanted to waste away and any dream they had it was societies or someone's fault they could never pursue their dreams. I mean, they literally just wanted to act out for that and do terrible things instead of taking responsibility for their own actions. I mean they were not well raised people at all and namely misguided people.
You know, I am to say that going for your dreams is the action of a sane everyday person anywhere. Yet some people justified their lack of mettle for this earnest hard working effort behind race, cultural ideas or being "American" enough. I mean some people literally try to say that being American means you don't make comics. I literally had some foreigner from Tunisia tell me that thinking they were cool and cute. No, they were not. The bad thing about having all the people from the world of this and that origin is just how you see how people just want to fall under the image of unyielding and irresponsible people who don't work for they want from across the world under the guise of what they think is western or American. Basically all these people thought of America for was a place of academic opportunity and never for what it is. Literally, you really notice people just fall behind an idea that promotes them to act the worst and never be responsible for their actions and place their blame behind you. Its quiet sad these people will repress and repress and look for convenient things to place their blame on for not daring to ever follow their dreams. They are so on their legs and hands like dogs like mere bitches when you are trying to continue to live as a sane everyday person. But they make it so hard. They always would escalate things. Snatch a paper out of your hand, throw a chair at you, talk about you as if you are a spectacle and yea even more!. Pathetic people who could not even have a dream to work behind but some disingenuous and just something that is fake. I am to tell you that these people don't care about learning but what a degree can bring them and what life it can. They don't care about learning because they fail to respect what learning is about, what America actually is and ever giving a fuck that not everyone is a little mental twisted self hating and harming chuck only doing education so they can have prestige in their culture. Never realizing that life is not bent around a system where people just forgo their true identities, embrace racism and just not working for anything they actually want to do but blame other people and mere strangers because they cannot do what they want to do. These people were not the promise people to advance anything but just crawl on their knees to what little they can see of life and education. They were nuisances. True and true and what you get when you give people who don't respect the country they are in and just want to kiss up to everything racist in America are just bad events. Especially these people will never know what it is like to follow a dream. "Education" is not their dream but a mandate and a mandate they don't even do well.
I have learned what from this time, that frankly society permits too many people to think that following your dreams is wrong, not profitable and that it is evil when in fact it is the frank opposite. I have learned more from creating solutions to problems on my way to accomplish my dreams of comics than a person who just follows an art curriculum will ever learn. I have gone to three schools and learned about so many different people that only these simple minded people will only know of one school and remotely nothing about anyone else. Why? Because they try to project what they "know" onto people and take that as their meanings even if they are living and even if they are breathing to say otherwise because they don't know much at all or ever and don't care too. Its ultimately to say these people are just interested in the shortest route to their goals and take so many shortcuts they shortcut theirselves out of life. Finding theirselves washed up. These people never learn much but convince theirselves they have and yet when they lack talent in the area they were forced too and they have to pay this and that back, they are basic prisoners of what they heckled, chimmeyed and spouted to be in. Quiet literally and anyone could have seen that if they were 18 or even younger but not them. They have no appreciation for self and cannot appreciate the self of others. I have told many stories about this on this site. Deeply, this fact was only common sense but they pegged on as if they were learning things by basically being jerks to people who aren't foreigners or white or this or that and not ever valuing the whole principles of things for what they mean for their future. No, they dumped the information as soon as it came out. I continued to value what education ideally is-to improve your life when they could only thing of the fringe benefits others would think about them when it was all said and done. They never learned anything but how to be cruel, bastardly and stupid. At the same time people finished their degrees, I kept learning about the real world and the people within it and yet how to improve what I wanted to do in life-comics and else. Now, let me tell you does a degree compensate for what you forgoed of what you wanted in life and does approval from parents, family and culture do it all to make up for you giving up on what you want? No, it never does and never will and you can fill a hole with nonsense but the hole will never be filled. People leave college wanting to try to commit to living lives as normal people do. In normal being people with dreams because dreams in college were a no, no to them or ever at all. These people can never be normal but the curve of abnormal and just live and live for the sake of being tied to money and never with the education to do things they want and still make money.
Deeply to say some people never get how much they starved theirselves of potential and connections with other people for their shortsighted idealisms based on utter lunatic ideas and just fake efforts and means. They never get it and put up shields when ever free thought and free choice comes to mind.
Idiotic people true and true and its their fault they are not happy but as well is the fault of theirselves for antagonizing other for just being normal people. Literally and literally, no image of diversity truly means democratic politics but racist, self harming and gentrifying idealisms.
What is worse people? That people ever are intrusive into your own romantic aspects. Oh, I will tell you that everyone pretty much inspired by these foreigners to behave a way or just were original a way that is racist made it hard to ever have much a romantic life.Oh, the teachers at the school, racist much and much and gave too many opportunities based on skin color. Some teachers dug their heads into grounds in which teens never get much hindrance from in normal law abiding places. I mean literally to talk about things dared to do what teachers generally never do least they are malicious. Ever try to weigh on student's romantic relations. It was an english teacher and psychology teacher both were white women who would dare interject into a place where people never before considered a teacher would ever dare to interject. But these people dared tried to perfect and just through mob influence or them "holding you back" behind class you never got the girl. Never. Because they had hatred for you and dared to ever assume they knew anything about you and dared to ever interject into your romantic life for the worst means ever. Literally true and true, these people were just much college students than teachers and in reality they were not even real professors with any experience. Thought they could be a queen hive of information and decision for all like maybe like in highschool or college in which thus far experienced.
