Girls up to Friday; a superficial girl does not change anything at all.
Much to say the girls up to Friday of that first week were what one could expect. But the girls in that history class that one has experiences of trying to talk to and then seeing come in late and then in an elevator with some weird type of cult forcing drift~ were not normal at all. Much of the times if I write about these girls its too be nice to overlook the overbearing wrong. The girl I talked to on the bench was so introverted that she was so clutched to her phone but people from places where people at the time period and don't express such interest in a tool as such a "fixation" ever at all in any of the social groups found in highschool-quickly overlook the fact that there is something mentally wrong with this individual. Say hi to this girl after some innocent beat boxing. Only to find the girl look venomously at you and continue texting. Moving on feel just a bit of darkness in mood and if not a danger and decide to move away and a foreboding feeling too. Such to say don't even know what that is but it is not a nice feeling. Yet there are other fish in the sea.
The class is mostly filled with girls who are attractive. Yet one girl comes in and has this time of glow that reminds you yet of someone and yet not of someone and quickly find if you should find interest in this girl. But really it does not seem normal this attraction but a halo of another could be that even you aren't truly interested in but only interested in for the part of finding out who truly the girl is. To be honest; people should not be guilted for the discovery of other and else said people who seem interesting. Its just human nature. But one would wish that there were actually people in this room to keep them away from this one girl. But where are all the little damn inconsistencies in expectations here? Where all the unknowns here in this lab of history on a Friday? They are cowering most likely for their lives. Yet many people would not know this at all but realize there seems to be no one sort of abnormal activity here at all.
Yet in activity the girl radiates a brilliance and a light but that is just fueled by blackness of social learning, a want to be western, incorrigible beliefs about this place and people of color else, some insane idea of superiority being a refugee from a middle eastern country. And somehow this girl after class is just able to get near you. Responding in this manner that seems proper but is just superficial if not outdated and if not an imitation; people hardly are that excited for anything ever the most in states like answering a question in class unless something is wrong with them to be truthful. Proving them to be nutcases who just want attention and privy to some academic field of mind that does not exist but is provided in several academic places and programs and AP little things to be tolerated. Somehow you both take the elevator. It is not the start of some faithful romance or friendship as you would only try to put to distance yourself from what you are truly doing . To say of a question grand a true. If you like this girl in a similar mannerism to other girls~ then why is everything in this abnormal place with unknowns that influence and a corrupt system suddenly silent with this girl when the unknowns would know that you like the girl. Pondering this as you enter the elevator and never clearly get the chance to even completely think before the girl who comes in- which you are thinking about clearly is someone who is away from the system's dark blessings that they ( the unknowns) would do nothing and would rather you be courted by this girl. Maybe some try to say a warning to the "sacrificial lamb" as the elevator door closes and she is in there and says hello after they say something to you. You have to think first - are they-the unknowns even real to take a warning from them? Process this individual said hello and your suspicions that they are not a normal person but a person who receives benefits from the systems so much that non of the unknowns in command of the system would dare say anything much least it points to their advantage of people figuring out the true goings on herein.
Some jump to respond to the suspicious person and realize a "hi!" But out of the corner of their eyes something hideous flashes and somehow the unknowns two which were speaking yell out. Enough for you to recognize as the elevator lowers. You don't even know what to think at this time period. Trying to stay on the original trace. The girl looks calm but has a suspicious sour as if guilty look. You wonder if you should say anything to confirm any of the questions you have about them. But furthermore reason as the awkward ride is nearly over; the true reason the unknowns are not stopping you from being with this girl. Because unlike the rest is a truly bad and messed up person. And they either fear them because of their involvement in the system that keeps them like messenger slaves and would face danger or punishments if they interfered. Or rather in some of their cases just want to see you die or suffer from bothering with this individual who in her suspicious sour look grills your eyes with bloody chilly blood lust if you ever try to look over in the stiff nature you now are faced from processing all this.
Yet to say leave. Not a word spoken. Realize that this a lead that proves the system does exist when there is a variable of girls not being distanced from you when you are certained to like them in the curb of unknowns who know that you do like them~ for the sake of their immoral character within in the system and keeping the unknowns afraid.
The class is mostly filled with girls who are attractive. Yet one girl comes in and has this time of glow that reminds you yet of someone and yet not of someone and quickly find if you should find interest in this girl. But really it does not seem normal this attraction but a halo of another could be that even you aren't truly interested in but only interested in for the part of finding out who truly the girl is. To be honest; people should not be guilted for the discovery of other and else said people who seem interesting. Its just human nature. But one would wish that there were actually people in this room to keep them away from this one girl. But where are all the little damn inconsistencies in expectations here? Where all the unknowns here in this lab of history on a Friday? They are cowering most likely for their lives. Yet many people would not know this at all but realize there seems to be no one sort of abnormal activity here at all.
Yet in activity the girl radiates a brilliance and a light but that is just fueled by blackness of social learning, a want to be western, incorrigible beliefs about this place and people of color else, some insane idea of superiority being a refugee from a middle eastern country. And somehow this girl after class is just able to get near you. Responding in this manner that seems proper but is just superficial if not outdated and if not an imitation; people hardly are that excited for anything ever the most in states like answering a question in class unless something is wrong with them to be truthful. Proving them to be nutcases who just want attention and privy to some academic field of mind that does not exist but is provided in several academic places and programs and AP little things to be tolerated. Somehow you both take the elevator. It is not the start of some faithful romance or friendship as you would only try to put to distance yourself from what you are truly doing . To say of a question grand a true. If you like this girl in a similar mannerism to other girls~ then why is everything in this abnormal place with unknowns that influence and a corrupt system suddenly silent with this girl when the unknowns would know that you like the girl. Pondering this as you enter the elevator and never clearly get the chance to even completely think before the girl who comes in- which you are thinking about clearly is someone who is away from the system's dark blessings that they ( the unknowns) would do nothing and would rather you be courted by this girl. Maybe some try to say a warning to the "sacrificial lamb" as the elevator door closes and she is in there and says hello after they say something to you. You have to think first - are they-the unknowns even real to take a warning from them? Process this individual said hello and your suspicions that they are not a normal person but a person who receives benefits from the systems so much that non of the unknowns in command of the system would dare say anything much least it points to their advantage of people figuring out the true goings on herein.
Some jump to respond to the suspicious person and realize a "hi!" But out of the corner of their eyes something hideous flashes and somehow the unknowns two which were speaking yell out. Enough for you to recognize as the elevator lowers. You don't even know what to think at this time period. Trying to stay on the original trace. The girl looks calm but has a suspicious sour as if guilty look. You wonder if you should say anything to confirm any of the questions you have about them. But furthermore reason as the awkward ride is nearly over; the true reason the unknowns are not stopping you from being with this girl. Because unlike the rest is a truly bad and messed up person. And they either fear them because of their involvement in the system that keeps them like messenger slaves and would face danger or punishments if they interfered. Or rather in some of their cases just want to see you die or suffer from bothering with this individual who in her suspicious sour look grills your eyes with bloody chilly blood lust if you ever try to look over in the stiff nature you now are faced from processing all this.
Yet to say leave. Not a word spoken. Realize that this a lead that proves the system does exist when there is a variable of girls not being distanced from you when you are certained to like them in the curb of unknowns who know that you do like them~ for the sake of their immoral character within in the system and keeping the unknowns afraid.
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