The protests of Eric Garner

Eric Garner was killed five years ago. I took this screen shot on December the 4th of 2014. I don't remember when he was killed-Eric Garner or the number of black men and young men who were killed in the time period and it seems like a blur. Whole movement back in the day with people on the ground in solidarity to the guy who got murdered by a police officer or say sum of police officers and their actions. They would hold up signs, " I can't breathe". They would march vertically on the ground and lie places in masses and it was a movement and caused much disturbance and the first of many movements and protests where people would not set places on fire and loot places because a guy died to take advantage of the situation. This was a genuine movement.

Yet to say I was not completely focused on it myself because a person here is not trying to die and already in the cross hairs of danger. And people really don't know how unsafe many places are for black men. I say that after this five years afterwards even; would feel targeted in certain places and certain learning places even if they had colored people they would still be of the same hatred majority and worse things too. To say that only people whose lives are guaranteed by someone looking out for them can ever ponder the lives of others who are taken before their time to any great instance and I rather not put myself out there amongst people in this time where and trying to cause me harm. Harm my friends is not a social construct; it can be in the form its often directed to black people of any sort of this world-but harm is a thing that exists in the wild and maybe certainly animals and people only survive when they avoid certain actions or talking to certain people and namely burying contacts with shallow people who make you liable to danger or just have out for you to try to bring you trouble that can end with you dead. I often never say any of this sort of stuff on the blog prior to this but the truth is why I never followed so intently on this because I was an at risk person. People I met in college where very cut corner about never talking to you again and were only probably nice to you to scope you out as a threat and then send unwelcoming messages you could only get and know it would be from them. Often to say that bullying and terrorism one could expect from people who were once so called friends. This story only reminded me as a black person I had to be careful in talking with people and where I would be at certain times or even to say in certain places. And also not to be involved with people who have delusions on you even be treated as a person and not some wild animal to get a reward from by a system or from its meat or else when killed.

My importance to this movement is not superficial as it was lived. It was merited in feeling of empathy and similarity of surroundings. One day you could be going about your business as a black individual and then be murdered by people who have ringings and voices of devils in their heads for the sympathy they are the kindest, bravest and boldest and most american people on the planet and you could never be and they will kill you for infringing on their image of a reality where everyone is just whatever they are. You could be white, hispanic, asian or black as a cop and it would not matter; they all work by the same hand of a system that shoots people because they dare be who they are and ask questions later. Namely targets a hatred towards them for ever existing in the united states or some dumb university of houston. Sending tons of death threats and intents of murders for being who you are and rather in the case of certain police and not students-just shoot to kill off the welfare of people who would send you the death threats and intents of murders. To say that really the voice of the police are just a voice of wrong and evil that are very destructive to the progress of the world and only are the nights of people who hate blacks and people for the sake of just being them. Its not hard to say that racism as a system has modern executors who if they see you ever being black and being who you are despite who they want you to be in their whole reality god narrative of their kind ruling America-will kill you. That was the greatest motivation to say in me not looking down to embrace this passing movement as a craze but a sign of the times. Something else that would not help me or anyone like me because it holds people too good nature not to give into a system in which people turn and betray other citizens and murder them for their own mental delusions of feigned superiority. Ultimately when movements don't acknowledge wrongs happen and how they happen. They fail.

Not many people remember this movement but this movement is apart of my own story as motivation to never be so trusting to people in general and it would help me out greatly in understanding the many bigots in the world no matter their skin color.