Some type of foreward to what happens next.; realize success.
While usually I post the happenings of the links I compile in one post. But realize sometimes that it lacks insight readily to the degree it should definitely have. I take some time to talk about the issues of now and then. Anywhere for the start of 2018 to even now and maybe even 2013 to 2018. That sort of range.
It has felt for a long time fighting a tsunami wave for power to even write and tons of backstabbing bitches just to draw. I truly say that in 2018 have come a long way and gotten out of a ditch by recent efforts in 2019 but so much more awaits in this journey but alot of works have been forgotten and the previous post is to attribute that. How many works of written word have been forgotten truly alot and how much this site has been heavy hit by the loss of google + and the community within? The blog has been handed a heavy loss and while trying to make a recovery from another disaster-the loss of Google + just means a great populace of viewed and vied for the works. All the comic book posts get high numbers rather the ones with actual comics within. But never makes up for the engagement that was givin in these communities. In that time last year in which many posts I shared previously just now; it was a time of grand hope but all the little trashy fucks from your area who have switched from one bad social drug to another~ just facepalm that life is even going well at all. When certain people are truly still kids and are not young adults and don't understand the purpose of maturity, class, character, respect, honesty, being social, not being a jerk/bitch or even have any knowledge of basic business mannerisms everyone does actually need to know to be successful as adults. I say that in the August semester of 2018 I was just tried of people and then the little bitches who thought they were adults because they borrow mommy's or daddy's car and go to little community college and don't have real fucking jobs for the jerk dick they try to pull at people~ just made me not give a fuck about an area. Yes. The area I went I to highschool with a community college near it.
Often to say I never have been so disgusted of something so vicarious- people who feel as if they know you for how their generation sees a certain people and honestly to say the people I saw where the product of years of social waste and degeneration. Young parents who never parent. Give their dumb children too much toys that they never even use well namely phones. Emphasis self destructive race empowerment bullshit that makes all other races targets and cheapens their whole "innocence while colored deal and we are doing our suffered ancestors well" and makes them a joke they even cannot see yet in their disgusting behavior and demeanor. Acting as if they perceive the world only in one instance and only people who appear have only existed as that mood and feel of what they struggle in. But no one struggles with self hate as they. They enjoy the torture of mixed identity of pegging to be white solely but then generalizing to be their flavor of person based on their skin. Yet of their kin no body even likes them and people often recognize them lost and fucked over. These people so self hating and without any clue of how low on the rung of anything they are in this world-with their pretentious beliefs the moment they show the behaviors of their "kind" a person is grossed out they ever thought them sane and yet to say are not humane but self achieving bastards who truly believe the guise of self hatred and the image they cast onto you as a social power that will led them to truly happy and fulfilling lives. Let me tell you; leading on principal of race to get a job people otherwise have to wait for years of study to even get a chance at-like being the assistant to a legal professional does not make you qualified at all for the career. Just cheapens you and makes you a fool. Who; while a person with four years of debt with the knowledge is cheated out of a leading entry position just because of your race. And no my friends. Its not white; its hispanic and maybe just to say that hispanic people can be ever bit as racists as whites or blacks or anyone for that matter.
I was so tried of these dumb fuckers who just profit off the little entitlements of a fleeting nonchalance of character they enjoy and don't a give a fuck to history, the merit of the struggle of their " colored ancestors" as anything but a call to spoils of social status or money or feigned knowledge of heritage( you possibly cannot know the native tribe or african tribe you came when your family simply never had that information due to historical reasons! Reasons like slavery and near extinction of natives-you forget exist.) and enjoy being the jerks they are. Being to believe life a narrow path without constructive speaking or proper social and people just fulfilling roles that are not realistic but objectifying and shirking of giving them any respect as people to certify their race and culture the supreme way and supreme people even whilst being amongst people and excelling the people of their consorts and ideas of different kinds and yet even say fetishes of other races to meet their needs never realizing them people. Such people don't work. They only cut corners and hope they are good enough to cut them. They don't live with the belief of beyond or the creative or quirk or energy to do work. They just expect life to be. And this is narrated to no group of one people or race nor religion. But a sum of the diversity colored folk who believe they are beyond the morals of people just for the sake of perceived limited history they only know from how it enables them to act in their cult convicted minds and mindsets. And beyond the morals of people because of how their skin makes them a so called target. I am so tried of the little poor color people crying they are targeted. When some people are targeted by supposed people who are supposed to be on their fucking side because of their skin color but never could write anything at all but nonsense to attempt to get a girl to drop her pants in some passerby note in a classroom. People who cry they are a target are doing nothing at all but wishing for more donations that in this newly divided climate of rising racial terror groups and people admiring after them-it does not look that tactic works for anything. But truly to say that while people in this area have stopped trying to be gangsters because that is no longer "cool". They have just gone on to be the trash of the stock that haunts and destroys the internet-the weebo breed who believes they could go on solving their problems by plugging in their head phones and ignoring common courtesy and frankly properly speaking to people. So confident that their ways compiled by this self hatred and its my "privilege while colored" and "my culture is better than yours and my life is going to be this and that because of it" they just laze around on the couches and benches in the main building and never truly seem to ever be studying at all. Acting as if going somewhere but go no where. Aiming to say; are just the same as wannabe gangsters who think their plans of this fantasy life will work out in real life but in real life nothing works out in such a self defeated narrative and many people in the end just find theirselves lost or in the cusp of drugs. But oh well. These people think they got it figure out lounging on couches with their fancy tools and with no real social skills ever the fuck at all and just believing their contrite view of their own culture (that is often racist I might add as noted earlier) gets them anywhere.
