Yes. A Zim.
July;
Work on new version of Graphic Novel with greater detail on things and using the 2by2 comics method.
Start work on Horned and Treats out of inspiration and watch the now canceled Wayans show.
Apply to some colleges again on the same day I started to work on Horned and Treats.
Later July;
Worked on Horned and Treats, Tattorra and France Noodle( in hotel) whilst on a trip up to the north in the Newyork region.
Worked on Black Magic after trip to Newyork.
Worked on Zino Flyboy outline and designed new characters. Worked on Spineworld work. Watched new crown the empire music video.
August;
Worked on promotional materials for Kyeombi.
Three Bridal Affair; Launching 4, Polards, and Jake and the Morphs were to be worked on.
Worked on Horned and Treats.
Colored Bandar Pitt and Chainman and Duster.
Worked on Jake and the Morphs watching the Dragon Prince.
Worked on written outlines for Launching 4.
Worked on written outline for Jake and the Morphs before my birthday.
Worked on Jake and the Morphs, Polards, and Launching 4 on my birthday watching the Dragon Prince.
Colored Horned and Treats on my birthday. Watched Rwby marathon.
Colored Bandar Pitt and Chainman and Duster.
Worked on Caped and Chained.
Girl in high heels help me to reset my password I never intended to use again.
Went to counseling to get disrespected by old dude mocking my graphic design. Friday.
See girl with high heels who helped me reset my password. Friday.
Worked on promotional Kyeombi materials.
Go to the school on Monday and come across the babe counselor who later tired to scam me using my information in the school's database. Go to classes like normal but really much have to ask these people to be placed in their class. By the end of the day the effort is resolved and classes are secured. Listen to Amity Affliction song, " Drag the Lake".
School Schedule;
Dessacrow Academy- Monday Wednesday Government 1;30 to 3;30 pm History 2; 3:30 pm to 4;50 pm.
Non-Dessacrow Academy/ Traune blu/ Sleepy Zoo Academy- Tuesday Thursday; World History at 10;30 am to 11;50 pm.
School Conditions:
Dessacrow Academy; A place that just reopened fully after a flood disabled it for two semesters of the fall 2017 and spring 2018 and the summer 2018 semester which I was not there for. Full of people who are arrogant, socially the worst, socially unkept and aren't the smartest group of people. There are many normal people who don't behave like bad people and have minds about them but you will never see them being out and present in anything much as they realize how toxic everything is. Somewhat milder than spring 2017 in hostility but just as bad. No one sleeps in the main building.
A lot of people think they are smart and are the first people to ever attempt an associates( the highest level community colleges even offer) but aren't clearly and need tons of help to even pass their classes and if not even continue going to school.
Traune Blu/ Sleepy Zoo Academy; A place where people who are likely minorities are basically deceived that they are even prepared for college and not helped by the college to get out of a highschool mentality. Full of people of all races and kinds however but mostly filled with people who literally are ignorant about the world they live in and are closed off from any other culture or lifestyles but their own. Most people after classes are anti social and hostile to a degree that you should not hope to meet anyone here or to get anything but social hostility least you happen upon some of the rare people who like at the other college are normal people yet never will be caught out in any social setting as they know what will happen. A lot of people sleep in the different lounges in the main academic building. Making friends or finding any type of romantic whatever is off the tables because its like highschool, the people are gravely anti social and even when you are nice will return anything nice with alot of hostility. Given the fact that you likely feel better in a familiar surrounding as you also went to this regions highschool and happened upon its community college-you will be greatly hated by all the people at the school least they have a greater understanding of the real world and are alright people which does not happen alot. Most enough people will look at you crazy and try to demean you as the bad guy for breaking their illusion of superiority by speaking to them just because they think that you are a lesser.
