They are the clowns.

 I have not had not much time to reflect on things but I think that is the best.  I'd like to rant about my enemies out there in the world.

   Some of my enemies out there in the world; those impertinent rude women in the world who took my business cards to mean that I was a clown in their ghetto existence world-when we technically come from the same area and they were not even of "racist white stereotype". I am to say that these people out there could be black people, hispanic people and asian people but they all behave in a way that will never ease anything for a better racial tomorrow. They engrain self hatred and whilst they are from the same area they are of lesser beliefs, convictions, learning apparently and readily anything I write to steadfast iron their racist convictions and beliefs as if they are republicans of the "whitest" kind. Or what they believe "white" is because these dumb fuckers don't know anything about the real world but what is hammered into them by the schools and media. They don't know that they would not be appreciated by many white people with their racist stances and just anyone white or not would call them out them out for their behavior that is problematic. I am to say that these people are cowards who know nothing and just endear that "white is right" and "black is crack". Just have no ability to respect people as they are regardless of their race. Have some really warped ideas about people off the gist of race.

     I think that its sad that alot of young women out there nearest a community college are just set back by these faulty racial ideas. Never do they consider that racism is a problem they would definitely face off the bat in a white community area and that people like me would not be the first people someone would immediately have a problem with. They think that they are so much better off into something they have never experienced and never experienced it because they don't treat a person who is also a person of color with any type of brotherhood or sisterhood. Not that a person has to but its showing of your mental attainment in life; that you don't know what to do best to not egg on people who would best help you. Think that you rather be bothered by some "white version" of a guy you suspect a nerd? You don't know even if the person is a nerd but consider him so by your closed perceptions. To say that these people are clueless socially and divorced from reality. The person who you suspect a nerd would not even be considered one by the true social archetype.  A person who commonly associates with women and draws would be more painted an artsy type ladies man but you do you and be so fucking stupid, clueless and horribly dumb. 

    The moral here is that these people would rather deal with someone "white" instead of the person who you are which is black and who cares about who you actually are besides the color of your skin(sarcasm is great here). They see black people as an evil true and true. Never realizing that they would never actually want to deal with a "white nerd" who they perceive is the better of who they think you are; a black nerd. I mean; most of white nerds are incels and people who just don't like people of color. I mean not all of them are bad but realistically speaking in the other community college; that is all who you were going to find. I mean; there were some painfully immoral little shits at this other community college where white people tended to go. You think that these people would ever feel anything towards those people? I think not. Some people just avoid the thought that they like people who are black and have this unhealthy obsession with praising white people for being superior in ever circumstance than which a person of color is not. Basically they fucking don't even respect theirselves if that is to be the case. They will fit into ever niche some white person who has it already figured out with privilege and not being so mentally fucked up and never ever embrace their own problems and their own self and who they should even be race or not. These people are the last people who you would even consider to have any mental conviction to even be good people who would make any change in the world. All they do is add into its wrongs and it racist system. They would try to drag down a person of color who has more experience than them and more educational attainment because they just choose to be trash. We can say that people have come to embrace black lives matter but no; these people will never change. They don't have the courage to even stand for anything but just white favoritism over theirselves and others. They are just a big inconvenience to anyone who has to deal with them. What are people doing naming their hispanic kids, Sally in the first fucking place? Setting them up to be racist bigots.

    Alas, Sallies are the only people who just find it time and time again in their menial lives to continue to try to rip away at the character and attainment of a black man who is more successful than they could ever be. They see it as their purpose to live for "white favoritism" and try to make black people animals or try to reduce them down to that idea. Which is why these idiots try to use anything I say to deprive me of any humanity and just harass and harass and harass. They think they look pretty or even close to being white but in reality they have made theirselves a social monster that no one wants to even speak about of all the races. Like a white person wants to be dealing with a person with "white favoritism". Be that they are not racist or racist; a white person is likely to be put off by the unnecessary worship of them and well the racist kind will find it funny and/or make use of it. But by all means much of what these women will ever come across are people who will not appreciate them. Why? They are hispanics and black people and that's it. Its very laughable these people never will see the problem of how they are immoral and fucked up and try to project that onto a person who is just black and is actually a stranger to them and their behavior is way past offensive and it is just ugly and inhumane at best. Reaching too far into the bends of psychotic behavior that a person could really just recognize these people as just crazies akin to those wacked out on crack and hide behind a walmart. These people I will say have great hatred for anything of black people being respected as people. They probably cheered when they saw Haitians being whipped.