To say that the condition in my area has only gotten worsen since I was in highschool and not getting better. In fact to say that while many minorities go to this community college. They never will truly recognize who far they fall behind because of these privilege recommendations they give theirselves. I truly would never align myself with these unsuccessful and self wanting to destruct fucks old enough by now to realize that in the real world all that shit of their imaginations, evil tendencies and yes character choice don't pan out gold or anything but failure and self destruction. There are rules to life and it is not being a shit who is so fucked up they cannot realize how ungrateful they are, disrespectful they are and unforgiving to even see the tide of their own failures being of their own consort and no one's else. If not for the complete loss of romantic appetite earlier( to even be bothered by such a concept), or the supposed holy pastor being so worthy after cheating on his wife and worse fathering a child everyone in the close congregation or under his heels will hate or the previous assaults on character by girl on bench with long curly hair and other privileged people~or the confounding mess of an art class and the rheotrics of a cult linking within~ I have truly no more tolerance for bullshit. That is just known as bullshit true years of experience if not how much wrongs such bullshit creates in the world.
I left for college thinking a bright and beautiful awaits and yet a bright and beautiful world awaits still yet people have given up on making the world a better place and many people in local places of power may it be job employment or job work force should not be present at all because they benefit off of privilege. No one should be given a job when they are not qualified for the job and call it let's say "easy" because of how much they lack. If people who go to community college to take the same job of "nurse" and be certified cannot even do so well and have to go back-how does a person who does not have any leaning of any sort of relate knowledge fair. Pretty badly. If any indicator; racism still exists because people are able to get ahead on their skin color no matter what their race is. To truly change that people who get jobs with no clear clarification of their skills nor merits required for the job and most importantly knowledge should not get the job.Nor should people be hired purely on the premise of race. To say that not everyone can ever benefit from privilege at all.And the people who are- are just rewarded from immoral, incomplete beliefs and views in which who real life does not enact and only acquit them to do wrongs by their feigned superiority and yet righteousness.
I say that I have records and proof of the different wordings on social media and how it represents society going to shit from 2014 to now in 2019 that basically confirms the growing need to pander to "diversity now" mantra that does not even recommend proper race relations, just suffers people to pander to privilege when and where its given for them-making them insufferable bitches and dogs, making them inable to think for theirselves and think a rather closed minded article posing as hip and now futurist social diversity enlightenment solves everything and gives them the answer they need; beg on their knees like dogs and mostly allows many people to think they are right in being dogs so innocent they cannot recognize the true narrative they should be on about. But in their adult lives have ignored anything of truth and wisdom and just blind to a world of painful color of their own making. Some people don't deserve a media pandering to self destructive people. I have become motivated to speak about the truth of race issues and the news never gets it right in all its dimensions.
People who never do anything use race as an excuse for everything and its a big accomplishment if someone of another race that is not white to do anything as if that truly matters when in reality its a useless title that while may inspire misguided people who are just sheer offshoots and never the majority with such weak convictions they are living to be working imitations to pointlessly challenge an estate that will always be more white than whatever they happen to be. To say fools fall into the trap but I have nothing to prove in being the first whatever or whatever of his race or people in a race.
Nothing more different than trash that uses their race to get ahead and suddenly they are just supposed to led into example about their own race and people of different contextures and beliefs in which they have only spoken about theirselves their entire lives and cared about their fucking selves their entire lives. And while existing under this race and truimphantly pouting about or dragging the bones of ancestors they know nothing about due to a historic event not in anyone's control who lives in the now~ they surely could not give a fuck about all the people within it and just fall racist assumptions to not be made a fool of on a global media laughingstock scale for their own lack of knowledge. They will encourage girls to be in STEM fields and not truly know a fuck about how art is as a field as everyone and not everyone's live has to be about "proving white people wrong". Maybe some people will spend their lives with no support that they are smart and intelligent or are people regardless of these traits. Maybe some people will live happy lives without this hunt to make all the people called dumb by their skin to be the smart of the smart and just in academic life and parlor that really has no grand sort of great morals but pushes the worst out of people and their devotion to the principals and morals of any religion or just human expectations! Maybe some people will never ever be praised for their genius and always will be laughed at for ever trying and nothing will ever be good enough. And that some people don't need a high and mighty piece of shit who deems just because they are of a people's skin color they represent everyone's wishes and needs under a race. And simply believe they got the best answer for their lack of living a life or having a mind not infected by self hatred perpetrated by culture or a church where a pastor cheats on his wife.
