Feeling it.

Just been feeling burned lately.
Waste time being indulged in bothersome abusive conflicts.
Finding that it hard to find the 'real' and hang onto it.
Notice how many people hate to make a connection and realize
they are creeps and its  not a fault you  want to live with  people
and not robots with phones connected to their hands.  People who
can recognize their feelings 100% and not show it and then try
to lure and kill you with bats behind their backs in a dark alley way.
Yet in finding these people you got to go through mines that explode
over you from the ground up making it hard to talk to people without
feeling as if you are using them to get back at people nearby.Realizing you
live by  civility and a moral code and won't hasten to  be so deceiving
demon who does not truly care about anyone but theirselves and  getting
back  at people who do them wrong to  the expense of others and their
genuine feelings. A civil code is one to live by when many don't have
any concept nor form...just been feeling burned lately.

I  have payed too much attention to the past in the aspect of  not caring about the  present.
But that is  time to change.