Don't stop trying.

 To whatever the consequence in early 2017, a person tried to revive things one time by talking of the past and then another in later February, then again in March the mid, then in April the 2nd week and then in May finally and surely that was the one that stuck. But this was like reviving a person whose heart had stopped beating. It was violent and each time took more out of you. I am to say that if a person could lose creative, social and mental health ground it was in this time period. Anything you expect in a good world, you could not find it. Just bitter betrayal and mindful sacrifices of social opportunities because a person was not crazy enough to die. You know in cartoons where the character is in a bad place and decides they can go face the mega enemy and not be killed? That someone was just going to save them but really there is no one to save you in such a place. No, a person just could not face troubles head on or the people would just pile on you and just think they could get away with whatever. 

I think when people think I have stopped telling the stories of the past to focus on others things for awhile that I have quit but honestly if a person tries to get their life back on track five times and then even more after that; will they ever stop trying? They will not at all. They will not stop trying.

Here is to say that one does not stop trying and won't.