Oh, and that is not the worst of it. What is worse is the hindering of safe space, the people attacking you for no reason and saying nonsense about you because they think they can pin a lesser tag on you, the sleeping around, the false friends and the mere lack of people knowing that the world does not revolve around them and they don't have to be either mature or know that people can go for their dreams for things to work or not work. Its much to be said college was never much but people acting like animals being so socially misinformed and downgraded that they hated anything of hard work, dreams or effort in the arts.I never enjoyed a second in that place quiet literally but people who are human like you make you realize there are certain things still good in the place despite this college being nothing but to degrade human advancement. Or what modern people will ever perceive as humane. Making college about cultures who are all racist and just competing to receive and forget information and being regressive to art, society and just anything no one tells you to do but you do yourself like dreams- pretty much defeats the purpose of education but serves as a miseducation.
I am to tell you that readily all these chemistry, engineering and all this and that majors despite their" knowledge" and "world experience" have nothing to offer the world in a pandemic. Because for one they cannot relate to normal people who live lives trying to things they want and don't have to ask for the permission of education to even try. They cannot relate to people who live day to day working valiantly to provide for their families or selves. They can never understand ever what America actually is beside their closeted college roles and the small people they understood there. They hardly know their topic to ever do anything with in which would ever impact modern society and oh, for a pandemic the uses of chemistry and engineering would come handy of course. But yea and yea, its only the people who ever understand society and its true laws like artists and politicians who ever try to do anything when these particular "special" people are just built to uphold a status quo they probably just do well at all or barely good enough to capitalize off of. You ultimately don't need thugs without dreams and people who barely get by in what slave life they picked for theirselves to lead anything and they never will because they are okay with the status quo of being lesser and also pathetic and they screwed their own prospects over so they will never see any prospects to see to help anyone else. Just following what people want of you in college never get you anywhere or where you can make a difference for yourself or the world. And that's that-the literal failure of education where it counts.
I tried my best to succeed in a new environment and make comics but literally, everyone should know comics are never the important thing to the pretentious soul eating fuckers in college. Its the 21st century and art programs don't even have a comic book degree or anything like that when its a medium and artform as any other. But look onto the companies you praise and you understand that monopoly makes sure no one else has the knowledge of the art form. The people I went to school with lived in a separate world from me. They were basic child and some were just outright stupid and evil could be the word for such people too. They only wanted to waste away and any dream they had it was societies or someone's fault they could never pursue their dreams. I mean, they literally just wanted to act out for that and do terrible things instead of taking responsibility for their own actions. I mean they were not well raised people at all and namely misguided people.
You know, I am to say that going for your dreams is the action of a sane everyday person anywhere. Yet some people justified their lack of mettle for this earnest hard working effort behind race, cultural ideas or being "American" enough. I mean some people literally try to say that being American means you don't make comics. I literally had some foreigner from Tunisia tell me that thinking they were cool and cute. No, they were not. The bad thing about having all the people from the world of this and that origin is just how you see how people just want to fall under the image of unyielding and irresponsible people who don't work for they want from across the world under the guise of what they think is western or American. Basically all these people thought of America for was a place of academic opportunity and never for what it is. Literally, you really notice people just fall behind an idea that promotes them to act the worst and never be responsible for their actions and place their blame behind you. Its quiet sad these people will repress and repress and look for convenient things to place their blame on for not daring to ever follow their dreams. They are so on their legs and hands like dogs like mere bitches when you are trying to continue to live as a sane everyday person. But they make it so hard. They always would escalate things. Snatch a paper out of your hand, throw a chair at you, talk about you as if you are a spectacle and yea even more!. Pathetic people who could not even have a dream to work behind but some disingenuous and just something that is fake. I am to tell you that these people don't care about learning but what a degree can bring them and what life it can. They don't care about learning because they fail to respect what learning is about, what America actually is and ever giving a fuck that not everyone is a little mental twisted self hating and harming chuck only doing education so they can have prestige in their culture. Never realizing that life is not bent around a system where people just forgo their true identities, embrace racism and just not working for anything they actually want to do but blame other people and mere strangers because they cannot do what they want to do. These people were not the promise people to advance anything but just crawl on their knees to what little they can see of life and education. They were nuisances. True and true and what you get when you give people who don't respect the country they are in and just want to kiss up to everything racist in America are just bad events. Especially these people will never know what it is like to follow a dream. "Education" is not their dream but a mandate and a mandate they don't even do well.
