Umeguri.

    I cry realizing that everything you could love about the ideal of having someone there to support you in the form of a woman around your age is just nothing but a trap. The people and their brainwashing institutes of religion and school say fuck you. Make it on your own. That's all they say. Whilst people can have tons of the women to be the "women behind the men" and treat them like shit. What is worse people are just pushed into bad directions; and whilst you thought at the time you could lead them towards the good-they figured out what they were all about without ever even batting and eye even if they batted an eye at you. It would be right to be scared of people who have no real self will, morals and/or decency but to always beg the question of their innocence when its obvious what they do to you is a crime. I cry, realizing how many people are comfortable being cowards and embracing fear to hate people they have no courage to even get to truly know. Fuck them. There was no equal ground of equality when one person stood on two legs and they always stood on four. Education to elevate these people? Do kid yourself. They embrace racism of the deep past and self hatred too and any evil they can construe to boot. To think they are like natural women is just a trick itself when from the start they are broken; these bootlickers to whatever institutions put out.