done with dating.

Such quality attempts that only lead to selfish people having their way and forgetting
that people are humane and have their own dreams foremost being respected. I am done.
It is best to respect yourself and not as an individual who has done wrong but an individual who faced the fears of talking to people and just not illusions be illusions. Did not let bottomless fear get the best of them or ultimately coward away every time! Time however again even how deeply you attempt to forge connections with people they do not work because the world itself is broken and so are the people. Nothing is a matter with you~but with every mother fucker else. And that in my frames of experience and reasoning is all dating is. A fuck up where no one can give a damn nor any respect least they realize how much they have fucked up but will not make any amends. Ever at all because they were so righteous. I do not hold myself this righteous; but nothing is wrong with me. For have not hidden in a shell of a lonely definition and act its acts but lived to rebel against it.
I do not conform to "social anxiety" and give this great excuse in not talking to people and granting this a right of not treating them well. I do not come to give an excuses where I should be communicating with people or permit my wrongs as right. Or inaction as a validation to take something else or have a right to stay silent. And act with such vigor and conviction of such righteous normality that it is normal at all. Not normal to assume that people care for what you think they want of you other than the terms they lay down which frankly they never get a chance to even talk about their dating preferences and if you are the one they would date. Acting as if people are a grand nuisance for confronting a problem no one seems to want to figure out anymore and just wish your valiant hero will appear just by you sitting on your ass and that the person who actual talks to you and tries to get to know you if you can actually date is inferior. Acting as if they are some enemy but yet never will know it; how much you loose~ in treating people willing to even speak to you wrong in this " I know it all" type form. Deeming them as a threat to some idea no one is ever responsible to care about nor to even know about. People do not have to revere an individual as a god they cannot respect or talk to. Thus when everyone thinks they are this god and with such perspectives so kind and gentle to living in a damn cave and chained to a wall and happy- when people treat them as humane; they rebel and just want to treat them as the villain for dragging them into the real light of life. In that no one is going to come along and be your dream individual just by sitting on your ass and that maybe no one is particularly thinking of dating you just yet when they know next to nothing about you and you cannot be social because you think you have the right to get whatever you want without the proper virtue or work for it.  I did validate inaction like these hoodlums. But I am tried of being bothered by the eyes of constant easy fucking people and their lack of perspective in how many people suffer and many people do not care if people suffered at all. To even get courage to speak to people and they have always lived these communicable lives in similar fellows of their own type and in these caves they like to arrange theirselves. To pretend as if you have been always a talker. To garner such disrespect and when you weren't still got disrespect more fervently and no one then and now could understand. The world is wrong and no one should have to go the distance to forever take upon people's abuses no matter their age and learned social skill at time. The pop culture and misinformation of today must end and I rather not focus on speaking with people who are; quick to come to their own decisions and stab theirselves as if they know what is even going and just thinking of people with obstacles with such low effort. Some people must like the torture of cooperations and long work hours and many jobs and yet paying debts for education so they never have to be affront about the rights in life they want. But some people who are different can never fit in and have a need to push their own cultural agenda to make a role in this conformist world. Just so they can do the same thing of infringement to others as the main does to them. Some people like torture and like having these excuses of why they never break free or do certain things. And that is not good enough any longer. Never was it good because it does nothing to advance humane social life and better the world. These things of  people being comfortable in wrong; are not right and should not be helmed as right or apart of growing up but rather a bunch of lazy and immoral individuals  who think they are going to get a life of gold supporting things that are delusions and never add up in reality. Such ideas of the "romantic" are easily attributed to the politics of today and increasing racist regimes on people and who they pick even if they are unions of two different races.

I am not these people. I am my own. I am better off on my own.
Despite all these attempts of mine over the last two years and longer; one cannot live when there is a bureaucracy of individuals who seem to hold superiority and subvert the possession of romantic want of a certain people into a necessary crime to continue their feigned superiority and half baked offspring who never receive any great cultural understanding but to proliferate. And that is frankly to be said it is not one race or any other. The great sum of powers that be infringe on the very right of people to even meet people without people coming to vast and greatly fetched ideas to do them wrong. I only see a continued time of only speaking to people so no bad conclusion ultimately occur and people do not band together and attempt to the horribles and if not lynch people for the sole originality in actual being alive and free person who wishes not to chain theirselves to any wall of any cavern and only will see the sun rise every day and wish nothing at all but feel a bitterness that there will be no one in this world for them and that goes down every year as people give theirselves excuses via redeeming religions, ideals and insanity and all but the mental health excuses of feigned social anxiety that is all their unkempt fault! Fuck you if you are one of these bastards.
Long reign humanity and its socializing skills and not wishing things to appear just because you thought it.