Flashback; when people are rude.
One time- I took some time out of my day to speak to a girl.
I had been speaking to girls for two years. Trying to escape from the myth
of being trapped by those in the past whom there was no future true with.
These particular individuals were special to note their disinterest later even
when they were interested in the start. Seemingly you to say; you cannot
invest in people who are in a cult! A cult frame of mind that there is one way to
live and that everyone is a villain who is not of this superficial manner.
You are comfortable with poverty. War, strife and hidden conflicts no one
is ever willing to acknowledge but to acknowledge the victims use for slave
trade of sort in modern day, modern day sharecropping and tenant farming~
and acknowledge them as trash and inferiors. You are comfortable with images of hate
and with the media entrap the world in this hatred faith in which no is free from.
The reason why Twitter is the downfall of the internet is because it records this hatred
moment by moment and is the true bastardization of any story of hearth by cultures real
of story and hearth and not plain out savagery and violence and misconstrued notions of society.
Misconstrued notions of society that continue to this day.
You are comfortable with your religion and belief of one singular race world.
One world where you marry this cute and pride bearing-well adjusted and well looking individual of your one race. Never considering that ultimately you have no real chance of meeting or being alone with such individual when you are (1) superficial (2) lack any insight (3) lack social skills and social experience to know that such an individual will never accept you. You are fake-such a person who is tolerable of your temperament of race bearings; would say that you are not of the qualities enough to surround their ideal of their ideal person of their race. You in your question and fixation on people who are of your race and yet of character to treat you well is laughable as it is not the merits of the appearance that should ultimately matter but the inner character. Which you lack yourself to a certain degree. A people are not confined by skin nor of their unity character because such conversations and such ideals are just the communications of devils of wish hatred and fire upon the world. Never to reach for anything that is well and good and never to reach for anything that is not superficial and repulsed by the real. Your fixation in question is ultimately a waste of time because no one will ever meet you in the valley of self hate that you find yourself and meet you in. If you do meet someone of your preferences you will just be bastardized beyond recognition and like it because you think you have found the one but you have not at all and in any manner. You will die in every means and when you rid yourself of their image and their "blessings" of what you wanted~ life will truly be in a standstill of death. A standstill of death in which individuals. You once knew and that individuals you have passed over will be direct to have happiness and better fulfilled lives than you. Or lives to be exact and in your crisis of realizing your death-all fixation on this individual ends and yes you will know that you screwed up what could have been yours. People who truly appreciate you and people who truly like you. People who truly are not fools to believe there is only importance on the outside but the importance on the inside. And to treat people well so they can foster their dreams and goals without an abundance of unwanted children or worry of any sort. But they will be gone and you will be stuck dying with a person who does not really give a damn about you. That is what your dream marriage becomes when people are people. And not items of a race filled dream. That is just a figment of hatred inside you to rob you of any common sense or any dignity to state what you do and do not want and who and who you do not want to be with. With pride or might or anything of such.
I have sat with a certain latina on a bench; the conversation seemed good at first. On this bench; some would have said it was great. But yet try to communicate and keep up friendships with this individual. They ultimately are incapable of returning anything even if they look like they are interested they are just interested in playing a game. A using people as an obstacle because they are not good looking enough nor of the race that they like or want to be with. Or rather to say they would want to be with you with all your favorable inside traits but hate you for your skin. So embarrassed that they "tagged" such a fellow along that when they see you-their first response is to run. The answer of what that is just rude and significantly a waste of a person's time. No one would say anything to you if they knew you were incapable of saying anything back and are truly deceitful.
That all these times and yes time on that bench when you said first, " I'll see you later"-were just lies.
