something to comfort me p1

That when I am punched that maybe I can sleep
but the strange swelling has gotten me real deep
that maybe people will let me rest and heal and have some
empathy but they do not. But when I finally succeed at my task
they have lost. But I have lost too much to recognize it for what it is
so I must continue to rewrite and relive until I can recognize it as that.
And that maybe and just maybe such an abusive atmosphere is never considered
here for anyone ever again.

But that is something to comfort me.