To only take one class here this semester; people here aren't prepared at all to even be in these classes especially world history and most people don't have the greatest grades because they suck at english, working on papers and really much don't know when to ask for help and even then the tutor place essentially sucks( experiences from fall 2019). Like with the graphic design classes people here get the lowest of the low quality help and just people who don't tell them the truth but sensationalist truths or just straight up fucking lies and illusions which don't help them prepare for the rest of college but let them fail.
Women met at each school;
Dessacrow Academy;
Counselor girl attendant/scammer underling, Counselor woman who maybe is hot/scammer boss, girl who is with her mother asking for directions, girl who I was instantly into and don't know their name, Venus, emo girl who hated me. (first days)
Government; blond haired girl( the only girl in the class) I believe was called Ashley.
History; small girl with new foster siblings who was not that very cognate which I sat next to, girl who sat above me who was truant most of the the the time. Other side of the class; Victoria, woman with frayed jeans, fashion sense and a son whose name I have forgotten reminds me of another Victoria, maybe there was another girl next to this fat white racist boy who was too fucking cocky for his own good- would have brown hair and be cocky but at least were actually smart, Daisy the indian girl who hated my guts.
Outside of class;
Music Hall; Marcia, Girl who actually liked me enough to be talking of me, brown haired girl who would be with the loud overgrown band kids cliche.
Waiting after class in graphic design building but at the bottom( notes no longer called the administration building by this time showing the power and maybe the ego of the graphic design program there); Christa( the only person I spoke to at first but was later a no show), two dumbasses I wasted time hanging with alongside the even more dumbass divorced privileged army dude who was hurt about his marriage( no he's not a girl but he bitched too much in public and really was a detractor from girls or people of the appropriate age that can in slang be referred to as girls. I had to stop hanging out with these trio of people as they just pushed me the wrong way) and yea those dumbasses liked the Riverdale show which is shit honestly and destroys the origin material in insane fanfiction ways in short, the tall blonde haired girl with the belly showing that was firm, the girl with the chiseled checkbones who was friends with two brown haired dudes waiting for her history class to being, pregnant woman who I saw before in spring 2017 with her boyfriend who was then looking at me in some wonder( and yes the fellow was no where to be seen and I am guessing by her look at how she looked at me and how tired this person looked; things did not go well) and Aurora( who went to another community college branch in cypress creek and maybe the tomball one though the tomball is not likely) who was racist against me and ran off after I said "intelligent words" proving her racial fantasy a myth rather showed more intelligence than her backward ass could even spew ( profane I know)
Graphic design building at the top; racist latina lady who had an interesting face and curvy body who always looked at me mean when at first she was somewhat astonished and then decided to hate me as if some arbitrary implanted social rule instead of getting to know a person (near end of semester), a girl who I sped talked with before she went into the first class in the graphic design hall from the library entrance bridge(at the end of the semester which showed my increased social skill to do so when in the past as in fall 2013 never did so and let imagination get the best of me), on the same day Emarosa came out with new music in November; Allakani who was first nice but then brutally mean( major red flag is that after speaking with her she actually was revealed to have a boyfriend) and girl in red polo( who later would be an ass). Both of those people were sitting out on benches.
Library top floor near cafe; asian girl who grew to like me by the end of spring 2019 ( after class), Diamond (before class), girl who was the friend of the girl in the music hall that liked me.
Main Building; Kate, dumb girl who thought she ought to enlist in military and friend of Venus not so much but an acquaintance, another counselor at the beginning of the semester who was fat with brown hair and got in an old green van that should have been gotten rid of in 2008 due to the carbon accord law that just hated me from afar as I waited( literally making the point to single me out because they secretly liked me and would always be looking at me even when I was so far away that a person would not be looking unless they knew social danger existed; which I did and so was looking at her in caution and not in lust or love).
Classroom Building A bottom; shapely girl who was socially removed though she allowed me to sit with her.
Sleepy Zoo Academy;
World History;
Juliet, Ambur, Aizny ( Ambur's friend)
Outside of World History; the very area in the main building including a bunch of classrooms and benches around the corner.