     These people just have taken simple common courtesies to putting on tin foil hats and speculating alot and hating alot people who they don't fucking know. People who they have assaulted in the worst way. They could not be tasked with the words of professionalism and for people who likely want to move up in their respective vyed for jobs and industries; oh-just being a republican fox news tin foil hate conspiratorist  is likely never to get you any connections but burn every bridge. You send the message to the people who gave you the business card that you are just a cracked out crazy person behind a walmart and for all your avarice to kiss white people's ass; you will get nothing in return. Your family will get nothing in return and your whole people will never advance because of your utter words and regime of ideas. For everyone of them around town; the whole people who happen to be their same race suffer. I mean; you think Ben Carson has done anything good for black people slumming with Trump? Yea, I don't think so but at least he has some professionalism about him; the uncle tom one whereas these people have none and will never be able to advance but always be the bottom and just the people with these dumb, animalistic, less than human and immoral ideas. 

   These are the people I constantly have to guard from. Its annoying and also very sad. How have people failed so much by their children for their children to be living in such a rat way of living. How these people think they are the queens of the villa when they will by their own mentalities, attitudes and own depositions will never amount to anything but a bane to society and producing more members of society that will not even build anything or help improve anything in their respective groups of people assorted by skin? Its so fucking sick but at the same time you have to laugh at these ugly ass bitches when they try to come at you like some crazy cracked out old lady behind a walmart. My friends; you never seen a cracked out lady behind a walmart until you do and you don't want to see that again. Imagine a person tries to be social with you and you just be basically an unwell old lady behind a walmart. You think anyone wants to be bothered by you after that? The answer is no. The thing is that people don't think what ever a black person feels or observes matter but pretty much anyone will feel the same way I feel in concerning these people. Especially when they go to great lengths to insult people trying to network lacking the mental capacity to even understand what is going on. I am to say these fuckers don't know they aren't going to be at top with the racists; they racists will make them the bottom in ever circumstance and this means that unless they wise up and realize how ugly they are-they will never be able to operate anyway in any fucking company bar none. 

    I am to say folks that if you want your children to live good lives; don't let them fall into these mindsets of where they hate black people or asians and can only respect their race minimally and put white people on a pedestal. You should let them realize the real entirety of the world and to respect the civil functions of society that of are of business. Don't let your kids continue thinking they will be going far in life disrespecting people who are trying to make networking connections because ultimately people in corporate settings don't have time for people's outbursts, their speculation horrors and just nonsense. I mean; white people have these these people and they are the Trump conspiracists!  You think that the hick people can even function well in government or any big business just ask that "Congresswoman" Greene. Yelling at people, disrespecting the norms of congress to be civil even against those who you do not even agree with and ultimately just going the distance to harass people of color. There is to be said that hispanics or black people who cannot behave theirselves or respect professional decorum would but even allowed to be accepted in the assembly of congress aka only white people have privilege enough to go without the civility aspects of professionalism but even then; no one would take you seriously. Rather I am to say that; these women who continually bother me think they are going to be President candidate but they never will be. They are just too divorced from reality and will never be sane, conscious and/ or virtruous enough to even self correct.

    I usually don't take time to rant about people because I am often busy but I realize a great deal of why I cannot figure out my problems in which I have is because I truly don't recognize the real burdens out there against me and just everyone just try to let live and live life. These enemies of mine should try to live life once in a while and get off their whole victimhood speak because a person dare spoke to them with any breadth of society and not clown rap speak as they duly expect black people to speak like. I mean; what is the deal with these people behaving like animals? You think that that people are going to take it? I mean; come on man-your ideas are the real joke and thus you are the real clown. These people fancy theirselves giants of industry but really are just clowns and people who don't have direction but what some one else tells them and have nothing but fear of seeing anything or anyone through for what they are and what the thing is. When these people point at me as if I am the clown-they are the clowns and simply project too much.