Back in 2013; Why you should drop that new years eve resolution nonsense.

Back in 2013 made some plans for 2020. And you know what they were?
Something along the lines of having created all the works of my comic endeavor, Kyeombi was the goal.Of course I actually did that by 2019 before it was to end. So I beat the plan by one year.

And what is more, is that I created all sort of new comic brand ideas along the way-that being Krushre, Fog comics, Bunker and Dead Arthur comics. Its like I went to the very beyonds of my limits that were only set one goal. I would never had made it however folks, if I never dropped out of that one college I first went to in 2013 by 2014. I am to tell you-you don't need to be living amongst the creatures and whores of the night. You don't. You need to be living with real people. You need to be focusing on yourself. Improving yourself and not letting anyone get in the way of your goals. You might need some social skills and for them to improve but don't go out of your way to communicate with people who don't have any intention of behaving like people do or have for much of the modern era. That it took me awhile to learn folks but anyways-the best thing to do with reaching goals is to have a plan foremost and people who are and who are not included in these plans. Who is not included in these plans, people who slow or destroy your efforts and people with certain vulnerabilities that make them a volatile and destructive people.

You ultimately as well got to distance yourself from alot of promoted nonsense from society. In my time since 2014, I had to grapple with the fact that a person really does not need education just whatever is within or the potential to learn there but when you stand to gain nothing from a tiresome curriculum-there is no point to education but a means of a credible status so you make more money than others. I mean of course, you might just be shooting yourself in the foot thinking you are worth more when you can do more. So I really promoted for myself, actually learning things and learning things that would help me in life. That being how to create comics. I spent a great deal of time making developments and progress to further my goal of creating comics by self learning. It was a great deal of being alone in a pit and it is not today but it is still alone. Yet I equate that society and its means of "proper education" can never really at all get you the fulfillment you can gain yourself. There is no comic book degree pals, yet. I might be the one to make that a thing, however but that for later. Even so if there existed a comic book degree, it would not be certain to get you to where you got to go. You just have to use education to your advantage-to actually have the power of knowledge that comes with the credit and not pretend as if you know anything to be a burden to others who have the "same skill set" by their associates or bachelors or whatever.

I will tell you there is more I had to grapple with. How racism still exists and women in dating are the largest perpetrators of it. I will tell you as more time goes on how you find more people who hate you for the color of your skin and if anything have less than appropriate sexual ideas about you that are not nice and if anything quiet evil. I will not readily assume that racism is gone but when you have people being double crossing, misleading and threatening because of what they perceive of you and you are not even into them-there is no doubt that it still exists. And while people paint white men as the benefactors of racism. No, all the colored and not colored people who profit off the black/hispanic identity basically profit off racist ideas and are unchallenged and if not promoted by the people they rip off culture from.  I don't think people have known this-but all women of any color are capable of having a large ass and no Kim Kardashian did not invent the large ass when she term by term" broke the internet" which is often portrayed in some corners of the internet by Kendra Lust, no-people like Kim Kardashian just love profiting off an identity they perceive solely as "black". They think they are it. This has become a massive problem no one ever has spoken of. Everyone seems to think the black women identity is this trashy or overt pampered thing and really people find it the permission to act their worst because they think  it is "it". People don't have a fucking clue. Some people see the fake people and just want to distance theirselves from "so called black people" and really just want to urge the most ardent hate they can conquer in their contrite souls that no one would care unless they did not come up to you with literal guns in your face. Trying to project their issues onto you because you happen to be black or colored or trying to be the "it". I tell you, the most cringey thing that existed in the past decade was how everyone thought because of little smart phones they were atop of the world and they could use these slang terms as if they were fucking colored people! If you ever watch that show Growish, it is the most ardent example of people even being colored using slang that really is so bothersome in its really appeal to make you look like a pampered advanced ghetto idiot. One of those people who wear all the cool stuff and cool things and yet act up in class or just don't do good in anything at all but cause trouble. I mean, people hated these people who acted up in class and yet by the end of 2010s it was okay to intimate them. The real bothersome tennant of this nature confounds you to no limits when you actually lived in a place where people talked in a similar yet less pop culture way and could not ever be helped to get any opportunities or courage to better theirselves.  Seriously, yet to many people like those behind Kim Kardashian- being like that of a person with opportunity is just a flavor of style and rhythm of life to intimate. Sick.

