It has been a nightmare.

 It had been a nightmare, my folks ever since that fall 2016-you could not get a break and really much that is to show how primitive and disturbing society is especially that which comes from colleges. I pose you the question; what do you do when things don't go as you expect? What do you do when things just go astray? Do you give up? Especially when things are turned on their head from the conventional and you can no longer live that life you once lived but always have people who should have been for you against you and barrelling down your neck? What are you to do when people turn on you and really much for no one reason but to be in with people who have in some fancy way made it a crime for a person like you to exist like Hilter did to Jewish people. I think pretty much unfair would not even be the word. An act and crime against humanity would be the thing that people would know it be. I am to tell you that when a college recently has people posting lynch nooses in reference to black people when it was a mostly black team that won their basketball games; the place is out of its mind and is not a good culture to even be in. I hesistate not to say but a person regrets even ever thinking there could be any romantic anything from a place that is in great odds with morals and good sensiblities. 

Allowing hatred, allow misinformation for people, their lives, passions and dignity and promoting anti-blackness most of all. I think it all fucked over whenever and greatly whenever people thought that they could dogpiling on a stranger foremost because of their race, appearance and yes their practice of trying to make a comic book company was a good think that it became so normalized that people had a mob mentality and would join in on the mob mentality to fit in with the school's culture thinking that it entailed success. For many people it never did and really much they just pissed off a person who was not only a good guy but peaceful and not guilty of any crimes aka innocent. Yet they came judge and jury building up since winter 2014 to become an unyielding mob only adding more people mainly women, a person made the mistake of speaking to at all or even being open with; to their numbers as many people are just shallow, backward, backbone less and unkempt people who literally have no inner dencency but to terrorize people instead of leaving them alone. What great future girlfriends and wives must these people make when people open their hearts and minds to these people and they would freaking betray them to indear that they are so stereotype of a black man that is so stepped in sexual hatred if not general degradation of their humanity. People who are so ugly and disgusting they think this type of betrayal must be meritted to black people alone as some type of "rite of passage" from them. I think that a person was way to tolerant of utter bullshit; people who let alone had nothing going for them but where pampered brats who never held a passion or anything of value in life they worked for theirselves. All they were; people who did simply as instructed, people who would ignore the real reality of living people and accept blasemphous images of them as reality and people who really have no such thing as a human soul but just ugliness and greed parading as humanity when necessary.

I expected that people would in this age be respectful of people by their culture if not their race and their passions but this is to ask too much of primitive people and people who are greatly retarded and sure enough smug about being horribly immoral and retarded at that. You could have had faith in these people and you could have had hopes for these people. Looking back I just realize a person just missed real reality and confused these people for any great societal contemporaries which they aren't and could never be. People stuck on their own immorality and own hubris they can see no harm to theirselves or others. 

I am to say that a person chooses to distance theirselves from such people. Such people with an abandon of civility that them being in a college just shows how peverse college really is. I think a person should feel embarassed and disgusted at theirselves for foremost trying to get with a person and when it convenient use them as collateral to advance in Hilter's country. Such people should not think of theirselves as common people living common lives but simple racist thugs who have no real purpose but to be banal, shallow, haunty and insidiously retarded.

For them once a person would dream of the greater things in life and heartfelt things but no; a person would come to find through grave hardship these people were just but racist thugs who made life so damn difficult and really for them to pose the argument that you need not exist-in truth; a great menace to society would go away if they ceased to exist. But this is not what I ask; what I ask for is justice and equality for all the backstabbing and truly a person realizes it cannot continue to fall upon the pointed authority of a faux country which is just an university for any great response but will esclate the issue out of the hands of the devil and out of Hilter's country into America itself. I tell you my deep woes and foremost; one deep effort and tie I can share here and now is the great shackle of creativity a person had to endure whilst under duress, betrayal and backstabbing. Something you can see on this site; how hindered it is and how liberated it will soon be. Everything that was hindered will be set free. Everything held back from the great trauma of betrayal will be released and set free.