I have learned what from this time, that frankly society permits too many people to think that following your dreams is wrong, not profitable and that it is evil when in fact it is the frank opposite. I have learned more from creating solutions to problems on my way to accomplish my dreams of comics than a person who just follows an art curriculum will ever learn. I have gone to three schools and learned about so many different people that only these simple minded people will only know of one school and remotely nothing about anyone else. Why? Because they try to project what they "know" onto people and take that as their meanings even if they are living and even if they are breathing to say otherwise because they don't know much at all or ever and don't care too. Its ultimately to say these people are just interested in the shortest route to their goals and take so many shortcuts they shortcut theirselves out of life. Finding theirselves washed up. These people never learn much but convince theirselves they have and yet when they lack talent in the area they were forced too and they have to pay this and that back, they are basic prisoners of what they heckled, chimmeyed and spouted to be in. Quiet literally and anyone could have seen that if they were 18 or even younger but not them. They have no appreciation for self and cannot appreciate the self of others. I have told many stories about this on this site. Deeply, this fact was only common sense but they pegged on as if they were learning things by basically being jerks to people who aren't foreigners or white or this or that and not ever valuing the whole principles of things for what they mean for their future. No, they dumped the information as soon as it came out. I continued to value what education ideally is-to improve your life when they could only thing of the fringe benefits others would think about them when it was all said and done. They never learned anything but how to be cruel, bastardly and stupid. At the same time people finished their degrees, I kept learning about the real world and the people within it and yet how to improve what I wanted to do in life-comics and else. Now, let me tell you does a degree compensate for what you forgoed of what you wanted in life and does approval from parents, family and culture do it all to make up for you giving up on what you want? No, it never does and never will and you can fill a hole with nonsense but the hole will never be filled. People leave college wanting to try to commit to living lives as normal people do. In normal being people with dreams because dreams in college were a no, no to them or ever at all. These people can never be normal but the curve of abnormal and just live and live for the sake of being tied to money and never with the education to do things they want and still make money.
Deeply to say some people never get how much they starved theirselves of potential and connections with other people for their shortsighted idealisms based on utter lunatic ideas and just fake efforts and means. They never get it and put up shields when ever free thought and free choice comes to mind.
Idiotic people true and true and its their fault they are not happy but as well is the fault of theirselves for antagonizing other for just being normal people. Literally and literally, no image of diversity truly means democratic politics but racist, self harming and gentrifying idealisms.
What is worse people? That people ever are intrusive into your own romantic aspects. Oh, I will tell you that everyone pretty much inspired by these foreigners to behave a way or just were original a way that is racist made it hard to ever have much a romantic life.Oh, the teachers at the school, racist much and much and gave too many opportunities based on skin color. Some teachers dug their heads into grounds in which teens never get much hindrance from in normal law abiding places. I mean literally to talk about things dared to do what teachers generally never do least they are malicious. Ever try to weigh on student's romantic relations. It was an english teacher and psychology teacher both were white women who would dare interject into a place where people never before considered a teacher would ever dare to interject. But these people dared tried to perfect and just through mob influence or them "holding you back" behind class you never got the girl. Never. Because they had hatred for you and dared to ever assume they knew anything about you and dared to ever interject into your romantic life for the worst means ever. Literally true and true, these people were just much college students than teachers and in reality they were not even real professors with any experience. Thought they could be a queen hive of information and decision for all like maybe like in highschool or college in which thus far experienced.
Oh, and that is not the worst of it. What is worse is the hindering of safe space, the people attacking you for no reason and saying nonsense about you because they think they can pin a lesser tag on you, the sleeping around, the false friends and the mere lack of people knowing that the world does not revolve around them and they don't have to be either mature or know that people can go for their dreams for things to work or not work. Its much to be said college was never much but people acting like animals being so socially misinformed and downgraded that they hated anything of hard work, dreams or effort in the arts.I never enjoyed a second in that place quiet literally but people who are human like you make you realize there are certain things still good in the place despite this college being nothing but to degrade human advancement. Or what modern people will ever perceive as humane. Making college about cultures who are all racist and just competing to receive and forget information and being regressive to art, society and just anything no one tells you to do but you do yourself like dreams- pretty much defeats the purpose of education but serves as a miseducation.
I am to tell you that readily all these chemistry, engineering and all this and that majors despite their" knowledge" and "world experience" have nothing to offer the world in a pandemic. Because for one they cannot relate to normal people who live lives trying to things they want and don't have to ask for the permission of education to even try. They cannot relate to people who live day to day working valiantly to provide for their families or selves. They can never understand ever what America actually is beside their closeted college roles and the small people they understood there. They hardly know their topic to ever do anything with in which would ever impact modern society and oh, for a pandemic the uses of chemistry and engineering would come handy of course. But yea and yea, its only the people who ever understand society and its true laws like artists and politicians who ever try to do anything when these particular "special" people are just built to uphold a status quo they probably just do well at all or barely good enough to capitalize off of. You ultimately don't need thugs without dreams and people who barely get by in what slave life they picked for theirselves to lead anything and they never will because they are okay with the status quo of being lesser and also pathetic and they screwed their own prospects over so they will never see any prospects to see to help anyone else. Just following what people want of you in college never get you anywhere or where you can make a difference for yourself or the world. And that's that-the literal failure of education where it counts.
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