Hi end the end at the ambulance.

I had an entire speech prepared. I had an entire thing too.
But you know what is the kicker when you try to see light and everyone else never has the same wit.
Are dumb and so retarded and so faith blind-they think their cute texts and speech that bespeech god for dare being what they are not. Completely nasty are the folk of modern era-so self absorbed. They claim faith of God but only their definition from the text that is supposedly his. Demanding witchcraft of prayers to say they have anything to say and anything to say that is cool and more so that is so rebellious and defiant of some old people who believe in this old worldly thing. But simply not so- never do such people ever clarify that there is something wrong with them. For believing that they are rather the alternative to god and everyone should revel in the same bullshit characters and attitudes they possess. For all to be said; completely devoid anything spirtual. And yet people are feared in these spirits and all these damned imaginary ideas of different gods but will never reflect on the morals of theirselves. You see, unlike them many people who founded the religions they hate where founded by people who could self reflected on their morals and place in the world. And no; these people never ever placed theirselves so high as to say-lets kill anyone who dare not do a damn thing or act as I expect them to act-as if God themself. I am not talking about old people here. Out to conquer the world with their unfaith yet even if in faith of religion; are young people who see theirselves as God incarnate and never can be relied and railed in.

Vicious folk who will hide every obscurity of their dark nature just to be a society man. But never will be the superman that unites everyone in cry.

I had an entire speech prepared. But people of not faith and generally speaking-those who will just bastardize all the rules just to be right in their morals and society's morals are a social wrong. The rules being that of fair faring to people and not harmful.

People just cannot see faith but some imaginary idea presented in a physical form-warping ideas and forming opinions and all just to openly live in their own fantasies and never wake up to the real world and how it actually is. They tend to misguide the very notion of sanctity and anything that has form is warped by them; these pious-lowlife and non faith people. And that is the sin of social media helping them openly keep alive these misgivings when ultimately in past eras they would have be crushed and they either gone sane or insane would have come to their grips or not. But simply; you can not educate people that such a simple inane invasion of trust to stamp on the wheels of faith and write in non existent values as of the human nature-are exemplary of anything but demon hood yet existing in a declining society.

Go the distance they do but to unhinge human principals and especially ones of faith and get in the space of others simply because they cannot hang with such hearty ideas such as faith.

However I say that in people's life in advents; you place a certain amount of trust in people of some certain characteristics and from their actions. But in the end; when they go out of their way to betray anything well meaning and go out of their way to try and backstab or eliminate you by any means necessary and you just have faith and hope that one day that it will work out. You realize it cannot because these individuals are corrupt from the whole and the start. How is it; they are under an influence yet others will never fall under even if ever shown? Because they lack the competency to even be good people without the restrains of society or people close to them holding them at least to one minimal standard they have to hold like school or work and mostly and commonly school from work. There are no true searchers that then later on come to seek you out and try to eliminate you in some fashion. Maybe it would never work and maybe it would and maybe it is actually dangerous but perhaps and just perhaps; the fact they even come to attack you is indicative of their ill intent as people and never to say that you would have never been happy with the individuals if they were like this from the start. But ultimately what is not shocking in that your commitment to showing faith to these people never once can they even recognize them-nor when you speak to them or of them.

They would rather to try and control your very will and yet ability to seek out people as if masters of the world and as if they are the only people ever available to a "person like you" and ultimately think too highly of theirselves to know that faith is not for the poor or needy but anyone. And  that it is a choice given unto people who other people deem worth of it. It is a choice in which they have the chance to entrust in another person but not in this superior fashion, " i should of" but as equals. In commonly saying they would have done it for another person but personal bias guides them to do as they wish. But personal bias in some people is too over powering and too extreme and yet too self important and excessive to be well to them in sanity and anyone else on this earth.

And yet when it is a choice and these people can only see your ability to choose as a wrong for " a tool" like you-it is just representative of how godly they see theirselves and how wicked they are. You think you have the right to navigate who has trust in who and who does and does not? Or whether if they are interested in you and if they are interested in you it is creepy that they would go out of their way for you? Know the fucking limits of humanity-coming off with these views of superiority not only make you look nasty and corruptible; it frankly denies you anything these individuals would have given you. It denies you the right to even be nothing but a deterrent to life. One of annoyance and one that people choose to avoid.

And in my life there are people I choose to avoid many sums of people and should have just gone with people I known from loss are the right people but ultimately I wanted not to be bothered by loss and wanted to believe that romantic gain was easy. And in this world it is not ever when such cowards of trust exist. So blind that you have to be the hero to reach them when there should never be a hero scenario in a romantic condition of connectivity. One man nor women can do the work that takes to make a relationship; it must be both parties. And while some people can not be easily reached out of necessity of another; it is important to remember that people can have reasons for talking to you not when also wanting to be with you. Something having to do with the fact of betrayals and honesty not having enough will to write a yet another promise and have become tried and burned out. And while so; there is a limit at the road when one party tries to inflict harm on another; that being said it is not a condition where you can ever reason with a person who tries to kill or hurt you just because you spoke to them or have ambitions to be with them. What society are we now living where some citizen can define the laws of society and act on it and deliver twisted justice and ultimately demon done wrong and just outright wrong for the sake they do not know how to handle people liking them and wanting to be with them? A very bad one that never recognizes the problem till its too late. And now it is too late; these people; who come at you because you have a social sane reality-for their negative social dead reality are massive in number and ultimately do not know how to fucking speak to anyone and come up with the observations only from their scope of view that the best way to distance yourself from people is to pretend you are scared of them-have ever right to be scared of them- and just be scared of them and do just harm to them; are not mental sound nor sane.

Ultimately to say; think so highly of theirselves they can twist reality to whatever they want to suite theirselves of whatever they think is coming to happen is going to happen and that they have to do this in order to ensure that never happens. But ultimately to say; its all nonsense when no one deems anyone harm when they are going to chase after you in a respectable manner. And do not wish to ever engage in harm but in your own loony toon fantasy of what you believe is reality.

It must be said but you cannot give credit to anyone who uses instagram in the most superficial light   or makes up nonsense which makes you into a monster you never are. And ultimately its high time that no one paid attention ever to such people and ultimately I say to never go out of your way just to meet with people. Never extend your life into a forest fire. Connecting with others is good but there is a limit and I draw the line at even rescinding ever ounce of faith and every insight towards them. There is no love in these bitter wicked people for them to even be equals as people-but these insane people who believe somehow god with their trite beliefs. And cute and cool sayings of being totally disrespectful of the human reality.

If I ever see any of these people again; I will never speak to them because my life was already complete before I ever met any of them and will be more so ever complete without them. Leave it all in the past, at the high end of the ambulance because they wrecked any sum of hopes and dreams by being these cows that produce demons every and so much and manner in all sum of forms. These cows who play into a devil's hand and refuse to ever renounce it when they know what is right and what is wrong and yet continue to fantasy to make the wrong they are doing right. And in my eyes and many people's eyes-do not and would not want any future or any part in their insane mental cycles.

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