Fuck that school!

 Ah, many go to college with grand social expectations. That they will find someone to love or have the countless romantic partners or one and that they will find friends that will last a long time. For a great deal of reasons, these things will never occur for many people. Because colleges are corrupt estates. Whilst many people have these ideals; many colleges only support that only some people can reach these ideas. It would be a lie to say that colleges don't contribute anything to a social environment and thus do not influence students to behave in a certain way. Many colleges do not influence a good atmosphere but allow deep predujice, misinformation about jobs, careers and healthy life expectations and racism to greatly occur. You honestly think that you are going to have a happy life after college just because you get a job in something you majored in? The chances are is that you aren't because college is just a gambit to close off the ability for people to think for theirselves what they should actually be doing for theirselves. 

Brainwashed that the only way you are going to be happy is if you get an engineering degree, an engineering job,  and engineering debt to make sure you stay to that job. This is a means of control and along this control colleges do like to mix in discrimination against people who don't become engineers and people they assume have a hard time becoming them aka people of color. A heavy great sum of elitism you are to think of yourself from getting this education but this is only so you value the education in an unhealthy manner to trap you into being one thing and one person who ultimately is unhappy, racist, unfriendly and cannot consider an alternate path of living but thinks the golden road for success for everyone is engineering. Yet; all the while you believe these things in actuality you push many people away, opportunities away for growth, understanding, job opportunities and  view yourself to an unhealthy level of ego that is unrealistic and puts you always over people so that reality is always distant from you. 

You will find it so hard to seperate yourself from this identity that has been crafted for you because you were endoctrinated to believe this was all that could ever be in your life for success. You will find it so hard to reinvent yourself especially career wise when you cannot think for yourself and are too scared to do so. Forever trapped in a prison and being controlled in how you think, which people are good enough, what you can explore and what you even can do with your free time because of garnered perceptions you have been bombarded with in your education. Brainwashed so that you can never appreciate anything but your own path which is really just one experience out of many of the earth. Never can you find appreciation really for artists, actors, politicians, doctors or anyone else. Everything has to be self vain around engineering making you a person who is just a piece of shit. Especially when you will go around assuming the worst about people because of their professions and skin colors.

To be said; colleges don't aspire great things but just null and void any great experience for a lot of people whilst they mindwashed a great group of people to be the prior. Whilst we would like to believe colleges foster romances and friendships and things of that nature; they don't.  It just appears that they do when alot of people can be mindwashed to close their barriers of association to those of the prior elitist mindset and just force theirselves to be with people they actually don't belong with. These aren't real relationships at all but cruel instances of colleges getting off on a fantasy and making real life people suffer for it.

In reality real friendships and romances are formed when people don't consider their role inside a college's innerworking fantasy but view people as real people and not "opportunities" to fulfill Big Brother's wish or whatever they have been endoctrinated to believe. The whole endoctrination scene that literally is not central to engineering students but any student of any program is antithesis to people creating real friendships and romances. Certainly its hard to create any friends when everyone looks down on art and even worse when an art program makes up lies essentially about art just to have a "fancy smancy curriculum". Oh, its hard to be romantic with people who are endoctrinated by the school to hate black people, loathe their existence, curse them out and slur at them in their own community that is being gentrified and seriously think that black people have to be subservient to a fantasy that they have to prove their worth by being of "acceptable fields of job ambitions". O,  imagine just being an artist with your own plans and goals in life and seeing some attractive girl and you go to speak to them and they mock you and your work and seem to think art is just for kids. Praising the hard program of engineering for what blessings it will bring them but being anything of good people. This type of mentality is what not belittles people who actually have legitimate plans to do something in society but also belittles real self independent thinking and the ability to bring plans into reality. It all belittles art just to preserve the "integrity " of something a person went in not because of free will or any real plans to help out society but because they were endoctrinated to. 

The end; its the most ugly shit you can come across in higher education and yes proves that just because you are in higher education does not mean you know shit despite being in engineering. The mental complexity of the person you spoke to is like an obedient child who is lied to and has no respect or concept that all jobs are valid. Would an artist who becomes a creator of a show later on in their life due to their own free will, completion of school and thinking for theirselves later even try to be bothered with people of the such? No, they will be completely be written off in one of their shows. Imagine belittling yourself just to please an idiot that they are right? This is the unwritten and yes appraised standard in higher education and its completely at odds with higher education. How about learning what a job is about instead of degrading it in some fantasy because of toxic goals and faux devotion to something that if a person won tons of money; they surely would be doing it. Higher education cannot even do this but say STEM good-art bad and literally this is why it does not foster good relationships or even good education.  You won't be friends with this person who cursed out your profession you aim to be, childishly thinking theirs is better shallowly just because "others said so" and peer pressure from " friends and family". So many people miss out on real family and people who will actually accept them for who they are just by being closed minded idiots who don't know how much a turn off their shallow behavior is.

