There in the recess of the mind.

There never and ever is there
a good way
to tell you
you never cared about me
you just knew of you and just the fear in you
can it be true? You a human, no
you are a fucking monster and
done and did what you did
done and did what you say
you are a monster

Oh, for all it could be
you never cared about me.

Oh, only to eat away at my memories
my personality of ever being a fixed
person and not your delusion
in the recess there in your mind
you unkind fuck
go cast your luck
on something that digs you ditches
and you thought those ditches you started would
bring you gold
you keep searching attacking innocent
thinking you are innocent
but for the benefit, you are gone
and dead and so.
No, you wake up one day in the " goldfields" of life
with several deep holes
find your body!
scared and ashamed
like a crazy ditch dirty fool
sum looking tool
with no pan of gold
for where you thought was an el dorado!
Fuck you, eating away at my memories
you never have any courage to make any real
ones as an actual living motherfucking person'
YOU LIVIN A LIE
O, innocent to you die
O, surely you aren't with those
blades for teeth
and poison snakes underneath your dress and any clothes you wear
you fucking abomination.