MK MZ; Candid thought-how old I am.
I see the younger people in the areas you can go these days, your local neighbor.
I say," Ahh, youth".
I also say," how great would it not be to have a crush again or crush".
Yet people I realize that some people in the past nor present will never be me and never would
I want to repeat what happened in my youth time or time again.
I mean, if I am to talk about the crushes and ever the romantic attempts to actualize the crushes, I nearly have been killed for them. Bastardize by them! Hunted by an academic body for ever daring to have them in a pure nature that was never sexual and never to where they could profit somewhat off of( saying that black people are but "animals" to broaden their whole manufactured manipulation of blacks even further). Embarrassed, thrown into pits of hell of darkness and depression and people only cared to piss on you a yellow when they ever saw where you were and just heckled at for ever having human feelings. Especially at the community college in any era. Especially there. I would never want to go back to the things as they were. Being young and with crushes. I am so glad that there aren't any opportunities for that anymore because after all that shit people don't fall easily or at all. They need a reason of proof to believe people are worth the time and worth the time of suffering that seems at first eternal but yet is but heavy on your shoulders for a time and then it lifts, some never lift. They need a reason to believe that they won't truly turn on you and stab you near to death leaving you broken and weakened. I am basically to say.
Yet in the youth you can see their ignorance and their luck of being the offending peoples and yet don't know what their role is until they grow up and heckle at people who are just lonely because no one gives a damn and nor does society give the damn. They just hide in their little cultural circles of indifference. Saying this is how things work out and the world is not wider. But yea, it never works out. But you can appreciate the faces of the youth in having genuine feelings that are expected of their age and not being antisocial and not self hating. Even if it is never sure these are people who benefit society to any means or measure being so self important and hinged. They offer a chance to be envious of youth and see that really only in some ideal world there was ever a shiver of shitty chance for you to be happy. There never was here and there may never ever be. As dark as that may be and how sad it might sound and no means say people should not search for hope, I express to you that these are my real actual thoughts. I only see hope in what can be of people yet they never see it theirselves and I am not so special-it must because they are uncivilized they cannot see it or know it. In the youth's case, there is no one there to teach it in this goon filled society.
I see hope and hopes in people especially those women in the past and the women but all snuffed out their flames as if cavewomen to be dignified that society can advance without flame. No, I tell you the sure nature of the peoples in these thoughts-they love the darkness and they comfort it by snuffing out any light. How? By their imbecilic notions, their easy eggy and runny judgement as rotten and foul as gym socks and greater than thou depositions. Thinking they are better and that they are better and that they know better than you who you are, thinking so hard about trying to avoid the real you to promote their images about you and just if not refusing the notions of civility for the intentions of being "special or superior than everyone else". People who stamp out the light of hope and think that you are just what they say you are from very unexperienced, sheltered, unlearned and just ghastly opinions. To think they are the solar sun of the world and they are something so vital to the world and the principled " it" girl is so laughable when they don't live or work in the world to know anything about shit. A person who snuffs out hope or ever gives never people a true chance on who they actually are, aren't really people but cavewomen who love being envious of the fire that they think they must be the innovation that will excel mankind. By their future spouses and children, they however won't be but encourage a whole system of hatred, evil, lust, bigotry and greed for power.
To be attracted to a cavewoman and then another one and give them the chances of light and day, is ghastly. You see this primitive thing trying to callow about that its the best thing ever yet when it comes to it; the individual is dirty, envious of the fire and kicks out hope with dusty sandy images of success and delusion that are never bound in reality but wishing to be someone no one will ever think you are ever, and just a borderline self harming nut that when actions it does to itself-it blames upon you. Its face so enchanted with borderline clown posse makeup and hair as if shaped like a lunatic. Slicked down are every imperfection or so they believe every imperfection is for them to be a cool little diva. Talking tons of nonsense that never goes anywhere. You immediately regret having crushes then. This primitive creature grabs a big wooden stick and hits itself over the head constantly and calls your name when doing things that never help it ever the all. Tries to involve you in its self destruction and then trips and falls down a hill, no cactus can save it in all its unneeded hubris.
You can be hopeful people but never hopeful in people when given a chance. When besides your inhibitions and deposition to them being the cave people; they decide to believe as if they already have the sheets pulled over you and snuff out the flame of hope they can be good people. They frankly prove what imbeciles they are. I don't need to say that while it would be good to see the hopes and genuine appearances on the youths faces and think back, you ought to realize that hope is fleeting for people who do nothing but prove how terrible they are. You should not smile or be friendly to people when they would send a mob after you quiet literally. Or foremently harass you or have any chance of doing either. Never till people prove they are like you or with your experiences true and true do you have any chance to see the hopes of them being good people flicker into reality. And that rarely happens. I do say that the youth have a promise but when society is a certain way, they don't have much of it especially when raised by a certain way to be as trashy as anyone of their cave people can be. Pretty much this goes for everyone who basically lives a life being fake or looking down on others when they have no merits too.
