Heart Broken in the despair of love.
In my early life, there were two things, that were the most main elements for me.
There was this girl called Marissa, with a V. And Linkin Park with out the G.
While I played with my legoes and blocks and wished for cartoons and Christmas.
On the radio, many of the times. There was Linkin Park, I liked the "Numb" song,
it was rock and it was rap at the same time and they flowed just nicely. Really, in
that time period, I tried to be this guy in the interest of the emo and the mall. But
I was in no way emo, just interested in its art elements and the way it made people
behave, like a separate private world, at times, I was not even allowed to venture in.
People can call it evil, devoid, lacking but these church goers, are evil, devoid and lacking
of substance. Of culture of society and of the arts of the mind in which it goes to achieve a
medium. But people who are not truly of god, only follow something fake and never venture for the
unseen, they never go on to achieve anything, but hatred and evil. They are civilized and frankly,
I hate living in a world were behavior like this is treated as normal and these devoid mindless and frankly hateful fools take up jobs and living space others could very well benefit from.
I have struggled my entire life with people trying to tell me who I am. People trying to control me.
and basically trying to fuck with me. These people are just the examples of what evil lies in wait for people who just accept that reality is full of fucked up people and they deserve to be there, in peace and happiness. People who cannot behave as people, should not be able to reap the advantages of people.
I cannot tell you how many times, I have tried to say that this is God's world. But this world is just Satan's shithole, in terms of people and their way about doing things. The churches are wicked in my idea, because they do not follow the bible in one way, the churches are a business and they think to save people, it means just giving them encouragement. You can give people so much encouragement
and in this era. All that means, is these videos, these networks and these youtube accounts can give encouragement and even large news corps and media works can give people the power to spread encouragement but they do not. And the churches could do this, simply, if they think that giving blank encouragement is enough. The bible states that churches should be places were people come together. And help each up in the word! And just help them in general. But really?
Having a pastor who lives in riches while everyone else lives in squalor and less than prim conditions. Is just not right even if there was no bible to say, come together, not one above the other!
People, witness, the story unfolding. I have come to change,the vision that prevails of this world that is defeat. The news says defeat, they are just cut pieces that are exchanged from life for profit and do not even tell a good story of the news or what happened. Many people are tired of living in this buzz of saintly voices telling evil lies. I am tired. I can take no more of people, quiet honest to God.
I cannot take their quip, their bard or springer. Christ. I cannot bare the pain of this world and this inconsiderate air of profittering! This over corporate that cuts life, of potential and leaves it in bits. Only giving the strength to people in fear. Of what horrid life they could have when someone they hate takes power and if they have the skin of brown. And if they have any skin of any other color. Be God damned, that they live, that they breathe.
I tried to assimilate into this world. I tried to get a girlfriend, but that effort and all that shit, is just bullshit to say, that no one should have to assimilate into this world. That all this shit, that people should not have to take up with is just evil and gets no where and gets nothing done, to have this false way of life and having people live inside it. That would be funny, if people just accept their damn faiths and just die, as demons of the world would like it in their peril castles of doom, shinning death of social onto everyone and not even enlightening everyone.
I tire. Of this cycle of succession into the circle of wealth and people forget to help anyone, of their lower understandings. Never offering the story of their own trangressions and their own struggle, they just don't know they have been drowned in this money craze. As often, I seemed to be indulged in a money craze, to illustrate this. But this is not fucking enough.
The mental health of people is a laughingstock in this world and we are simply to believe that America is a " Christian Nation" , a democracy and a good one at that with an " American Dream". The time in which we can, say that we are proud people. Is slowing away. The freedoms of anything are gone and everything good for the last eight years is being bashed away in less than 9 or 2 months.
The heavy hit to social pride, even if fake, and false, is horrid and atrocious. People trying to fight. Everything that is right, and obviously. Really do not care about anyone but theirselves. All this social media, instead of being used for light, and used for bright. Many people are using their phones to record crimes and evil. And instead of doing right, and using the media properly they rather would not.
