9 emo. Junira. Real Nature.
This is 9 emo.
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In the beginning of MK MZODERN before it was really MK MZODERN, I began experimenting with different writing styles, methods and work approaches. If you actually look back at first I was adamant about this idea of a story on a blog but not a whole novel approach and yes an approach in which I would not have to draw ever the most to communicate an idea. It was an approach to the abstract format of the phase 2 MK MZODERN. However while this record of mine talks about the work it also transforms it into what it is supposed to be.
I would like to say I worked on this in hellish library. It was loud. The people were not professional not adult like. It was more like a cyberpunk market and someone or some sort was trying to sell you some shit and it was always crowded and yet some places deepened with a dark curiosity you find in a slasher's alley. Not to mention how hard it was to concentrate; writing this at all was a miracle. There was no other place to go; because people were loud and annoying. No real privacy and not even in your dorm room. To this day; I am pretty sure one of my caps was stolen by these girls the roommate would invite over. It never reached its potential as being of many subjects. Recently in the past redefined the story but I think I can again do a better job.
So instead will give an entire Anything Kyeombi page on Real Nature/ Junira and have the different topics arranged by story. And mainly to say that in the original; the whole work started off inspired but after a week of school; I began to see a new purpose for my work and begun to mock "it" or the failings of authors who solely and slowly quit writing and give into feigned concepts of rights and morality and that art is a crime and not a real profession. But it was all a joke people took it all for real for the wrong reasons and truly it worked to the " new purpose of my work". No one else wanted to say anything was wrong at that campus but I already stood up to it just doing this. In the actual posed to move onto something else and briefly ended in a post that represents a large problem of the circumstances of wrong, "How hard is it for you to concentrate when talking with an attractive girl?"
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The next thing I moved onto was working on Forge, TIM and the graphic novel advent and that is where I leave it for now. Something completely opposite of the plan to not draw or color at all. And the responses to it where different and the situation of a new purpose escalated till I decried the English class and its rhetoric and wrote and typed Slayers of Wolve to decry how racially motivated and insensitive that class was and that is was full of bullshit and social toxicity. And that I could write well and actually do things in English; the english teacher probably couldn't and what that class focused on taught no one anything really to be looking on people because they were not this mind washed, devil spirited and fucked up individual who let a wrong everyone can see( as confirmed by modern events and happenings) happen and think its natural and normal and even permitted to happen to people on basis of gender, race and character. All to say those people who act like nothing was fucking wrong; were monsters as proven by modern events. The one or two other people were lucky enough that there existed another individual to watch their backs by taking the blame- by being proactive that others would not look at them and know that they knew something was wrong. Moreso that these people who allowed wrong would not be motivated to do wrong and propel a disastrous system forward.Looking back at it all; and speaking with people of today- I was truly brave because no one has the courage to defy these knows and yet unknowns and are so timid they cannot even do basic social functions. But that would be incorrect because I am not even the same as these incongruent people of today who cannot even speak. So dash that; but to say I was brave. But it cost me; for all these fuckers who could not speak up but dwell in the dark-talking to individual I liked for fear that she would be attacked or forced to believe along lies and rumors. A thing that could not be escaped later on even up til today. As many people are forced to believe along lies and rumors of their own self cocky intent. But this girl was not like that. And partially even to this day am glad I never spoke to her for what is proven in the modern; nothing good happens when there are these rumors afloat and all these people peers and friends and else you can never ever trust because they are corrupt.
Life lessons learned here; not being able to tell anyone about a crime or disrupt the status quo by doing so and receiving harsh replies, criticism and threats and basic terrorist actions just because you said anything about a crime that happen to you as well as being basically lynched by the public. Is exactly how rape victims feel. When people do not take what happened to them seriously and blame them for coming forth. Basically these people are granted should not be blamed for how ever long it takes them to come with these "accusations" or the truth of what happened to them; because the current world and even modern world is harsh, brutal and cruel. People still think they can get away with monstrous crimes as well as social scams to deprive people of ever communicating to other people of a different race or gender or even the same race just because of someone warped perception of godhood based solely on privilege to defile based off of several things. Racial privilege and no not the white one; just the means of using one's race to validate an action. Sexual privilege because they think they are either male or female they can do certain things that encroach on people's rights to be free and no they do not ask "permission". They just go and do it and try to box people in to get what they want. Because people are spoiled- they think they can do whatever they want and get away with and think its right they intervene in natural socialization. And because people are spoiled with no brains or are crazy and just have a warped perception of reality that everything goes. People who are crazy and deprive of any sun in their life; people who have had a hard life but cannot do anything by act out and in the end it is their own fault. Lastly people who are poor of morals and proper socialization yet deprived of being spoiled but continue to not improve their lives but drag everyone down who matches a feature similar to them or they do not like. They of their own sort continue to perpetrate a reality against them and engage in terrorist acts that do no good to anyone! But solely think they are changing the world just from their small community perspective and have no form of view of the world outside this. Many of these people were not at all hard to find in quiet honesty they made up the populace in the dorms and individuals in class that could be most clearly seen. They always have to make their plight know the world and everyone who is around. They do not context it in speaking to other people at all; but rather their problems are just to gain fame and attention in which they ultimately seek in interrupting and influencing people apart and not together. But will use the same system to try and coerce people to do things with them; they do not want to do.