You can find that a person would try to talk to women who they like just upon attraction alone but just be mocked, not taken seriously, treated evilly, disrespected and just the whole range of immorality bestowed upon them. Its to be said so few people a person would actually talk to in this environment would even be accepting of them and openly non problematic. But yet you then have this mob element of people living in an echo chamber believing its their business to write off what is vital to the world and movies and entertainment and try to destroy " the creative industries" because they are too shallow and too weak to work in them. Its this type of ego that is not productive for higher education but yet to control people who must force them into the olde engineering, false art and shallow trap of education so schools just allow tons of misinformation and engage people to bully others for what they can never do and which is no one's else business. I mean its your business if you want to be an unintelligible cringey idiot who is also an immoral individual but not anyone should be the such. Its to be said that education completely says that art is crap and there is no way of " it being productive" as with higher education or anything at all. Yet everyone in higher education watches movies, animes, commercials, uses products with graphic design and watch tv shows and are a bunch of hypocrites. There is a way of being productive with art and still staying in school but you aren't ever going to find that from a place that doubts art in the first place. To be said colleges endear tons of hatred against many people who embraces art and encourage bullying and ostracization. To be clear if you ever did meet a woman who was accepting of your art; she would likely just be prone to doubt you because of all of whatever else believes and give into bad peer pressure. In such the relationship would never last and they would just become apart of the fierce mob. I would say few people would not give into this misinformation but let me tell you; when you have a college feeding into lies-the whole gambit of it providing higher education is a total myth. It is just a place of mental poison and elitism.

I'd like to explain my graph in detail but that will be done at a later date and time. But foremost; there is alot of potential that is just up and wasted  in the social element and truly for discrimination and elitism there is only a small range of potential social advents you can have. Truly you have expectations and the longer you exist within higher education you gain the more chance of escaping these restrictions which is why the area of restrictions is opened. Surely though as you go further in time you have the least chance as well for you to continue to be able to try and have a "social experience" or have social potentials as eventually a person will either complete college or stop schooling. Of course when you graduate college the chance of having social experiences there as you would have as a student there just starting out; go down to zero. A false romantic dream would be the instance you come across a person who logically can be for but for all their devices are completely unpleasant like the woman in the example prior. These advents bubble on the both sides of what can be possible( hindered by discrimination) as you can always have the potential to get through to this mislearned person or happen misfortunately to end up  with them with this showing in the boundary of what can occur and else you can have a great falling out with this person which means whatever could have been is just out in the bounds of what is held back because of discrimination. Would they be more civil if not granted they were so misinformed and proud at being so and you two would get along? There is that great possibility and yes; a hinderance removed is what the bubble outside of the possibility boundary means.

 A reality where this person is nice and you can even talk them to continue anything worthwhile of friends, acquintances (misspelled), lovers and anything but complete and utter enemies. To be said bad utility does not exist just without the boundary but also within the boundary and therein you get the worst things of immorality imagined; deep corrupt shit that you have to navigate away from. This could be simply many things you are never aware of in your social surrounding but does happen and in the end of the day does affect you. Maybe something terrible happens to a good person who would have been great for you? What if then? These things in reality do of course happen and greatly in this situation blame to the college can be pointed square at them. Next;  Actual social gain and Real Romantic gain are basically all a person can actually gain in the place of college when you have discrimination and  deep corrupt shit happening. A represents the space left after you take into account the many bad things you don't know that happen; deep corrupt shit as  people realize their potential and push against discrimination denoted by A being nearest the boundary of discrimination. Also why fake romantic dreams are both in and outside of the boundary as it is a conceptual fight in concept, conceptual fight between two parties ( you could be hispanic and the girl who you talk to is a Trumper) who can come into agreement and also a possibility that fairness will prevail to grant the oppressed a fair shot at social success for whatever form that takes( friend, lover and/or other not enemy). Real Romantic gain stands to be nearest and fighting against Deep Corrupt Shit for how it destroys chances with perfect and ideal social candidates.

 This all to be said; I am tried of a place that is just a hive of misinformation and yes people aren't just one thing as some other people are just trapped being engineers and nothing more. Yes, folks its possible for artists  to be other things as well as being artists and I am to say; I want to put more tact into what I write next. It won't be easy to follow for those who cannot pay attention but concepts need to be explained as they truly are.