Because really that " I'll see you later" was just a signal that you hoped people would read" see you never". But no one is God and no is a Magician to read your mind. Such thievery of notions of right in your smile and fright as you embarrassed run away. But its not right when the individual feels sick to their stomach they even touched near such a child and individual ungrown. There are teenagers who are more socialized than you and even children but yet no one in their right mind would date either! No one would basically date you ; a child or you-a teenager. You cast your lot and this what you got. Thinking that you were superior. When you weren't and not. Have you even got the level of credits to even speak as if you know of a place throughout its time? You know this place of ending and being successful and ultimately able to do something better for yourself financially and noticeably?Yet not drowning of debt? You got it all figured out? Yet you do not and certainly you mock people who are older than you and their successes by acting as if they do not know what it is you are doing. Want to act as if they have never been looking at anyone besides you and that they theirselves were not the similar to your way of enlightened ethic to avoid the ethics of reality to shine true and that your ideals of your romantic future are just but items of hate that carry no ounce of love within.
Yet you are not of a cult but you are of hatred for true love. Love is not just going to happen in any form you want it to appear. This superficial nature of an individual who does not exist. If people were to not exist as they are; there would be no world. But the delusion of people who think they know the world but there is nothing in their ideal of the world that is anything of substance or anything but hatred. Hatred grasped as reality to try and replace the real but no. No, even if people are so hate bearing they cannot look people in the eye and even communicate with them when they make such an effort to do so; it does not exist. And will never exist to replace the real. Then what of the real world of all the rocks and all the flesh; if people were truly to read into the matters of being fake and these illusions that pride bearing institutions of cult nature, people of a racially needing crude nature and individuals of an intolerable nature~ would we even need to exist or would the physical world would even need to exist? The answer is no, these people have found all the answer of life in their delusions and make the world truly dark when their short optimistic fall short of their provinced goals and fall into darkness and despair darker than the world itself in which they never get up ever again. You have found the answer in all of your moments and all your ideals of hatred and superiority and that you have the power! You are this pride and others are not. The world would not need to exist if everything was so certain as they make it seem. Nothing in life is ever that certain in which a man or woman is god to ignore the rest of reality or rather the aspects of reality proving their plans only powered by privilege, powered by immoral ego and yet ingratitude for the true nature of the world. So certain they know it from the small ech and speck they are on the planet. So minuscule; to believe that you are already made in life when you are so far from any values of upstanding morals and of the truth. So sure that you would rather live in a faulty visualization of the world than actually understand the world. Touch the real world and know that it exists. Feel the real world and know that it exists. But when you think you have the world in the palm of your hand and that you know reality as only as you can see in your guise of comfort to hate and of privilege, yes know that; the world would need not exist if everything in life where to be mandated completed all by certain individuals and other individuals never able to confirm or complete anything they want because of the ones who mandate that they are god and all and that of their purpose in life is solely fabricated, meant and divined and created in the most needy and superficial yet immoral manners! But to say no; life does not exist for the fact that people are never to be sure of their destiny and that people in their place in the world are ultimately not given by their sole selfish need to be God and more. But by their willingness to be people and good people at that. Interacting with the real world and not the made up one where they have no ability to be anything by immorally lazy and come up to consequence of actions and ideals and envisionments so quickly and so hazardly as to hurt as many people as possible. They want to see certain people as criminals and endangering them because they want to be romanticized heroes. Killing them because they want some aspect of danger and some aspect of them being criminal.
But my friend when you turn your back on people who have gone out of their way to communicate with you citing concerns for your future and unwilling to communicate them truly that you do not like them or wish to be with them. When you have gone out of the way of what is sociable and communicated well to be proper in this society yet any really~and try to romanticize and validate it in your immoral state, coward estate and thinking you know better than them. Try to realize you are not a hero. But a criminal. Stealing people's time out of your self conflict of not properly telling them you do not feel as you should be speaking to them because they ruin your chance of that individual you want! Of the race you want. But yet you would be racist. Yet you would not be cool and yet you would not feel any better about yourself being outed as this villain. You truly are. Wasting people's time. Making them think they are okay with you but at the first chance of seeing them outside the loop of events you take up with-you turn your back on them.