I say," Ahh, youth".
I also say," how great would it not be to have a crush again or crush".
Yet people I realize that some people in the past nor present will never be me and never would
I want to repeat what happened in my youth time or time again.
I mean, if I am to talk about the crushes and ever the romantic attempts to actualize the crushes, I nearly have been killed for them. Bastardize by them! Hunted by an academic body for ever daring to have them in a pure nature that was never sexual and never to where they could profit somewhat off of( saying that black people are but "animals" to broaden their whole manufactured manipulation of blacks even further). Embarrassed, thrown into pits of hell of darkness and depression and people only cared to piss on you a yellow when they ever saw where you were and just heckled at for ever having human feelings. Especially at the community college in any era. Especially there. I would never want to go back to the things as they were. Being young and with crushes. I am so glad that there aren't any opportunities for that anymore because after all that shit people don't fall easily or at all. They need a reason of proof to believe people are worth the time and worth the time of suffering that seems at first eternal but yet is but heavy on your shoulders for a time and then it lifts, some never lift. They need a reason to believe that they won't truly turn on you and stab you near to death leaving you broken and weakened. I am basically to say.
Yet in the youth you can see their ignorance and their luck of being the offending peoples and yet don't know what their role is until they grow up and heckle at people who are just lonely because no one gives a damn and nor does society give the damn. They just hide in their little cultural circles of indifference. Saying this is how things work out and the world is not wider. But yea, it never works out. But you can appreciate the faces of the youth in having genuine feelings that are expected of their age and not being antisocial and not self hating. Even if it is never sure these are people who benefit society to any means or measure being so self important and hinged. They offer a chance to be envious of youth and see that really only in some ideal world there was ever a shiver of shitty chance for you to be happy. There never was here and there may never ever be. As dark as that may be and how sad it might sound and no means say people should not search for hope, I express to you that these are my real actual thoughts. I only see hope in what can be of people yet they never see it theirselves and I am not so special-it must because they are uncivilized they cannot see it or know it. In the youth's case, there is no one there to teach it in this goon filled society.
I see hope and hopes in people especially those women in the past and the women but all snuffed out their flames as if cavewomen to be dignified that society can advance without flame. No, I tell you the sure nature of the peoples in these thoughts-they love the darkness and they comfort it by snuffing out any light. How? By their imbecilic notions, their easy eggy and runny judgement as rotten and foul as gym socks and greater than thou depositions. Thinking they are better and that they are better and that they know better than you who you are, thinking so hard about trying to avoid the real you to promote their images about you and just if not refusing the notions of civility for the intentions of being "special or superior than everyone else". People who stamp out the light of hope and think that you are just what they say you are from very unexperienced, sheltered, unlearned and just ghastly opinions. To think they are the solar sun of the world and they are something so vital to the world and the principled " it" girl is so laughable when they don't live or work in the world to know anything about shit. A person who snuffs out hope or ever gives never people a true chance on who they actually are, aren't really people but cavewomen who love being envious of the fire that they think they must be the innovation that will excel mankind. By their future spouses and children, they however won't be but encourage a whole system of hatred, evil, lust, bigotry and greed for power.
To be attracted to a cavewoman and then another one and give them the chances of light and day, is ghastly. You see this primitive thing trying to callow about that its the best thing ever yet when it comes to it; the individual is dirty, envious of the fire and kicks out hope with dusty sandy images of success and delusion that are never bound in reality but wishing to be someone no one will ever think you are ever, and just a borderline self harming nut that when actions it does to itself-it blames upon you. Its face so enchanted with borderline clown posse makeup and hair as if shaped like a lunatic. Slicked down are every imperfection or so they believe every imperfection is for them to be a cool little diva. Talking tons of nonsense that never goes anywhere. You immediately regret having crushes then. This primitive creature grabs a big wooden stick and hits itself over the head constantly and calls your name when doing things that never help it ever the all. Tries to involve you in its self destruction and then trips and falls down a hill, no cactus can save it in all its unneeded hubris.
You can be hopeful people but never hopeful in people when given a chance. When besides your inhibitions and deposition to them being the cave people; they decide to believe as if they already have the sheets pulled over you and snuff out the flame of hope they can be good people. They frankly prove what imbeciles they are. I don't need to say that while it would be good to see the hopes and genuine appearances on the youths faces and think back, you ought to realize that hope is fleeting for people who do nothing but prove how terrible they are. You should not smile or be friendly to people when they would send a mob after you quiet literally. Or foremently harass you or have any chance of doing either. Never till people prove they are like you or with your experiences true and true do you have any chance to see the hopes of them being good people flicker into reality. And that rarely happens. I do say that the youth have a promise but when society is a certain way, they don't have much of it especially when raised by a certain way to be as trashy as anyone of their cave people can be. Pretty much this goes for everyone who basically lives a life being fake or looking down on others when they have no merits too.
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