All the values we hold, will continue to fall and fold, as long as we continue to hold stupidity on a high ladder as something grand to be valued. As long as we consume artwork and media and then bash the creators, as long as we do not value the creators anew in this world and instill the proper values for education in how to continue to create and create in good environments. And provide good environments, like the church so to speak in " coming together", " like a church" for people to live in and create together or alone, and not just be this one or the other, but the preservation of creation not for monetary gain but for a complete ideal. And teach people not to be these people without a reservation are just "numb". To follow anything to strike a cord to make them move in hatred and agony and utterwise do not and achieve not one thing for theirselves.
People have to tell a story. In which they succeed.
In this later life, with no Marissa V. And the enigmatic end of an era of Linkin Park.
And no longer need for this theme of "emo". Learning of a better way to make things work
according to the dream! Of living in this world. Accepted amongst similar folks. And some
want to be 2nd generation foreigner who wants to be a redneck, says that, " you cannot be a hero, your ideas cannot work". Knowing all he does is play into the zombie cord of desolation that is frustration. And knowing that he does not reach for a good life or to achieve anything, just expects it to be achieved and when its not, he freaks out. This is all to say, that without proper education and utilization of creativity and talent, we will all fall back to this dark desolation, this frail abyss of mind and these thoughts of numb.
That are anything not like the amazing song of Linkin Park. People of numb try to be amazing as Linkin Park, without the work, morals or effort of emotion and the understanding of pain and struggling and not giving in because that seems like the only option.
But make me make the difference, what is wrong here, with these numb people is that they can never be in the desperate situation of suicide. Because they are no capable of feeling hurt, because they shut their real selves into concentration to be punks for the regime of communism and complete totalitarian views, saying that their mood, should be all for life and for everyone. That they are God. And no one can stand up to them, with their guns, carry laws and tobacco. These wannabe people of " God".
Can never bleed the blood of a human, because they refuse to believe they are human and humane in the first place, but an imaginary God up next to God himself, in fact, they control him with an iron fist in their minds so feeble to present that their mood does not really exist.
Pride over heart?
Heart should be over Pride.
The end.
There was this girl called Marissa, with a V. And Linkin Park with out the G.
While I played with my legoes and blocks and wished for cartoons and Christmas.
On the radio, many of the times. There was Linkin Park, I liked the "Numb" song,
it was rock and it was rap at the same time and they flowed just nicely. Really, in
that time period, I tried to be this guy in the interest of the emo and the mall. But
I was in no way emo, just interested in its art elements and the way it made people
behave, like a separate private world, at times, I was not even allowed to venture in.
People can call it evil, devoid, lacking but these church goers, are evil, devoid and lacking
of substance. Of culture of society and of the arts of the mind in which it goes to achieve a
medium. But people who are not truly of god, only follow something fake and never venture for the
unseen, they never go on to achieve anything, but hatred and evil. They are civilized and frankly,
I hate living in a world were behavior like this is treated as normal and these devoid mindless and frankly hateful fools take up jobs and living space others could very well benefit from.
I have struggled my entire life with people trying to tell me who I am. People trying to control me.
and basically trying to fuck with me. These people are just the examples of what evil lies in wait for people who just accept that reality is full of fucked up people and they deserve to be there, in peace and happiness. People who cannot behave as people, should not be able to reap the advantages of people.
I cannot tell you how many times, I have tried to say that this is God's world. But this world is just Satan's shithole, in terms of people and their way about doing things. The churches are wicked in my idea, because they do not follow the bible in one way, the churches are a business and they think to save people, it means just giving them encouragement. You can give people so much encouragement
and in this era. All that means, is these videos, these networks and these youtube accounts can give encouragement and even large news corps and media works can give people the power to spread encouragement but they do not. And the churches could do this, simply, if they think that giving blank encouragement is enough. The bible states that churches should be places were people come together. And help each up in the word! And just help them in general. But really?
Having a pastor who lives in riches while everyone else lives in squalor and less than prim conditions. Is just not right even if there was no bible to say, come together, not one above the other!