Juilet's friend on the sky bridge, black muslim girl attractive, Killkani, Killkani's fat faced friend, Britany( on bench), Crystal ( from the nearby highschool)
Across the stairwell near the set of classrooms where World History was and nearest art class room.
Sexy art teacher I caught gazing at me, girl with black hair and her orange haired friend who would look at me, Andreya waving at me, girl in business suit who was interested in me with business group of people( a trio).
Way to the sky bridge nearest the library; Rude couple with girl who was short and with dude was short, single mother with part of her head shaved,
lounge nearest the library; blonde haired girl, asian girl who was kicking her legs up to relax on a couch, latina girl with a blue jacket and nails nearest the window, woman who reacted to Christianity but was taller and shapely, girl with siblings, attractive latina.
in front of the world history class;
Ambur and her friend who got in an accident who had a boyfriend who was also in the accident due to bad driving if you were listening in ( though they did not recognize it)
tall girl who had male friends and another friend that was a girl but smaller than them.
Couple who slept on benches; namely as we are speaking of girls here- a girl who was somewhat friendly at the start but was not later on.
the side nearest the interesting corresponding pictures; benches
Debbie, 26 year woman who was an idiot true and true and so cold faced about everything, girl and her friend who were talking about the girl shaving her hair and the friend getting rainbow hair, tall black haired girl.
the side nearest the interesting corresponding pictures; table and bench area with window.
girl who asked me at table why I was not at home thinking everyone has an access to a car.
girl who hated her mother and had mental issues who was friendly with the history teachers and world history teacher that I made the mistake of even sitting with.
graphic design building; Vanessa and woman with a large behind who was interested in me
library people; asian girl who hated me
trio of friends + asian girl who hated me; brown haired girl who reminded me of a person at the 2013 fall college and her friends, black hair girl, brown haired girl. These people were always studying.
girl who reminded me of childhood friend but skinner and seemingly kinder.
Library people nearest the classroom and library stack for newspapers and adult sex oriented books; black girls who did not like me- a trio.
courtyard people;
girl who gave me a chocolate bar, girl with legs, the latina girls who were friends with the black cop but hated me
Courtyard near food court; girl who was cute with headphones that I decided not to disturb
People waiting at the bottom of the library; brown hair girl with jacket, yellow jacket Latina girl with brother( they both later mocked me when I never did anything to them yet much else say anything)
Outside the Library nearest the entrance to the school;
Girl who later sped off in the car after she thought I liked her just because I was looking her direction and more enough was afraid of a black person. Not strangely enough were hispanic.
Girl who was with mother asking for directions on a rainy day( it just started raining)
top level of library; latina girl with high heels always who was interested in me.
Science building; nearest a class room near the math center
Girl who went to university of houston but failed out two times; you see how conductive an environment a place can be. Girls who did not know what graphic design was and acted as if I was an idiot and frankly were little bratty kids instead of people of college age as they stormed off as if shaking off their small little world being even expanded the slightest treating me as some blabbing idiot
Math Center; attractive black girl, attractive hispanic girl that was tall and in a group tutor.
Math Center hall; short woman who thought I was interested in her, the girl who was disabled from the graphic design class in fall 2017, black girl who hated graphic design basically by how she behaved when I brought it up.
Top of Science Building near the exit of the Science Building's stairs leading to the parking lot.
Asian woman, older white woman, younger white woman and black girl.
The main building below the stairs and nearest it;
girl who fiercely was enthused about me, girl with excessive makeup that liked me, asian lady seated on bench across who hated me greatly
Later and last hall of science; Asian girl and her friend and latina with too much makeup on waiting for her car who was very antisocial and sure of herself working a job that requires actual legal credits to do aka you cannot practice law without certain requirements ( near last person of the semester-many other people who I had been trying to talk to just gave up especially if they were dudes but again this is not the section for that and these dudes were only the tag alongs of girls I spoke to).