Often to say people give the title of first such and such or whatever number in their racial group will just speak of what they believe their race should do to reach the proud and well raised white people.
I got news for you; even the white people the pinnacle of praise and hatred of many minorities are just but people and just have the same problems as anyone does in the life that is a life for a person human on planet earth.
Yet these people who reach these first definition easily just get bored and settle into boundaries and boxes and place instances of good and bad on people of and not of their own race just by how similar or not their lifestyle and beliefs are to them.
Many people like the Obamas story of empowerment and yet breakthrough.How this guy meets the girl in a college campus and she is not nutso. They go onto to have two children/ Mr.Obama as a senator runs for President and actually becomes a president. The first black american president. Many people use his subject of being "black" during his presidency and onslaught of their own racism to reach to their pity they wished he never became president and the can of worms of their racist beliefs being even unfounded even to them is open and yet they can not shut it. Trying to take away from him and his benefits. Many said he was the hope of black people. But namely; trying to find some type of tie to help the fellow black people of all types and kinds. And yes there are all types and kinds and maybe some people should make a list instead of expecting people to get people by the idea of the race and the color their skin happens to be( perpetuating the maxim and yet value of racism to even understand anything). Obama yes. He expected( I pause to make sentences for what could be a very long sentence for effect of pauses in speech) to reach the black populace by making it easier for people to be picked to go to college. Many people even those among the talkative yet do nothing and also aren't the kings and queens of black people and frankly don't know even what the fuck they are talking about~ did not like him and gave no support when they should have and maybe should have been mobilizing under the democratic party to get more black people into voting normally and not just for a person of color ( stats show that people of color only voted for a person of color). As simply to say to vote for color is to pick to eat a green pepper whole over a strawberry just because it is green. I'd imagine that people picked Trump because he is just something that many saw as going down well but in the end took their farming lifestyle away for generations due to tarrifs with China and not even giving a damn about the global warming issue. Simply to say voting by race is something that shows how divided people are made to be. And just think this seizable dream and reality makes things better it does not. Many black people never in politics where upset their lives where not made golden by this one man and they kick theirselves in the crotch and have such a reality dysfunction don't realize how much they bother other blacks who are not self destructive bombs waiting to go off.
Oh and to say it does not matter what level intelligence you have to be to be this "bomb".
A person called Tavis Smiley had his own show for like forever and he often tried to line up the black people as if the second version of what white people must be due to all the inherent " they all must be racist" bullshit. We got to have the whole nation of a second America that is only so much Black and unified with its special liked minded guess on this pathetic fucked up show called the Tavis Smiley show. Was it Smiley. As a child I never saw the Smile. Just a pissed off older dude who just talked about shit easily disproven about race~as you left out into the real world where this fucker never lived.Talked about Obama being the failure in not bringing this golden era for black people but yet its just an idealism of harmful yet laughable voting tactics that never examine, never register( why to vote for this person is necessary and why voting and politics are important or having any real character about the whole process and act as robots commanded by democrats and pastors to vote this and that) and never give voting and politics its true social due that is just but a dream of a "nobody person's" expectations. Acting as if black people are truly monkeys and need to see another black person or person related with black people to be able to vote at all and need to see a leader to do the result of what people else black can just do and don't have to listen to the bullshit of a pastor. Yet to say while this guy wanted to be the expert on what Obama was doing wrong with his breakthrough story and else never realized he tied into a political scheme of social misconduct that really teaches people who don't vote when black or else its okay to not be involved at all but when the masters command from democrat positions and churches and social influence of news and radio then its okay to vote for someone on the premise of race. If no one will say it; the character of white people is not the character of the human people and that certain people should not be pegged to be the pop culture sensationalized version of them and just vote for the sake of race. People should vote on merit.