I had been speaking to girls for two years. Trying to escape from the myth
of being trapped by those in the past whom there was no future true with.
These particular individuals were special to note their disinterest later even
when they were interested in the start. Seemingly you to say; you cannot
invest in people who are in a cult! A cult frame of mind that there is one way to
live and that everyone is a villain who is not of this superficial manner.
You are comfortable with poverty. War, strife and hidden conflicts no one
is ever willing to acknowledge but to acknowledge the victims use for slave
trade of sort in modern day, modern day sharecropping and tenant farming~
and acknowledge them as trash and inferiors. You are comfortable with images of hate
and with the media entrap the world in this hatred faith in which no is free from.
The reason why Twitter is the downfall of the internet is because it records this hatred
moment by moment and is the true bastardization of any story of hearth by cultures real
of story and hearth and not plain out savagery and violence and misconstrued notions of society.
Misconstrued notions of society that continue to this day.
You are comfortable with your religion and belief of one singular race world.
One world where you marry this cute and pride bearing-well adjusted and well looking individual of your one race. Never considering that ultimately you have no real chance of meeting or being alone with such individual when you are (1) superficial (2) lack any insight (3) lack social skills and social experience to know that such an individual will never accept you. You are fake-such a person who is tolerable of your temperament of race bearings; would say that you are not of the qualities enough to surround their ideal of their ideal person of their race. You in your question and fixation on people who are of your race and yet of character to treat you well is laughable as it is not the merits of the appearance that should ultimately matter but the inner character. Which you lack yourself to a certain degree. A people are not confined by skin nor of their unity character because such conversations and such ideals are just the communications of devils of wish hatred and fire upon the world. Never to reach for anything that is well and good and never to reach for anything that is not superficial and repulsed by the real. Your fixation in question is ultimately a waste of time because no one will ever meet you in the valley of self hate that you find yourself and meet you in. If you do meet someone of your preferences you will just be bastardized beyond recognition and like it because you think you have found the one but you have not at all and in any manner. You will die in every means and when you rid yourself of their image and their "blessings" of what you wanted~ life will truly be in a standstill of death. A standstill of death in which individuals. You once knew and that individuals you have passed over will be direct to have happiness and better fulfilled lives than you. Or lives to be exact and in your crisis of realizing your death-all fixation on this individual ends and yes you will know that you screwed up what could have been yours. People who truly appreciate you and people who truly like you. People who truly are not fools to believe there is only importance on the outside but the importance on the inside. And to treat people well so they can foster their dreams and goals without an abundance of unwanted children or worry of any sort. But they will be gone and you will be stuck dying with a person who does not really give a damn about you. That is what your dream marriage becomes when people are people. And not items of a race filled dream. That is just a figment of hatred inside you to rob you of any common sense or any dignity to state what you do and do not want and who and who you do not want to be with. With pride or might or anything of such.
I have sat with a certain latina on a bench; the conversation seemed good at first. On this bench; some would have said it was great. But yet try to communicate and keep up friendships with this individual. They ultimately are incapable of returning anything even if they look like they are interested they are just interested in playing a game. A using people as an obstacle because they are not good looking enough nor of the race that they like or want to be with. Or rather to say they would want to be with you with all your favorable inside traits but hate you for your skin. So embarrassed that they "tagged" such a fellow along that when they see you-their first response is to run. The answer of what that is just rude and significantly a waste of a person's time. No one would say anything to you if they knew you were incapable of saying anything back and are truly deceitful.
That all these times and yes time on that bench when you said first, " I'll see you later"-were just lies.
