Forget them fiends.

 I have never been but kind and generous to so many people. People who obviously never deserved this treatment for how they treat other people. I used to think that a person had friends at the beginning of college. And really much making a new friend was just outside the door. It was this idealism that was privy to me going out there and making friends it would seem. But really a person never made friends everything was one sided and fake and the whole ideals of friendship and humanity where just bastardize and it was like as if there was a Hitler telling people to be fake friendly just to backstab them indeed. I went to go onto realize these people weren't my friends as time past into 2014 and really much realized the intent of why they even befriended in the first place and so to give money I never had to a place that was just trying to harm me; would be stupid. So stupid to sit in a place and deny what its actually intents are. I would say when I went to the University of Houston; the intent was just so people could pay in so some others could get rich of them and no one of these people care about these individuals. So many black people were in denial of reality but yet it never helped them stay at a school they hated them. If there was to be a person who later undercut the humanity of black people; they were to be a fake friend and they were so close with dear head chancellor that maybe there was a daughter mother type relationship and greatly they hung around so many black people and even engaged in a commonly known black sorority for what? 

To just distance theirselves from the humanity of black people and just had some black people around to validate their wrongs. All they got in the end was a slap on the risk because to that school black people especially prized football players are nothing but cattle and are expendable.  There is no care nor consideration for anyone's humanity however at that place but foremost so many black people would never be people but creatures of the night and crafted in myth in all honesty to be apart of the city harm nearby of people of color who openly are just poor having their homes grifted upon by white denizens well off. Often leading no recourse to many but crime. I will say that HISD suffers because of this mentality and the spill over to younger black denizens is just terrible. They never want a black person who is a person but an idea to be manipulated and to be wrote off when wronged. They want someone who exemplifies stereotypes and never will help progress.  So many people whom I was friends with often black women would openly just be people who would be in denial of reality and just lucky enough they had nothing else going for them to even succeed in such an atmosphere

. They had always been conforming to rigid academic standards and really have no lives and no morals because they would do anything to succeed. They would push anyone over. Mostly it is the black men who openly do not succeed in this environment and just are an after thought. Some would shiver at this notion like that chancellor at top and try to make some gimmick program that really is performative and itself a sham. I mean these people have a perception that they can control outrage and control a people as if they have no minds, so sense of self and are just desperate creatures. Its to be said a person is reminded of this all when they have been shown the images of republican governors shuffling around latino people and really much human trafficking them. These people are just down on their luck and really much have no place to turn and are being greatly misled. It reminds me of this University of Houston. You are misled there as an average joe just trying to get an education but if you aren't a black person who plays a sport you are expendable and pretty much that is how you are treated as a black person at that school. I mean wait; you have to be male foremost to even get respect because surely the black women aren't ever respected but just pushed aside as literal jokes. Why some people who are black women never realize this is because they are in denial and really much want to believe something else like the lies pushed about diversity and acceptance. 

I think no one would be sane to stay in a place where there is a target on your back and racial infighting and outfighting is very much invited and everyone is fake and everyone mostly just wants to follow Hilter.  That mantra and handsign they show at football games is basically a Nazi symbolism which I will never gesture or follow. I don't give two hoots about people who drink a koolaid but literally a school will admit a black person who kills their own parents but never will readmit anyone who is black ever again usually a black man. Simply because they want to show that the best of the black people is literally a walking stereotype. 

Their way of thinking is so at odds with how life even operates for a real living person who is not souldead or just so privileged to think that all they have to do is basically be a bad person who is so desperate to succeed they will cheat, they will lie, they will deny and they will kill. I mean you can say that the dude that they admitted killed because he could not get what he wanted and so he committed a crime-and a very heinous one at that. They just get people to pretend to be your friends to just stop whatever real life you have been living and any real effort that is genuine to you. Try to make you some souldead stereotype that thinks murdering ones own parents is a good thing. They try to strip you of your efforts, your humanity, your history and your interests. Everyone wants you to be some token black person they can operate as a means of validation of white superiority or feigned white superiority if they aren't white. They want to control you by getting in alongside you especially with a nonsense banter of diversity and everything. I will never bow down to them and their aspired thugs. 

There is to be said that great numbers of women dream a great dream and its not real in all simple terms I can put it.  At first a person just allowed these people to operate as if they were good well intentioned people and acted as if they were such but their behavior and actions are just to bait people along into a trap akin to honey trapping just to ruin people's life goals and ambitions. I mean to greatly say a person had a life before going to University of Houston that they did. Somehow for the smart people at this smart place can never figure out ever that a person had life and ambitions before. These things do not belong to you and you cannot weaponize them because you have a "fear" of  black people. People try to trivialize these things and they don't belong to them and openly as a stranger you are just asking for a fight that will never be finished. People will never listen to you and stop and be so dumb stereotype. But that logic never goes to these people at all and really much are just idiots who live in the lap of luxury of some false equivalence of what being smart must mean and are a walking contradiction. There are too many fake friendly people whom only have wanted to cause me harm and I do not claim these people. I relinquish them and do not like any of them and even better I see no future with them. None of these people should ever even think for a minute, we are peers, equals or even star crossed losers bound by destiny. The thing is that whole star crossed lovers bound by destiny is truly abused by people who have to be foremost human people to even understand the concepts of destiny, trust and loyalty. These people have no courage like the romantics in Romeo and Juilet. They have no courage to even be who they truly are and rather what they truly aren't good people who if acting the way they wanted would be behind bars. These people I have come to know over time and really much infanticide, child murder, rape, stealing and other bad things  are in their nature. Its all just bottled up and this place gives them and by connection still to them allows them to try to pursue endeavors to outlet these suppressed fixations. Openly target me alone in their desperate act to continue concealment but logically they will eventually slip up and be reprimanded for their behavior. These people  do not understand faith, humanity and ultimately are nasty people. Not one person should be hiring them as they are only helping people who are distant from any societal values you would actually want to be supporting. They pretend so much that when they go home its just time to be who they truly actually are. They aren't people who need to have children either as they would only abuse these children. They just need to be locked away from the effort that has been ten years of fixation in harming another individual who practically is a stranger, stealing constant ideas and leading if manipulating other circumstances to get people to do the exact same. This is not the behavior of college students or people who were college students but the acts and efforts of a racist mob to hinder, harass and attempt to murder if not harm another individual by the basis of their race and their hateful ideas against them. These people are not lovers as cigars aren't medicine. Forget these fiends or forget them fiends, if you are country.