the maengel

 Originally many things a person had planned were scuttled foremost to focus on comics. Then scuttled to work on the revival of mm culture 2016.  So many things and I wasted it all on self doubt and women. Foolish. I think I fucking hate it. How I thought these people were worth my energy and my dreams. They weren't. I wasted so much. First the self doubt that I could not do two things at once and next the women going all bonkers causing me much harm. How do you unscuttle this situation? Not much can be done.