All to say that; proper socialization were trust is true and the rhetoric inside is true and the goal that everyone is to reach can be guaranteed by at least the school system or work system or even government or the people within is one were no one would have trouble leveling a happening that happened to them to entire public. With no form of backlash.
But in colleges there is such heavy backlash to any human rights that one can say that colleges are just for the money and that really the lesson I learned is; this tortured system of commericalized and social lies yet commercialized torture and permission of students and work force to torture without any form of wrong, justice dealt or even remorse on their part cannot continue. And frankly by telling this tale; I break past the boundary of what people wish was kept silent so they could continue their nasty ways. The only way to have true fair system is one where all criminals and people who do bad acts are held accountable and no gets away with doing wrong. And that high instance of places of wrong usually are places where people have privilege in an estate that is basically a poverty run estate of money and morals and only a few rich places in which the privileged( all listed above) do all the wrong to people who are not as fucked up as they. To believe they even live in a good city or at or that this city is privy to all life besides offering functions that help life in the real places where real people live and just not the privileged. You must do good onto the world and not contribute to the wrong. I hope that this part of the story and others reveal all the wrongs done by people in a certain university.
Developments of the MK MZODERN written feature to be continued later. Now later on will focus on Dirty Pop and Magma 109 and talk about highschool and its experiences.
1
In the beginning of MK MZODERN before it was really MK MZODERN, I began experimenting with different writing styles, methods and work approaches. If you actually look back at first I was adamant about this idea of a story on a blog but not a whole novel approach and yes an approach in which I would not have to draw ever the most to communicate an idea. It was an approach to the abstract format of the phase 2 MK MZODERN. However while this record of mine talks about the work it also transforms it into what it is supposed to be.
I would like to say I worked on this in hellish library. It was loud. The people were not professional not adult like. It was more like a cyberpunk market and someone or some sort was trying to sell you some shit and it was always crowded and yet some places deepened with a dark curiosity you find in a slasher's alley. Not to mention how hard it was to concentrate; writing this at all was a miracle. There was no other place to go; because people were loud and annoying. No real privacy and not even in your dorm room. To this day; I am pretty sure one of my caps was stolen by these girls the roommate would invite over. It never reached its potential as being of many subjects. Recently in the past redefined the story but I think I can again do a better job.
So instead will give an entire Anything Kyeombi page on Real Nature/ Junira and have the different topics arranged by story. And mainly to say that in the original; the whole work started off inspired but after a week of school; I began to see a new purpose for my work and begun to mock "it" or the failings of authors who solely and slowly quit writing and give into feigned concepts of rights and morality and that art is a crime and not a real profession. But it was all a joke people took it all for real for the wrong reasons and truly it worked to the " new purpose of my work". No one else wanted to say anything was wrong at that campus but I already stood up to it just doing this. In the actual posed to move onto something else and briefly ended in a post that represents a large problem of the circumstances of wrong, "How hard is it for you to concentrate when talking with an attractive girl?"