September.
Tried to get into the swing of things and very much devised another plan for my creative works to continue.
The counselor and the desk help tried to scam me but I guess someone called them out and they stopped. Would it not be funny if one of the students at the school they mistakened for a dude when they were a girl and the girl threatened them for using the school's information to target them?
Both the counselor and desk help delete their accounts.
Thursday refined plan for Shark on Campus and works and other estranged duties to better ones life. Got angry at a group of people working on a class assignment finding their friendship and commandry fake and forced and I had enough of that since fall 2013.
A Sunday were bull riding was on CBS not long after I gazed angry at a group of people who were just having fun but really a person just was tired of what was just fake friends all over again; Worked on Shark on Campus watching a Netflix show that was not continued and a past spring 2015 anime about a dude becoming astral form or a "ghost' which he actually was not. Worked on Teens vs Witches this night.
Worked on Shark on Campus throughout a week eventually completing it in coloring.
Put the work of Shark on Campus for sale and it never sells anything. People just say "fuck no" whilst they read this blog for free for years before I just gave up and took it down from being sold.
Started work on expanding the group of works I was working on with works like French Fried, Theaters, Launching 4, White Shore and Big Aid Family under the AMK theaters motive. Pretty much only Launching 4 was even continued.
Worked alot on mystery project daily each and every day after each class at both campuses.
Started to work weekly on Mind Games and Shark on Campus.
Worked on Runecasters, Black Magic, Supreme and White Shore after school every day on and off.
October
Worked on MK MZODERN Adventures and new ideas like Eurane Reapers.
Worked on MK MZODERN Nixon land.
Continued weekly work on Mindgames and Shark on Campus.
Worked alot on mystery project daily everyday at each school.
Worked on Black Magic and got it closer to a full story in structure (to this day there are many add ons from this time I forgot that were supposed to go into the story but did not).
Worked on Runecasters, Hyper Thieves and a Runecasters special story.
Talked to Brittany about completing nearly Black Magic even though it was not done; not a real damn was given but whatever.
Worked on Supreme at Dessacrow Academy only.
Worked on Launching 4, White Shore and Big Aid Family.
Made the mistake of showing Launching 4, White Shore and Big Aid Family to Diamond.
November
Worked on new works like Eurane Reapers.
Continued mystery project each and everyday.
Worked on Black Magic.
Did not work on Eurane Reapers as much or Atomic 12 but continued MK MZ Adventures completing it.
Created new MK MZODERN feature for mystery project.
Continued working on Supreme and Runecasters.
Worked on Magma 109 as a feature for the blog.
December
Legendary disaster of texting Diamond watching Danny Phantom as that person was a waste of time and did not need to know their personal connection to the show which was dismissive. " I only watched it as a kid and I don't watch that type of stuff anymore". I mean; there is a way of being nice to a person who just only now can watch the show and was only asking to be friendly and forthcoming with what they were doing but I guess not.
Worked on Magma 109 as a feature for the blog.
Continued and finished the effort of the mystery project in its objectives for that time period.
Worked on Black Magic at the cusp of watching some Turkey land based show and then the Voltron last season eating those magical chocolate chips with the different colored chocolate chips. Used a storyboarding method. Steve Harvey's Family Feud is annoying folks.
Worked on Magma 109.
Was pissed off at how much a social effort I made and how little everyone else made but accept status quos that would never help them in a million years. The thing boomers don't get is that millenials aren't progressive at all when they cannot even regard other people as humans to treat them as the such. No one was asking anyone to do anything much but what you expect of people; for them to even behave properly in the social manner. But they can all but do is just be hostile, target people they don't like and think threaten their bubble reality and ironically go to a place of education to keep misinformation and be bigots. O, I mean if a person is trying to help you out and tell you what graphic design is when you don't know-don't act as if they are a bully for telling you so. The level of dumbass up in the two places, whatever the fuck people could be colored and their level of indignant behavior they were so right for being so wrong just inspired me to go beyond my barriers and my status quo.
