Be like.

 À thing about fall 2015 is the lack of any care nor consideration onto me by the many women who hoped that they could be apart of your life to not realize that they have aggressively become against even you living a life. Like you guys need to realize that is some real loser shit. For one you have mouths. Two, you have self will. Three, you want to believe women have their own power and yet give the power to believe in your own romantic destiny to other people and think that people will be okay with it. Well I won't be at all.

 You have set a bad example for what women can do and the effects of this is that you try to normalize being foremost insane and next that it's right for women to not have self autonomy but wait for some school organization to groom them. I don't think these mentally ill women should be leading anything as they are a threat to very sovereignty of women and this is a dude saying this. Quite honestly, these people never cared about me but their own visions in their head of self worth over me and grandeur. In fall 2015 was trying to make a comeback but yet I could not truly. For a great deal a person was not even vocal about mm culture then. A person had so much feelings of inferiority for not being at that college that suddenly became a feeling of exhilaration that I had made the right move when these people sought me out for ill gain.

In the fall 2016 you can say that a person wanted to live a romantic dream and hoped that nothing before was true just so they could communicate feelings but no. If it's worth anything at least I communicated my real interest in Mariam before she went completely crazy. Something that wrestles in her mind to this day. The most disgusting thing is I want to communicate love and understanding before all these women ganged up on me during calamatia trying to suffocate this notion in what they want. What they have been manipulated to believe. War and hate that really a person could not be angry they dare attack me in such number and struggle to not give into rage nor hate and just be violent completely upon them. They thought it right to behave this unable to be social and that is to say they destroyed their own potential but to be humans. 

Instead they are grunts and they are clogs of an old lady yet still who never learned good life lessons and they will forever be hindered by this bitch. When I am trying to say is that the only girl a dude wanted was Mariam and I was going to be like to the others; it's okay and we can just be friends or at least you can leave me alone knowing I have no interest in you further.  Truly, why does this matter because really much all these people in their interest in me was fake, feigned, superficial, temporary even if it was not the previous and corruptible but I just in myself liked Mariam despite knowing that she likely in this world is a bad person but yet even so. I was able to move on not really after calamatia at all but eventually get to the point of even speaking to this girl.

You have to realize the truth people could be corrupted or pretended social interest in me hurt my feelings and it literally nearly caused a health incident to which is calamatia. To which could also trigger another health incident and then another which takes years to recover from. Hmm, just use your context clues with that one. It's to be said I can no longer forgive those who appeared. That was only a one time offer in the distant fall 2016.

Like for their hybrid of hubris and hate towards a black man they would overt generalize a person to be a plain and simple stereotype found on those stupid CBS shows like the Neighborhood and then try to lynch them for being not "white" enough to their liking and/or not with this whole self hatred cause. Like do you seriously believe college that important it validates the existence of a black person as sovereign? It literally does not. People so scared of basic conversation, basically fearful of learning of their selves and the truth and basically not being racist to a radicalized arching to violence means. Like their hatred against me and Kyeombi is race based. I am not an idiot as they assume and degrade and it shows these people are insane and filled with hate.

 They rather believe racist nonsense and lies about a person when it comes from some old evil Indian bitch who is not even a real American but a user and abuser. An old woman they cannot even sleep with as that is all they ever want from a dude. Nothing romantic but fucking and this and that of great racist generalizations that I do not condone nor appreciate! Doing anything with but be used and abused.

 Let these people believe their bullshit and let them live a long life with this nonsense but they will not have happy lives not like this especially when some people cannot live forever to keep this shameful lifestyle in place. What does happen when new leadership is elected to the school and there is no one or any organization to cover their acts as she does?! As especially when the Mariam will not become the new leader of the school. When outsiders are too stupid to know anything and only with this ignorance can they become just targets to the people who hang into this place as if their life is worth it. Eventually it will happen as no one can live forever or stay in the same job for ever. Hmm, that means they will forever be stuck in this terror mode and never once will realize it's a waste especially when it is.

The worst future will always happen for them. They loose any real relationships. Anything worth speaking of what they truly could have engaged in with any dude or women they didn't. It was all toxic. I am going to use the girl of boats aka the La Nora girl. This person trying to use me to contribute to " legacies" program acting as if I consent when I don't.lol. And really just using me for this idealism future progeny while wanting to be with the girl Animi for her true romantic ambition to which at a certain is a person I wanted to be with instead of the Mariam yet this girl going behind a  dude's back just to indoctrinate this girl when I am even responsible for them meeting. Like bruh. The fuck. It's the things like this that say they will never led a happy life.

The funny thing about the assertions that these girl wanted to believe is that if they are so for me then they literally should never have betrayed a dude in this fashion. Lol. Like if you really wanted to be in with a dude you literally should have been at the beck and call of a dude for anything than being some old Indian's bitch but that ain't you. So who's identity did you still just to get cookie points with a freak.  Not that a dude condones these activities of being at a person's beck and call but that is how they wanted to act they would be like.