Sad news is that for all this guy's fucked up show and all his pathetic seemed concern; all he did was cash in on viewership and speak on things a poor nigga should with his level of recommendation and yet knowledge and being the first whatever to have his own whatever show- to just sexual abuse women. So Tavis did Smiley but in the wrong way and manners. Take advantage of women and basically his show that ran for so long was cut with no fucking notice and dumped for other replacements until another show was crafted to run in replacement to the same if not better air and degree. Yet to say Obama had his critics and maybe should have just focused on being America's president and strengthening out the wrongs of the democratic party and how it aimlessly targets black people and hinders them from making proper voting consorts. And maybe if a better fostering of democratic spirit and no god damned voter id laws thus his lack of objective for maybe all people- people would be able to choose better candidates and not led it to let Trump have a victory over Hillary Clinton and the democratic party who deemed they would be so excellent in making the blacks their voters slaves and all other minorities to their beck and call because everyone knows they outside blacks maybe just exist in lower numbers not counting hispanics. Or replicating Obama's win but if Hillary Clinton did not win before why would she in the future of the same climate that still does not like her all the same? Yet to say Obama being the first this and that and portraying his story of African American struggles and his meeting of the love of his life and his academic story and his path to presidency- while as good as it sounds never appeals to many black people to even become the next president with any well meaning consequences. Its all a fantasy carry over of what the media wants of black people and not just what they are~ people. Deeming that black people have to become something of grand importance or their whole life means nothing just to be good enough. They must had to struggle to become great. Marry the black woman with the straightened hair or black woman period and be the guy or girl to act as if they the savior of black people just for being people not with the mountain of privilege behind them.
Yet to say my friends. I would never aspire to be Obama. I would not want to marry a woman by the premise of her race. Because guess what? In reality; is it so ever easy for black people who are males and not wannabe thugs to even talk to other black people who are girls and well meaning at all? Or that people would be interested in marriage with people of the same race because that is just what humans must be for; matching by color solely. Such to say; if a person was the first of their race to be a let's say president maybe they should led the country and not let media dictate their role in the own
givings to talk about race or not or enact or it or not. But you Obama just let the media circus dictate to him what he should not do or if he should or should not care and did not make his plan nor strategy to ever do what is necessary to be "the president" which actually makes a good impact going further. Some could say he did a good job and many areas he did-but some to say he did not go what was even given to do if he wanted to later on make the narrative and give off these narratives in and out of his presidency about his rise to power that don't accurately reflect the given narrative and nature of how any type of black lives their lives. Having this woman who for some reason just make him and her the Adam and Eve of black people into a new world they existed for so long its pathetic they think they are king and queen writing their damned narratives in which many will come to expect of
"black people" of a certain caliber. But never realize how fake a fantasy it would all be. Maybe to say Obama's wife is a dime a dozen and else to even say that Obama else could be just lucky he ever met her. But what is the expectation of such a black male in this so academic pursuit they all must be if they ever aspire to be in college and surely "not" ( sarcasm here) an art related field- to meet a black woman at all who respects them, does not have self hatred issues and fake hair, attitude and rage issues, trying to hard to be down in the hood, and respects them even though they don't do law or want to be Mr. President even? As is the expectations of people because of this dumb narrative written which paints black people just the circumstance of past actions so far in the past and not ever responsible for their own actions when it leads to heavy victory as such as the first role of leadership in the country; the presidency? And maybe it uncuts the character of the individual who even reached the presidency as a mutant stock of people not long ago considered stupid and if not of rapist tendencies? Maybe it just defines how well the President wants to pat himself on the back for just being in the boundaries of blunt expectations and not doing things that actually make a long lasting cultural impact. Obama lost the chance to be taken seriously and just wants to retire in his own poor narrative of how he must have secondarily fixed the economy, installed universal health care and other great feats on his castle on the hill lauded by all the white people expectations that white people never had and is just inferred by everyone who is not white and people who are racist and white.
Choosing to be an expectation and not a person well in their right who damn well became president. Expecting people to understand the people premise in his context.
If you have read this long it comes to one shocking and brilliant conclusion. Why; even think that this narrative of Obama must be how it is for all black people. They can meet people in college who are sane and get married and have children and be little olde successful in their goals and ambitions. Yet really have no fucking idea how anyone else lives in their so called governing reach of superiority even amongst the colored people or in Obama's case-black people. The true reality for many black men today just because of well to do and yet not care fucks of Obama's schooling origin and dating origin-who had this constrained idea of being black and its requirements they push on an idea that is really constraining to human nature. That all black man must marry black women. And that be easy too. That everyone of a black men have to be educated to even do anything worthwhile; that they are somewhat inferior if they don't. That there must be hostility against the ones who don't get educated yet are well meaning. Yet they have to be these ready providers and cash cows to even be considered.
Or really have to be these sexually vibrant tools and yet fools. I say that people; never realize that only black women care so much about Obama and his "story". And that maybe just that women in general care about Obama and his "story". And use him as a dictionary for what they want in black men realizing never that is just one person out of the many people in the black male populace in the world if not country even and does not represent everyone ever the slightest. Just stroking bias and making the perception of black men and their inherent rights to be people and date people not on the premise of some strange women black or not fixations on them doing so; just making them an image to be hated on such small parameters of one man and his story that only matches him and hardly no one else. As no other person yet has even become close to becoming the president and yet black or male. Yet the media and black women mainly and social justice warriors who don't know what the fuck they are even doing of different races or just women of different races really don't give a fuck about the rights of the black men and readily to be number one in anything for the guise of race~ is to trigger just the abundance of a system's need to quill and quail the realization of reality. Reality that wakes people up. Realizing how hard they are graded by freaks who don't even know them or things that in real life don't matter and in their real lives have never worked out well.
