relax and let go.

Been hurting a pain friends a long time and after so long can finally put to rest the very vital meanings of holding back the sad feelings because I have accomplished my goals and no one and disappointments in them held me back from my goals. Namely;relax and let go. Been really strong to say that the advents of women betraying me on the whim of fragile ideas and egg shell egos and likable ideas of tendency to join a hatred mob against me and people like me-really strong. But enough internalizing the issue. It is not me who is wrong but people who cannot even fulfill the expectations of people and seemingly believe they are gods. You would expect to find at least one girl to accept you and not try to turn your over to ransom to what would be a colorful kkk and ideas that are threats to anyone's liberty to peacefully in society and not be apprehended because of sick beliefs and really shallow ideas about people. Such to say got so many self righteous people who never admit they are just but people commiting rights and wrongs. No they want to seem to be incapable of wrong and they lean as people to commit the most wrongs. They are people who say there are no heroes in real life and all they should do in life is wrong. Such to say many people are idiots and simply think their low mind quality ideas will set them free and empower them but they don't because stupid is and stupid does. Wrong is wrong and frankly; to say I am not in the wrong to act as if my story does not matter. I will scream it from the mountaintops to the valley bottom and to the surburb to the city to the lake to the peer, to pike and the vernier( each and every little space) in between these places and here and there and everywhere. I will not be stopped. The modern life is not fair at all. To say one just can never catch a break with certain women and are just played around with and later to be crucified and hated and basically if you ever were their childhood friend-seriously its their god oriented right to make believe you never existed to even be there in their earlier life to even add a good part of their life. No. There is no manner of worrying about nonsense but being oneself. Reflecting on it and just letting go; no one will convince me I am wrong when they show all the signs of being failure people, failure students and just immature and unbecoming of women. The end.

There will be no punches withheld.