Very bad women

 I don't think people realize that this is the last age of that fall 2013 before these women forget everything and settle into the everyday motions of their life. Forgetting me completely as anyone but a figment and a reason to be utterly racist and pathetic. Probably going to use me as their wing one liner," i almost dated a black man" they are going to say this when their daughter dates a person of color and smiles at them with this bullshit and nonsense. To which they never even truly acknowledged me as the such of a romantic anything but pretended to give a fuck because they want to be apart lebensborn program 2 to make the diverse baby to which the child in their eyes will always be a failure. I am not going to give these people that option of forgetting and then coming back onto me as that figment. No, you will bare the consequences by a constant reminder. You will never rewrite what you did as a matter of the motions of life, you sick freaks. People don't understand the finality of death and there are many peers who died preventable deaths but yet they don't understand that going off into the sunset like this is a death itself. To relinquish control to a figment of  imagination of how things will work!!! They don't understand they will not always be young and that literally it's their fault if they live with regrets and you never get to speak to a certain person ever again. Hmm, it sucks but I will not even let you have that. You get to go past thinking you are good.No, you must know you are bad.