Are their any good black women to be apart of a drawers narrative in a library and yet supportive and yet not underage? Just as in Obama's narrative of how he met his wife? The true is my friends; there can only be one person who would be a dime a dozen and in real life it never works out to be a person by conceived race unity ideas to say that god would be flawed in his creation for giving this woman a different skintone would you skip out just because they aren't your color and waste a lifetime of fun and adventure. Many people already have and their character to do so dictates they were never worthy of the person indeed. Obama is just lucky for his after presidency narrative and not that he ever won the presidency; he actually found someone in the guise of the preferences of people who risk nothing or live nothing at all in the gant to love in a racially and culturally divided and fucked up society. He was lucky he found his special someone who strangely was the same race as he. But what if she had been another race would he ever had approached at all? The answer is probably found directly in the narrative and spin of black feigned empowerment found in his memoir books.
Yet to say; such a person such as Obama could never see how idol his concern of black character with a black woman to boot is all but a facade to keep his narrative still going to only empower him and screw everyone else. And not even empower him to the full advantage of what he seeks to even do or even be. Just secondary so much in his own narrative;the media calls the shots even when he is the first whatever president. Maybe to say I could get behind Trump in his ego. That you are the "it" and not the secondary "shit". Maybe you got to walk with power and make people writhe in awe and yet agony at you because there is other way to be among people who don't get how to be people without the blanket of race. Rip away the blanket from fucks like Obama and all race oriented cunts like those cell phone faggots at a university and nothing is there but a want to be free so desperate and run a system but cannot do so when all the hardware is ripped out. Hardware that only limits them and desperates them to recognize what they truly should be doing. And that maybe Obama's greatest crime was being just another fuck successful so called black male who pisses every other black male by his media presence reinforcing things that make it near impossible for true people who are black men to be them and yes them only. I believe people pay so much attention to a race attribute they never define other options and other routes of thinking and maybe not everyone who is colored has to be engineer or software developer or top of class but just them and not hated for it.
The breakthrough is that; you can only be you to live and succeed to your fullest and actually impact things in the world and not be a controlled subtle clog in the system! And maybe people are not meant to be alone in their struggles and many people are and eventually it gets to them. Killing them or getting them killed. And that is the trouble many artists and ever so the ones in history have faced. Being alone in their effort and no one to relate to or give them the focus. Try to onlet it onto ideas that have great meaning in life, dreams even or just superficial things that have no meaning real but seem to. Trying to escape that very hindering loop I have been trying to but realize that sometimes; such things of a companion can never be calculated nor measured and for such an opportunity to be stolen by an means is the most severe crime that can ever be committed against a person. And why the nature of certain people foreign and not are most monstrous in their cult like manner and that just so to say it would only be human to be alone, fixated and die when everything and ever organ is starved of the necessary water. The legal connection that comes with consent of a person's company! The heartfelt connection. That allows one to even craft a faulty narrative over all people as if Adam and Eve. Yet some people clearly in want will never have because of the malicious powers in this world. That tick even in that narrative of Obama and his wife. Such overwhelming privilege is just the scourge of all that is wrong in this fucked world and yes the cause of many rapes as well. To declare these fixations not on a subject matter but on a woman as if a piece of artwork. As to not give her respect as but a tool to your happenstance life. And how some people never recognize how good they overtake their very "luck" they are not being opposed and take for granted how everything is so easy in their tolerable romantic connections. There are no multi culture relationships, mixed or even the same homogeneous race relations-just the connection of people and the subject of the world around them that defines the people. A world that is often controlled by the people and their perception and not the world itself. It is time to wake up to the nature of the world and that the ways of modern social how are evil, corrupt and allow many people who are good people to be cheated out of company that allows them true survival and not death. You could get married to anyone but some people evidently are just more supportive and preserving of one's true self to even be by to not loose one's self and just get caught up and die. Many people are cheated out of their keepers and my works further on this blog will explore how greatly society is changing to where more people are not together but divided apart and if alone just waiting to mistake and die. This will be my true success to even speak about this subject matter in the realm of many years of experience gives in art and yes life. No one can make it a loss....feel that. No one else can do the research in real life happenstances of the similar educational background as I and at the same time.No one can give the damn. No one could have written this entire blog to reach even near this conclusion but me. And so you will see the damning of your so called "democracy" nothing but a dictators of the populace commune.