O, I had to grapple alot with the hatred education inspires to people who are not idiots or indoctrinated by a false belief in life, destiny, love or power. Such an education system I was in would like to paint ideas of false gods of people and if you ever had the common sense and real essence of ever living a life to say, " that is not how the story goes". People would retaliate and retaliate and see that the web of a corrupt influence is rather large and only gets worse over time unless you offer your voice to eventually silence people. Who are so afraid by the end of their chase to retaliate against you  which essentially lasts 5 to 6 years after 2013 for you ever saying," this is not the way life is and its unrealistic and immoral"; that they tremble in their boots and finally leave you alone by the late 2019 era. When they see your plans work and you got somewhere and they went no where causing after you and trying their best to make things miserable for you. I say to many people that courage is the only weapon you need to strike down oppression and even if people chase you and come for your life, more courage and the continuation of it to thrive against them eventually cuts them down like wheats you can then eat for breakfast. I ate everyone of those brainwashed bastards who tried to bully me in front of me or behind me or with the assistance of the mighty powers that be in education. Or rather get teachers to be on their sides and treat me in a generally biased mannerism they would ever refuse to acknowledge because of their highly important indoctrinated and wrong way of life. It was a long fight to finally get rid of the people who conspired against you greatly and convinced others to do the same in their hype of you as a "special person" or antagonist.

 I guess people still today don't know what real black people or colored folk who are free willed ever are and not these robots just fitting in with everything because everyone else is doing it. Even in 2017, so easy was a mob to form against any sum of real morals or a person just minding their fucking business on a bench drawing for this site, MK MZODERN. Even no matter how much an effort people put up to hate which really was a waste of their time and effort indeed to even create anything for theirselves at a college or community college-it goes no where and no matter how much hype people put behind a world war three, it will never become for the similar reason of how futile the easy to hate mantra and mindset is in real reality. It is the evasion of goals and self respect, its a self appointed role to grant yourself the largest pity party under a faulty gaze of heroism which is nothing but terrorism.Eventually you can believe the lie of your worth behind these ideas but its a just a blockade of logic or real logical and self realization that what you do deprives people of their freedom of speech, freedom of space and rights to interact in a peaceful and welcoming atmosphere if not their basic human rights. To say tries to make them lesser but no one will ever be lesser for a person who cannot even see how much lesser they make theirselves and minds off to be. Like retards people like to still walk today even when they have fully functioning minds. In truth, no one gains jack shit making theirselves a retard and thinking a person is out for you in hots, blood, or your woman or women by their skin color. The person will eventually just move on and with the experience of knowing people who are mob related are still out to ensure that they close doors and opportunities for people of certain lesser minded ideas if ever they vote or come to any standard of power. You, people who make people your enemy off their race are wasting your time and making enemies out of people who are more people than you can ever be. Because they use their fucking brain as it is intended to be by a certain maker. They don't find excuses to deprive people of their space and sanity or attack them just because they'll think it will bring them power. No, they eventually move on, find justice and even the score and that simply means closing opportunities for people who obviously are hostile people.

If that does not saying anything. The following does.

I had to grapple with the sense of people being the idiots of the world and wishing for all the means to burn it down just because you exist in the way they wish you did not because you prove they live a life in a cave looking at false fictional images as the sum of reality. Trying their best to make this fake reality real that in all honesty, these people go nowhere. And even if by privilege they land a job no one who worked harder than them gets, they still go nowhere because they learn nothing at all and depend on others to teach them. Society likes to say idiots of one shade are right and wrong and one shade of idiot pretending blackness or hispanic heritage is right and a victim but both breed of idiots in a fucked up and utterly racist and self destruction promoting education cycle are not what you should aspire to. No, you should aspire to not listen to racist and self defeating dream ending banter of mindwashing. You should not join everyone in their evil because "evil" is what wins in the "real world". You should not give up on yourself and your dreams. No, and if living a life of evil and no dreams-you should walk away and start living. Should not let the compelling argument of money lifestyle and money driven pressures and misguides intentions of education run your life. No, you should learn what helps and do what does help and that is not being an evil twat who does not give people the time and place nor respect to space from your inquiry on "their worth". You should not see people as dollar bill signs or hold these wild grudges on them because they dare be real people.

I have met my fair-no overt limit of oppression, disrespect and hatred by just who I am and what I aim to do or just by my appearance at all to say that society dictates nothing but cages for the gullible to fall in and die.  You can believe a self pity story but no one is making you believe it. There is always hope. There is always a dream and always a good journey to reaching that dream. You got to take some steps of courage, faith and self preservation to reach your dreams. And that means reaching advents that will actually help you succeed. Education is but a tool and if anyone tries to direct you anything of what you mean for anything as person, you should dump all of that because it does not matter especially and when it is negative, evil and against you.People need education, you just need to find the right kind to get you to a place where you can live your life true and true. But dump the bad people, the bad notions of society forementioned I myself have come across or be wary of them and stop for the love of christ making dumb new years eve resolutions which are really meant for people who want to give lip service to their plus one on news years eve and nothing more.
If I am to say it, a person does not get one year( with several other projects along the way even being considered) before a designated goal is to actually in their plans to be completed by falling for the nuances of promoted pop culture life and whatever norms pushed out at every angle and edge, a person has to go to gain any shred of accomplishment in life. They don't. I hope this perspective of the last decade will help you realize how greatly a new years resolution is just another means of societal control that you really need to opt from if you really want to be successful.



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