Joho

 Truly, I gotta write the stuff on another platform. Trust and believe; I cannot do a proper retrospective with everything so abbreviated. You know I once wrote to hope to see the women I liked seeing me for who I am but I can never be more than a thing onto them. You know I never see I to I with my mother but at least I can be myself to a degree that is not adhering to a racist stereotype. The sad thing is these people read the blog but never said anything back or rather just went on a full rampage. I feel very deprived of what should have been my life. This is something I have been holding back from saying in 2016. But truly,things need to be said that ultimately cannot be said here.