It has felt for a long time fighting a tsunami wave for power to even write and tons of backstabbing bitches just to draw. I truly say that in 2018 have come a long way and gotten out of a ditch by recent efforts in 2019 but so much more awaits in this journey but alot of works have been forgotten and the previous post is to attribute that. How many works of written word have been forgotten truly alot and how much this site has been heavy hit by the loss of google + and the community within? The blog has been handed a heavy loss and while trying to make a recovery from another disaster-the loss of Google + just means a great populace of viewed and vied for the works. All the comic book posts get high numbers rather the ones with actual comics within. But never makes up for the engagement that was givin in these communities. In that time last year in which many posts I shared previously just now; it was a time of grand hope but all the little trashy fucks from your area who have switched from one bad social drug to another~ just facepalm that life is even going well at all. When certain people are truly still kids and are not young adults and don't understand the purpose of maturity, class, character, respect, honesty, being social, not being a jerk/bitch or even have any knowledge of basic business mannerisms everyone does actually need to know to be successful as adults. I say that in the August semester of 2018 I was just tried of people and then the little bitches who thought they were adults because they borrow mommy's or daddy's car and go to little community college and don't have real fucking jobs for the jerk dick they try to pull at people~ just made me not give a fuck about an area. Yes. The area I went I to highschool with a community college near it.
Often to say I never have been so disgusted of something so vicarious- people who feel as if they know you for how their generation sees a certain people and honestly to say the people I saw where the product of years of social waste and degeneration. Young parents who never parent. Give their dumb children too much toys that they never even use well namely phones. Emphasis self destructive race empowerment bullshit that makes all other races targets and cheapens their whole "innocence while colored deal and we are doing our suffered ancestors well" and makes them a joke they even cannot see yet in their disgusting behavior and demeanor. Acting as if they perceive the world only in one instance and only people who appear have only existed as that mood and feel of what they struggle in. But no one struggles with self hate as they. They enjoy the torture of mixed identity of pegging to be white solely but then generalizing to be their flavor of person based on their skin. Yet of their kin no body even likes them and people often recognize them lost and fucked over. These people so self hating and without any clue of how low on the rung of anything they are in this world-with their pretentious beliefs the moment they show the behaviors of their "kind" a person is grossed out they ever thought them sane and yet to say are not humane but self achieving bastards who truly believe the guise of self hatred and the image they cast onto you as a social power that will led them to truly happy and fulfilling lives. Let me tell you; leading on principal of race to get a job people otherwise have to wait for years of study to even get a chance at-like being the assistant to a legal professional does not make you qualified at all for the career. Just cheapens you and makes you a fool. Who; while a person with four years of debt with the knowledge is cheated out of a leading entry position just because of your race. And no my friends. Its not white; its hispanic and maybe just to say that hispanic people can be ever bit as racists as whites or blacks or anyone for that matter.
I was so tried of these dumb fuckers who just profit off the little entitlements of a fleeting nonchalance of character they enjoy and don't a give a fuck to history, the merit of the struggle of their " colored ancestors" as anything but a call to spoils of social status or money or feigned knowledge of heritage( you possibly cannot know the native tribe or african tribe you came when your family simply never had that information due to historical reasons! Reasons like slavery and near extinction of natives-you forget exist.) and enjoy being the jerks they are. Being to believe life a narrow path without constructive speaking or proper social and people just fulfilling roles that are not realistic but objectifying and shirking of giving them any respect as people to certify their race and culture the supreme way and supreme people even whilst being amongst people and excelling the people of their consorts and ideas of different kinds and yet even say fetishes of other races to meet their needs never realizing them people. Such people don't work. They only cut corners and hope they are good enough to cut them. They don't live with the belief of beyond or the creative or quirk or energy to do work. They just expect life to be. And this is narrated to no group of one people or race nor religion. But a sum of the diversity colored folk who believe they are beyond the morals of people just for the sake of perceived limited history they only know from how it enables them to act in their cult convicted minds and mindsets. And beyond the morals of people because of how their skin makes them a so called target. I am so tried of the little poor color people crying they are targeted. When some people are targeted by supposed people who are supposed to be on their fucking side because of their skin color but never could write anything at all but nonsense to attempt to get a girl to drop her pants in some passerby note in a classroom. People who cry they are a target are doing nothing at all but wishing for more donations that in this newly divided climate of rising racial terror groups and people admiring after them-it does not look that tactic works for anything. But truly to say that while people in this area have stopped trying to be gangsters because that is no longer "cool". They have just gone on to be the trash of the stock that haunts and destroys the internet-the weebo breed who believes they could go on solving their problems by plugging in their head phones and ignoring common courtesy and frankly properly speaking to people. So confident that their ways compiled by this self hatred and its my "privilege while colored" and "my culture is better than yours and my life is going to be this and that because of it" they just laze around on the couches and benches in the main building and never truly seem to ever be studying at all. Acting as if going somewhere but go no where. Aiming to say; are just the same as wannabe gangsters who think their plans of this fantasy life will work out in real life but in real life nothing works out in such a self defeated narrative and many people in the end just find theirselves lost or in the cusp of drugs. But oh well. These people think they got it figure out lounging on couches with their fancy tools and with no real social skills ever the fuck at all and just believing their contrite view of their own culture (that is often racist I might add as noted earlier) gets them anywhere.
