La Quest to Kevin M 1

 There is something to be said that greatly; no one truly can anticipate as a person of color and a teen the life they will live if they ever fall into the hands of racists. People who want nothing more than to eliminate them. There are so many ignorant racist bigot voices online these days. So many of these people are too cowardly to even say what they actually mean and really much hide from the fact of what they mean. From Clownfish TV on Youtuber to every youtuber who has to comment on "diverse" comics that were never targeted to them in the first place but they decide that they are the end of comics. That they are the death of comics all because people who are white and straight aren't depicted. Greatly; if ever going to college you find the same sort of hatred though in a larger scale of hideous gaslighting that the whole institution isn't race when great cultures within the place are if not the whole entirety of it. The words of colleges that say they support diversity runs hollow when everything they do is meant to support one people, their values and their suspicions and that if you ever hope to do anything else than be a "colored person" version of an "academic" or engineer then you are just trash, on the wrong side of things and ultimately are just a person who will rob the "nice people of the school" that actually is gentrifying an area where poor people of color live. To say that if people have the image that inherent people of color cannot be academics they hold very racist beliefs and regardless of what people aspire to be in life as people of color does not destroy their worth as humans nor make them criminals just because they don't want to be apart of these overhyped degrees like engineering.

I think the people who run the colleges especially those at the top especially the chairmen or chairwoman who will give the speeches and try to include diversity as a gimick to show how down with the times they are just really are privileged people. Even if they are people of color theirselves really don't how difficult it is to be a free willed person of color you just will not fall into this arbitrary path of academics. Do you really need STEM for people of color as if its the salvation of such people? Truly is academics always the path to a better life? Especially when it inspires cultural ignorance, privileged, stupidity in conformity to a role that hinders and destroys people and really much prevents people from doing what they actually want and actually becoming successful at who they truly are. I think enough that really much schools press lies that STEM is what people need to be successful and what society needs to advance especially when it comes to people of color. No, one one of color actually wants these things but those who are lucky enough their life passion flows in academics and that their life is so privileged they really have no real adversities but to just go to college and pass then get a job and then they are on their way minus some discrimination they might experience on the way. People of color of are of many backgrounds and surely not everyone wants to be in a STEM major. People want opportunities to advance in what they want to do and what their real passions are but for many people there are a lack of pathways there. There are also a limited amount of self belief, information and even ideas on how to get to their goals and even to create pathways to their goals.

 I am to say that truly if colleges cared about people of color they would not be forcing STEM onto students. They would be giving people information to better their lives. They would not try to cornhole people into one identity as if everyone is the same person who ideally has nothing to worry about when everything they are going to do has already been done and has already been invented. Colleges are not the place of revolutionaries. They are the place of real cultural ignorance and really ignoring the real wants and needs of its real customers. Instead of making it so that people can achieve their passions and go to school at the same time; they revolve it around people being conformed to this identity of an academic which is just psuedo-intellectual at best when greatly a great degree of people can confuse their privilege of going to a school in a "3rd ward area" as a chance to piss on the people who live in the region as if they are fucking criminals who only exist to be enemies to the students of the region.

The place is full of people who read your stuff and then tell you that you need to get better at writing because they don't like what they read and full of people who tell you its stupid because they don't understand first their privilege, first how that privilege will never suit an indian person and greatly how naive they are that they will eventually become victim to their own intolerance and great frivolity to hate a work that dare shine a light on real reality. There are people so cowardly who never will know the real suffering of having really shallow, uncultured, ignorant and privileged little fucks coming at you because you aren't following this little privileged piss in pants route they are on. They piss theirselves often because they are so afraid of living a real life and instead have everyone in their little route decide for them that people are worthy or not worthy by how apparent they seem to be following their piss in pants routine that is really fearful of people even living like people or even having passions that don't follow an outdated system that is college that was really meant for slave traders, slave keepers and their kin. Diversity? They decided that they will place their faith from the very base of their beginning that people of color are irredeemable unless they follow these very closeted academics which really don't help people really connect with the real working world. They don't help people change the world when they are just conformed to be like slave traders, slave keepers and their kin. You can be fucking black, hispanic, asian and all else manners of things but it really does not mean that you are the center of diversity, cultural exchange, power to the people and all that  jazz of empowerment to people of color when you just follow things that keep you really away from people who actually live life and actually experience the troubles that come to people who actually live life and just don't conform to being bigots from a college background.

Am to say that greatly you cannot catch a break anywhere you go from the internet to the college; there is always hate around you. For a member of hate to play as if they are interested in you is very funny if not very dangerous as they are deluding theirselves to act as if they accept when its clear as they aren't even knowledgeable of the realities of people who actually level and not follow a life conformed to fear and submission to it! They can have no real faith in you. They can only see you as they are conformed to the ideals of slave traders, slave keepers and their kin if not the greek sorority cult rapist mentality to not see you as a human but a mere commodity to be with the times. For a college to say they respect you; they don't when everyone who is black, hispanic and asian can only be redeemable if ever going the academic route else they are a laggard, lazy and criminal. The things people say especially the chainman/women are all but fucking talk. 

The thing is everything has implications for real living people who don't let fear dictate who they should be. People honestly don't need these false caring entities and people behind them. That they don't. As you can never be supported by people who do everything to manipulate you and use you as a commodity and have no real faith in the you that is you but in a hateful idea of you hidden in race and in what money they can give to you. It is to be said that greatly many people and institutions are anti people of color and anti anyone who dares  to be who they truly are.