Because really that " I'll see you later" was just a signal that you hoped people would read" see you never". But no one is God and no is a Magician to read your mind. Such thievery of notions of right in your smile and fright as you embarrassed run away. But its not right when the individual feels sick to their stomach they even touched near such a child and individual ungrown. There are teenagers who are more socialized than you and even children but yet no one in their right mind would date either! No one would basically date you ; a child or you-a teenager. You cast your lot and this what you got. Thinking that you were superior. When you weren't and not. Have you even got the level of credits to even speak as if you know of a place throughout its time? You know this place of ending and being successful and ultimately able to do something better for yourself financially and noticeably?Yet not drowning of debt? You got it all figured out? Yet you do not and certainly you mock people who are older than you and their successes by acting as if they do not know what it is you are doing. Want to act as if they have never been looking at anyone besides you and that they theirselves were not the similar to your way of enlightened ethic to avoid the ethics of reality to shine true and that your ideals of your romantic future are just but items of hate that carry no ounce of love within.
Yet you are not of a cult but you are of hatred for true love. Love is not just going to happen in any form you want it to appear. This superficial nature of an individual who does not exist. If people were to not exist as they are; there would be no world. But the delusion of people who think they know the world but there is nothing in their ideal of the world that is anything of substance or anything but hatred. Hatred grasped as reality to try and replace the real but no. No, even if people are so hate bearing they cannot look people in the eye and even communicate with them when they make such an effort to do so; it does not exist. And will never exist to replace the real. Then what of the real world of all the rocks and all the flesh; if people were truly to read into the matters of being fake and these illusions that pride bearing institutions of cult nature, people of a racially needing crude nature and individuals of an intolerable nature~ would we even need to exist or would the physical world would even need to exist? The answer is no, these people have found all the answer of life in their delusions and make the world truly dark when their short optimistic fall short of their provinced goals and fall into darkness and despair darker than the world itself in which they never get up ever again. You have found the answer in all of your moments and all your ideals of hatred and superiority and that you have the power! You are this pride and others are not. The world would not need to exist if everything was so certain as they make it seem. Nothing in life is ever that certain in which a man or woman is god to ignore the rest of reality or rather the aspects of reality proving their plans only powered by privilege, powered by immoral ego and yet ingratitude for the true nature of the world. So certain they know it from the small ech and speck they are on the planet. So minuscule; to believe that you are already made in life when you are so far from any values of upstanding morals and of the truth. So sure that you would rather live in a faulty visualization of the world than actually understand the world. Touch the real world and know that it exists. Feel the real world and know that it exists. But when you think you have the world in the palm of your hand and that you know reality as only as you can see in your guise of comfort to hate and of privilege, yes know that; the world would need not exist if everything in life where to be mandated completed all by certain individuals and other individuals never able to confirm or complete anything they want because of the ones who mandate that they are god and all and that of their purpose in life is solely fabricated, meant and divined and created in the most needy and superficial yet immoral manners! But to say no; life does not exist for the fact that people are never to be sure of their destiny and that people in their place in the world are ultimately not given by their sole selfish need to be God and more. But by their willingness to be people and good people at that. Interacting with the real world and not the made up one where they have no ability to be anything by immorally lazy and come up to consequence of actions and ideals and envisionments so quickly and so hazardly as to hurt as many people as possible. They want to see certain people as criminals and endangering them because they want to be romanticized heroes. Killing them because they want some aspect of danger and some aspect of them being criminal.
But my friend when you turn your back on people who have gone out of their way to communicate with you citing concerns for your future and unwilling to communicate them truly that you do not like them or wish to be with them. When you have gone out of the way of what is sociable and communicated well to be proper in this society yet any really~and try to romanticize and validate it in your immoral state, coward estate and thinking you know better than them. Try to realize you are not a hero. But a criminal. Stealing people's time out of your self conflict of not properly telling them you do not feel as you should be speaking to them because they ruin your chance of that individual you want! Of the race you want. But yet you would be racist. Yet you would not be cool and yet you would not feel any better about yourself being outed as this villain. You truly are. Wasting people's time. Making them think they are okay with you but at the first chance of seeing them outside the loop of events you take up with-you turn your back on them.
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