To say that the condition in my area has only gotten worsen since I was in highschool and not getting better. In fact to say that while many minorities go to this community college. They never will truly recognize who far they fall behind because of these privilege recommendations they give theirselves. I truly would never align myself with these unsuccessful and self wanting to destruct fucks old enough by now to realize that in the real world all that shit of their imaginations, evil tendencies and yes character choice don't pan out gold or anything but failure and self destruction. There are rules to life and it is not being a shit who is so fucked up they cannot realize how ungrateful they are, disrespectful they are and unforgiving to even see the tide of their own failures being of their own consort and no one's else. If not for the complete loss of romantic appetite earlier( to even be bothered by such a concept), or the supposed holy pastor being so worthy after cheating on his wife and worse fathering a child everyone in the close congregation or under his heels will hate or the previous assaults on character by girl on bench with long curly hair and other privileged people~or the confounding mess of an art class and the rheotrics of a cult linking within~ I have truly no more tolerance for bullshit. That is just known as bullshit true years of experience if not how much wrongs such bullshit creates in the world.
I left for college thinking a bright and beautiful awaits and yet a bright and beautiful world awaits still yet people have given up on making the world a better place and many people in local places of power may it be job employment or job work force should not be present at all because they benefit off of privilege. No one should be given a job when they are not qualified for the job and call it let's say "easy" because of how much they lack. If people who go to community college to take the same job of "nurse" and be certified cannot even do so well and have to go back-how does a person who does not have any leaning of any sort of relate knowledge fair. Pretty badly. If any indicator; racism still exists because people are able to get ahead on their skin color no matter what their race is. To truly change that people who get jobs with no clear clarification of their skills nor merits required for the job and most importantly knowledge should not get the job.Nor should people be hired purely on the premise of race. To say that not everyone can ever benefit from privilege at all.And the people who are- are just rewarded from immoral, incomplete beliefs and views in which who real life does not enact and only acquit them to do wrongs by their feigned superiority and yet righteousness.
I say that I have records and proof of the different wordings on social media and how it represents society going to shit from 2014 to now in 2019 that basically confirms the growing need to pander to "diversity now" mantra that does not even recommend proper race relations, just suffers people to pander to privilege when and where its given for them-making them insufferable bitches and dogs, making them inable to think for theirselves and think a rather closed minded article posing as hip and now futurist social diversity enlightenment solves everything and gives them the answer they need; beg on their knees like dogs and mostly allows many people to think they are right in being dogs so innocent they cannot recognize the true narrative they should be on about. But in their adult lives have ignored anything of truth and wisdom and just blind to a world of painful color of their own making. Some people don't deserve a media pandering to self destructive people. I have become motivated to speak about the truth of race issues and the news never gets it right in all its dimensions.
People who never do anything use race as an excuse for everything and its a big accomplishment if someone of another race that is not white to do anything as if that truly matters when in reality its a useless title that while may inspire misguided people who are just sheer offshoots and never the majority with such weak convictions they are living to be working imitations to pointlessly challenge an estate that will always be more white than whatever they happen to be. To say fools fall into the trap but I have nothing to prove in being the first whatever or whatever of his race or people in a race.
Nothing more different than trash that uses their race to get ahead and suddenly they are just supposed to led into example about their own race and people of different contextures and beliefs in which they have only spoken about theirselves their entire lives and cared about their fucking selves their entire lives. And while existing under this race and truimphantly pouting about or dragging the bones of ancestors they know nothing about due to a historic event not in anyone's control who lives in the now~ they surely could not give a fuck about all the people within it and just fall racist assumptions to not be made a fool of on a global media laughingstock scale for their own lack of knowledge. They will encourage girls to be in STEM fields and not truly know a fuck about how art is as a field as everyone and not everyone's live has to be about "proving white people wrong". Maybe some people will spend their lives with no support that they are smart and intelligent or are people regardless of these traits. Maybe some people will live happy lives without this hunt to make all the people called dumb by their skin to be the smart of the smart and just in academic life and parlor that really has no grand sort of great morals but pushes the worst out of people and their devotion to the principals and morals of any religion or just human expectations! Maybe some people will never ever be praised for their genius and always will be laughed at for ever trying and nothing will ever be good enough. And that some people don't need a high and mighty piece of shit who deems just because they are of a people's skin color they represent everyone's wishes and needs under a race. And simply believe they got the best answer for their lack of living a life or having a mind not infected by self hatred perpetrated by culture or a church where a pastor cheats on his wife.
Often to say people give the title of first such and such or whatever number in their racial group will just speak of what they believe their race should do to reach the proud and well raised white people.