People, witness, the story unfolding. I have come to change,the vision that prevails of this world that is defeat. The news says defeat, they are just cut pieces that are exchanged from life for profit and do not even tell a good story of the news or what happened. Many people are tired of living in this buzz of saintly voices telling evil lies. I am tired. I can take no more of people, quiet honest to God.
I cannot take their quip, their bard or springer. Christ. I cannot bare the pain of this world and this inconsiderate air of profittering! This over corporate that cuts life, of potential and leaves it in bits. Only giving the strength to people in fear. Of what horrid life they could have when someone they hate takes power and if they have the skin of brown. And if they have any skin of any other color. Be God damned, that they live, that they breathe.
I tried to assimilate into this world. I tried to get a girlfriend, but that effort and all that shit, is just bullshit to say, that no one should have to assimilate into this world. That all this shit, that people should not have to take up with is just evil and gets no where and gets nothing done, to have this false way of life and having people live inside it. That would be funny, if people just accept their damn faiths and just die, as demons of the world would like it in their peril castles of doom, shinning death of social onto everyone and not even enlightening everyone.
I tire. Of this cycle of succession into the circle of wealth and people forget to help anyone, of their lower understandings. Never offering the story of their own trangressions and their own struggle, they just don't know they have been drowned in this money craze. As often, I seemed to be indulged in a money craze, to illustrate this. But this is not fucking enough.
The mental health of people is a laughingstock in this world and we are simply to believe that America is a " Christian Nation" , a democracy and a good one at that with an " American Dream". The time in which we can, say that we are proud people. Is slowing away. The freedoms of anything are gone and everything good for the last eight years is being bashed away in less than 9 or 2 months.
The heavy hit to social pride, even if fake, and false, is horrid and atrocious. People trying to fight. Everything that is right, and obviously. Really do not care about anyone but theirselves. All this social media, instead of being used for light, and used for bright. Many people are using their phones to record crimes and evil. And instead of doing right, and using the media properly they rather would not.
All the values we hold, will continue to fall and fold, as long as we continue to hold stupidity on a high ladder as something grand to be valued. As long as we consume artwork and media and then bash the creators, as long as we do not value the creators anew in this world and instill the proper values for education in how to continue to create and create in good environments. And provide good environments, like the church so to speak in " coming together", " like a church" for people to live in and create together or alone, and not just be this one or the other, but the preservation of creation not for monetary gain but for a complete ideal. And teach people not to be these people without a reservation are just "numb". To follow anything to strike a cord to make them move in hatred and agony and utterwise do not and achieve not one thing for theirselves.
People have to tell a story. In which they succeed.
In this later life, with no Marissa V. And the enigmatic end of an era of Linkin Park.
And no longer need for this theme of "emo". Learning of a better way to make things work
according to the dream! Of living in this world. Accepted amongst similar folks. And some
want to be 2nd generation foreigner who wants to be a redneck, says that, " you cannot be a hero, your ideas cannot work". Knowing all he does is play into the zombie cord of desolation that is frustration. And knowing that he does not reach for a good life or to achieve anything, just expects it to be achieved and when its not, he freaks out. This is all to say, that without proper education and utilization of creativity and talent, we will all fall back to this dark desolation, this frail abyss of mind and these thoughts of numb.
That are anything not like the amazing song of Linkin Park. People of numb try to be amazing as Linkin Park, without the work, morals or effort of emotion and the understanding of pain and struggling and not giving in because that seems like the only option.
But make me make the difference, what is wrong here, with these numb people is that they can never be in the desperate situation of suicide. Because they are no capable of feeling hurt, because they shut their real selves into concentration to be punks for the regime of communism and complete totalitarian views, saying that their mood, should be all for life and for everyone. That they are God. And no one can stand up to them, with their guns, carry laws and tobacco. These wannabe people of " God".
Can never bleed the blood of a human, because they refuse to believe they are human and humane in the first place, but an imaginary God up next to God himself, in fact, they control him with an iron fist in their minds so feeble to present that their mood does not really exist.
Pride over heart?
Heart should be over Pride.
The end.
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