upcoming preview; the affliction of allison.

     Deep seated hatred is must what people must feel from being cheated out of using me as a mere mascot. Here is the thing in life;some people really and true enough are just being kind but in a manner only to "see you as cute" and really treat you as a secondary person who can never be taken seriously. You can never be taken seriously romantically then and that is the great problem a person has had. Yet; indeed-people are so progressive and so progressive to the point that they never realize that if a person was a woman surely men who act in this way would be called out for being sexist. You can never get that as a man. But people just accepting they can mistreat you and really praise you and then put you in your place as if you belong to them. As if you are their little brother or something but no; you don't have the same parents at all and really much are the same age or 1 year removed or added on in any difference. O, I am to say that a person can find some benefit in this closeness but really it is not something to endear or even allow.As well people will think they can do as they please and never actually realize you as the person whom you and aren't the person whom they wish to endear you as; this mascot of sorts. I am simply to say that Allison above all was just this type of individual. At first until she turned against me it seemed as if it was genuine that a person was being taken seriously but in time I look back and realize that greatly a person was just taken as this lesser than equal. Never did this person ever try to actual fight for me at all but just go along with toxic babble.