spring 2019.

 I think its so fucking funny that when I think about all the people I met in spring 2019 many of those people thought I was a 2nd option. To tell you the reality of people is that they are nerving nuisance when greatly they want to act as if they are so much better than you and everyone else when actually they are the bare minimal. They are only able to think like that because their parents and friends enable them when in reality they aren't that great of people but people who are lied to and people who cannot take any responsibility for their actions. I am letting you know folks, I am not a secondary anything and not like anyone else you have ever met or seen before. If you like to base you little world perspective on the limited knowledge you have of race, religion and cultures; I am just not that idea. Many people are just too lazy to get to know people but come off thinking its appropriate to even fuck around and think people are these ideas. Its rude and frankly it shows you aren't much of a person but a little prick who has to know it all especially when they painfully don't and just spew nonsense because they rather not be educated and not be civilized enough or socially measured enough to talk to people as people. The level of blindsides a person gets in life from people who thought they could measure you by the assumed length of your dick by your race is horrendous. Maybe consider you are a fucking idiot who has no business objectifying people who you don't know and starting troubles you cannot finish. Oh, for the idiots straight up out there blindsides are essentially where people make you believe you have common interests and ideas but they just use the knowledge of your ambitions to do you wrong and rip the rug up and under you. Higher education does this alot to many people and aspires so many people to do it fueling Trump sized egos. I am here to tell you folks that if you run around thinking you know people and that you can make these presumptions and assumptions to be rude to people-you got another thing coming. You do.

To give great perspective the spring 2019 crowd were not the first group of women a person came across. No; if you count by all the different time periods they would be 11th group of people. Yes 11th if you consider all the different semesters were new people were introduced to a widely growing number of people who forgot any social responsibility and human decency. Not everyone was like this of course but a great deal of people were. No morals getting better from this place or another as if to say people from community colleges and those at colleges basically had the same level of mal-intent. The people at the colleges would just be more socially smart whilst the dumb of the dumb evil idiots lay at the community colleges. I am to say that this group of people was like the last straw for me. So many people seemed to think that a person would be lying about their merits, their age and even belittling their works. Like habla espanol jackass for what you are in spanish that is a donkey. So many people thought this was the first rodeo of you and that when they pulled the wool over -they had done it. But by god, they did not as all they wanted to believe that you were stupid and incompotent and that they were so great. You got to realize how distracted a person must really be if all they can think in their effort to gain education is that they are the best and brightest the world has ever seen and they stand to learn nothing for no one.  These women mainly were like little fucking Trumps down to the wire. They were trying so hard to prove they were the best when reality proves a many times over they aren't and in fact are so mediocre and substandard that if anyone was to actually hold them at their claims of being the best they would surely be put down. But society has these four year colleges for that right? Nah, they just let people do the same just because they aren't the folks in a community college so they can piss on everyone else.

Its to be said that a person can tell the quality of society by the level of creeps that are allowed to just be and terrorize people. A person could not make one post about this spring 2019 time period. No they would have to make many just to show how many people just let theirselves down by thinking such an obvious moral ego trap. This semester I saw the level of facetiousness of many people and really much can confirm that greatly most of the college social environment no matter which place you go and no matter what time you go or which major you pick-will always be toxic. Time and time again I did not deserve the insults I received in this time period not against my simple dream of connecting with a person my own age range and not someone below it or over it. Its so funny to realize how greatly women are endoctrinated to believe that men are either an asset or a threat when they are just fucking people. I am to say that the "educated" people aren't so educated and have no mental maturity their age but believe in this unspoken hostility that is promoted by colleges to be their worst and think that people especially men are out to get them or do something for them. Instead of reasoning that they are responsible for their own actions and there are good and bad people and yes; racism will not solve this problem of you not taking responsibility for your own actions. The end.

You thought 2017 was a bad year? Nope; it was the spring 2019 where things just got worse than fall 2018, which was bad and not a good experience . Where you can see how people just pretend to be good people which they aren't and lack the inability to even be good at all and live so far from any idealisms of being moral responsible for their behavior. It can be said its worth noting that greatly only trash finds in great currency other trash but for a gem it will take a while. Alas to be said in a world where people are just immoral even if they claim religiosity; its going to take a miracle to find anyone when all people are capable of in these college atmospheres and businesses is make life hard for people and worsen things for normal people.