Recently; Been really hard.

Its been really hard to continue to progress on the fall 2016 ideas. I mean, you realize that the world is so much complicated than what you make it because for one thing-it is like magic to realize certain things. Secondarily, its like magic to realize anything of the inherent past which was lost. So many hopes and dreams you can not easily be excited about because the dangers that prevent them still exist. Always having to be careful about what decisions you make and how to not be time consuming yet you waste time on people and yet women who don't matter or will ever care any complex anything but just anything that barely mundane is instantly complex to utterly childish people. People who don't live for theirselves, do for theirselves or have any plans for theirselves. To realize you are speaking with idiots is so hard when you try to be so nice to see these people as not idiots. But idiots are idiots and strife is strife and that cannot be ignored. I won't ignore that the journey to ideal ideas, is very hard when everyday you could go out and meet someone who just jeopardizes all your plans and attempts their best to shit on your efforts and goals and even image and they have not even known you for two seconds. That is how brutally people have no cultural understanding of hardwork, time commitment or even what art is. If people have to suggest to you anything in what anyone has to do to generally succeed and you think its a joke, ha on you because you are a fucking idiot.

This is the truth and to say this, you are not on the same level as them so you should expect people to take up with your bullshit and you go basically nowhere. Yet, whilst one can try to shape a public image, should they when everyone is lacking the humanity to be civil and mind their own business anyway. Seeking to demonize people's works because "that is not their lazy way of life". If people tell you they do something and have done it, there is your answer and if you ever suppose they aren't and try to degrade them on that-you propose your role too highly. There is something like being too childish to recognize that things are never done in a rude and yet offsetting manner where you bring attention upon yourself and your faults. I ergo say, many "adults" act like they are not mature. They deem they can control the world and people by the means of what they do and accept. When surely the means they do and accept are on privilege and the most minimal things. People literally want to be taking two classes and working at some low rate bar telling you they are better than you when no one ever brought up the issue. If you have to make drama because people tell you they make art, you are uncivilized, childish and lacking the themes of success. Cannot place yourself to respect anything but to move your poorly mannered and upbrought self in vengeance of other's works and crafts.

I will tell you that the public perception of art in general and people's lack to be able to "equalize" and not frolic on the ground for shit to build up their ego smiling at you with shit on their face-makes it so hard to tolerate people in general. Especially when you know certain people just raise their children to be anything that is not for the betterment of society but a constant degradation.

However if I was truly to revive the fall 2016 ideals, all obstacles and layers of it at least four layers over four years would have to be covered. Yet, that would be a story in which people would have to know later happenings and I have not told the story but up to 2018 generally of mine for anything to make sense. I have not included an all together context of why things would be hard if year after year, all you meet are people who want your defeat but I soon will be able to do that sooner if not later. Of course such a depth would end the need for any more subject matter to cover the fall 2016. A comprehensive analysis it would be to do this advent and tell of all the obstacles and how much over time, never do the obstacles end no matter which or what stance you can ever peg to take. One could say," its been really hard."

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