2
The next thing I moved onto was working on Forge, TIM and the graphic novel advent and that is where I leave it for now. Something completely opposite of the plan to not draw or color at all. And the responses to it where different and the situation of a new purpose escalated till I decried the English class and its rhetoric and wrote and typed Slayers of Wolve to decry how racially motivated and insensitive that class was and that is was full of bullshit and social toxicity. And that I could write well and actually do things in English; the english teacher probably couldn't and what that class focused on taught no one anything really to be looking on people because they were not this mind washed, devil spirited and fucked up individual who let a wrong everyone can see( as confirmed by modern events and happenings) happen and think its natural and normal and even permitted to happen to people on basis of gender, race and character. All to say those people who act like nothing was fucking wrong; were monsters as proven by modern events. The one or two other people were lucky enough that there existed another individual to watch their backs by taking the blame- by being proactive that others would not look at them and know that they knew something was wrong. Moreso that these people who allowed wrong would not be motivated to do wrong and propel a disastrous system forward.Looking back at it all; and speaking with people of today- I was truly brave because no one has the courage to defy these knows and yet unknowns and are so timid they cannot even do basic social functions. But that would be incorrect because I am not even the same as these incongruent people of today who cannot even speak. So dash that; but to say I was brave. But it cost me; for all these fuckers who could not speak up but dwell in the dark-talking to individual I liked for fear that she would be attacked or forced to believe along lies and rumors. A thing that could not be escaped later on even up til today. As many people are forced to believe along lies and rumors of their own self cocky intent. But this girl was not like that. And partially even to this day am glad I never spoke to her for what is proven in the modern; nothing good happens when there are these rumors afloat and all these people peers and friends and else you can never ever trust because they are corrupt.
Life lessons learned here; not being able to tell anyone about a crime or disrupt the status quo by doing so and receiving harsh replies, criticism and threats and basic terrorist actions just because you said anything about a crime that happen to you as well as being basically lynched by the public. Is exactly how rape victims feel. When people do not take what happened to them seriously and blame them for coming forth. Basically these people are granted should not be blamed for how ever long it takes them to come with these "accusations" or the truth of what happened to them; because the current world and even modern world is harsh, brutal and cruel. People still think they can get away with monstrous crimes as well as social scams to deprive people of ever communicating to other people of a different race or gender or even the same race just because of someone warped perception of godhood based solely on privilege to defile based off of several things. Racial privilege and no not the white one; just the means of using one's race to validate an action. Sexual privilege because they think they are either male or female they can do certain things that encroach on people's rights to be free and no they do not ask "permission". They just go and do it and try to box people in to get what they want. Because people are spoiled- they think they can do whatever they want and get away with and think its right they intervene in natural socialization. And because people are spoiled with no brains or are crazy and just have a warped perception of reality that everything goes. People who are crazy and deprive of any sun in their life; people who have had a hard life but cannot do anything by act out and in the end it is their own fault. Lastly people who are poor of morals and proper socialization yet deprived of being spoiled but continue to not improve their lives but drag everyone down who matches a feature similar to them or they do not like. They of their own sort continue to perpetrate a reality against them and engage in terrorist acts that do no good to anyone! But solely think they are changing the world just from their small community perspective and have no form of view of the world outside this. Many of these people were not at all hard to find in quiet honesty they made up the populace in the dorms and individuals in class that could be most clearly seen. They always have to make their plight know the world and everyone who is around. They do not context it in speaking to other people at all; but rather their problems are just to gain fame and attention in which they ultimately seek in interrupting and influencing people apart and not together. But will use the same system to try and coerce people to do things with them; they do not want to do.
All to say that; proper socialization were trust is true and the rhetoric inside is true and the goal that everyone is to reach can be guaranteed by at least the school system or work system or even government or the people within is one were no one would have trouble leveling a happening that happened to them to entire public. With no form of backlash.
But in colleges there is such heavy backlash to any human rights that one can say that colleges are just for the money and that really the lesson I learned is; this tortured system of commericalized and social lies yet commercialized torture and permission of students and work force to torture without any form of wrong, justice dealt or even remorse on their part cannot continue. And frankly by telling this tale; I break past the boundary of what people wish was kept silent so they could continue their nasty ways. The only way to have true fair system is one where all criminals and people who do bad acts are held accountable and no gets away with doing wrong. And that high instance of places of wrong usually are places where people have privilege in an estate that is basically a poverty run estate of money and morals and only a few rich places in which the privileged( all listed above) do all the wrong to people who are not as fucked up as they. To believe they even live in a good city or at or that this city is privy to all life besides offering functions that help life in the real places where real people live and just not the privileged. You must do good onto the world and not contribute to the wrong. I hope that this part of the story and others reveal all the wrongs done by people in a certain university.
Developments of the MK MZODERN written feature to be continued later. Now later on will focus on Dirty Pop and Magma 109 and talk about highschool and its experiences.
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