I decided when I was just treated bad by my father ontop of all this shit; I would draw 30 comics at one time and that is what I did in just three days following the method from fall 2017 even using the books instead of loose leaf paper which was still a weakness but I had enough time from the end of July to gain enough rotation of an idea called Zino Flyboy to use the 2by2 comics method on it. I mean; you have to think of ideas fast and the only way you can do that is if you have been practicing the ideas in your head for a long time. So the year ended with me working on Zino Flyboy and completing it three days after Christmas. No level of the idiots found at either college for how much anyone could educate them could even do the same. Not just make a plan but engineer one. The level of shit you get giving people opportunities to speak to you when your heart is closed is such a strenuous physical, emotional and mental effort I would only have enough energy at all to do the shit but one more time. Maybe my person was in the next semester or maybe they already were but I was just cockblocked by higher education and the frivolous idiots who cannot but have a daily conversation but think you are going to war with them just by speaking with them.
I like you to consider what would happen if I never spoke to most of these women; oh they would surely just fall to like you and then despise you when they realize they rather stick to their whole closed borders culture. You could never win in fact there was a person called Debbie who I did not speak to at first but they spoke to me only to disrespect me as if I was to harm them as just a black person. But lo and behold it was them who held theirselves back for getting good grades and academic success when logically if they were to make friends with me they could have gotten higher grades if they asked for my help with me have taken the classes they were taking but fuck a person because they are black and you got condescending beliefs towards a people. Greatly the one time a person does not get hung up on a person; they fall into a trap of false opportunity and become to emotional tired to even be receptive of people who actually give a fuck about them. Only if I had been wonder boy for the girl in high heels at the Dessacrow Academy the first week just as I had been for the Allision and the Mariam and the alternative girl in fall 2016 and fall 2017; a person would have found the one. But yet a system breaks you so you don't trust having such an interest in a person but just try to be friendly with people to understand their character and get to know them. Yet so many people are just not receptive and so caught up in a game everyone knows they will lose.
Check it; everyone likes when white people date any fucking person on the sun but when people of color do it and they date everyone of any color its time to be hateful. I find it funny that so many people thought they were going to be successful when they could not even put any work into anything original for theirselves or even to do well in school and also seem to think that society of higher education carries about their romantic relationships when they are people of color. Outside and in public from the schools people demonize people of color and their relationships. You think its better in schools outside the bubble mentality of people and their highschool mentalities? No, the schools only celebrate when some white person marries a person of color to bring them "civility". To be said the 2by2 comic method was a means of great rebellion against of what is just wrong. The closedmindness and the people of color failing in these two schools and then asking why they failed when they think they are so innocent when they treat people indifferently in general. I am to say many people grow complacent and distant from treating even other people of color even well so at the end of the day when social mishap happens; you should not give a damn about these people of color when all they can do is add malice and destruction and put down people. Because really enough; even as a person of color you cannot reason with them let alone even speak to them. I rather speak to some white people rather than ever again speak to early 20s people from that Sleepy Zoo Academy where all they did was sleep and be anti social assholes and idiots.
I don't think many people notice the rule of the world; what you put out is what you get. You don't get far in life making enemies of people who otherwise would not bother you and/or help you. You don't get far in any career either by distancing yourself from treating people like people. You cannot just expect people to respect your antisocial behavior and give you a promotion when all you do is be rude and do shit that berates people if not mocks them from not being apart of your circle to even communicate well in tasks for a job. Lowkey; these schools are just meant to allow people to fail and well you can also include white people as well as they just allow the bigots to run free as much as they don't actually help people of color who are actually in need but throw shitty resources, training equipment and computer equipment at them.
To be said again at the end of the year of 2018 worked on Zino Flyboy as a means of rebellion. That is a large point. Not the happiest Christmas in reality in how much you did work through what was a holiday.
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