I got news for you; even the white people the pinnacle of praise and hatred of many minorities are just but people and just have the same problems as anyone does in the life that is a life for a person human on planet earth.
Yet these people who reach these first definition easily just get bored and settle into boundaries and boxes and place instances of good and bad on people of and not of their own race just by how similar or not their lifestyle and beliefs are to them.
Many people like the Obamas story of empowerment and yet breakthrough.How this guy meets the girl in a college campus and she is not nutso. They go onto to have two children/ Mr.Obama as a senator runs for President and actually becomes a president. The first black american president. Many people use his subject of being "black" during his presidency and onslaught of their own racism to reach to their pity they wished he never became president and the can of worms of their racist beliefs being even unfounded even to them is open and yet they can not shut it. Trying to take away from him and his benefits. Many said he was the hope of black people. But namely; trying to find some type of tie to help the fellow black people of all types and kinds. And yes there are all types and kinds and maybe some people should make a list instead of expecting people to get people by the idea of the race and the color their skin happens to be( perpetuating the maxim and yet value of racism to even understand anything). Obama yes. He expected( I pause to make sentences for what could be a very long sentence for effect of pauses in speech) to reach the black populace by making it easier for people to be picked to go to college. Many people even those among the talkative yet do nothing and also aren't the kings and queens of black people and frankly don't know even what the fuck they are talking about~ did not like him and gave no support when they should have and maybe should have been mobilizing under the democratic party to get more black people into voting normally and not just for a person of color ( stats show that people of color only voted for a person of color). As simply to say to vote for color is to pick to eat a green pepper whole over a strawberry just because it is green. I'd imagine that people picked Trump because he is just something that many saw as going down well but in the end took their farming lifestyle away for generations due to tarrifs with China and not even giving a damn about the global warming issue. Simply to say voting by race is something that shows how divided people are made to be. And just think this seizable dream and reality makes things better it does not. Many black people never in politics where upset their lives where not made golden by this one man and they kick theirselves in the crotch and have such a reality dysfunction don't realize how much they bother other blacks who are not self destructive bombs waiting to go off.
Oh and to say it does not matter what level intelligence you have to be to be this "bomb".
A person called Tavis Smiley had his own show for like forever and he often tried to line up the black people as if the second version of what white people must be due to all the inherent " they all must be racist" bullshit. We got to have the whole nation of a second America that is only so much Black and unified with its special liked minded guess on this pathetic fucked up show called the Tavis Smiley show. Was it Smiley. As a child I never saw the Smile. Just a pissed off older dude who just talked about shit easily disproven about race~as you left out into the real world where this fucker never lived.Talked about Obama being the failure in not bringing this golden era for black people but yet its just an idealism of harmful yet laughable voting tactics that never examine, never register( why to vote for this person is necessary and why voting and politics are important or having any real character about the whole process and act as robots commanded by democrats and pastors to vote this and that) and never give voting and politics its true social due that is just but a dream of a "nobody person's" expectations. Acting as if black people are truly monkeys and need to see another black person or person related with black people to be able to vote at all and need to see a leader to do the result of what people else black can just do and don't have to listen to the bullshit of a pastor. Yet to say while this guy wanted to be the expert on what Obama was doing wrong with his breakthrough story and else never realized he tied into a political scheme of social misconduct that really teaches people who don't vote when black or else its okay to not be involved at all but when the masters command from democrat positions and churches and social influence of news and radio then its okay to vote for someone on the premise of race. If no one will say it; the character of white people is not the character of the human people and that certain people should not be pegged to be the pop culture sensationalized version of them and just vote for the sake of race. People should vote on merit.
Sad news is that for all this guy's fucked up show and all his pathetic seemed concern; all he did was cash in on viewership and speak on things a poor nigga should with his level of recommendation and yet knowledge and being the first whatever to have his own whatever show- to just sexual abuse women. So Tavis did Smiley but in the wrong way and manners. Take advantage of women and basically his show that ran for so long was cut with no fucking notice and dumped for other replacements until another show was crafted to run in replacement to the same if not better air and degree. Yet to say Obama had his critics and maybe should have just focused on being America's president and strengthening out the wrongs of the democratic party and how it aimlessly targets black people and hinders them from making proper voting consorts. And maybe if a better fostering of democratic spirit and no god damned voter id laws thus his lack of objective for maybe all people- people would be able to choose better candidates and not led it to let Trump have a victory over Hillary Clinton and the democratic party who deemed they would be so excellent in making the blacks their voters slaves and all other minorities to their beck and call because everyone knows they outside blacks maybe just exist in lower numbers not counting hispanics. Or replicating Obama's win but if Hillary Clinton did not win before why would she in the future of the same climate that still does not like her all the same? Yet to say Obama being the first this and that and portraying his story of African American struggles and his meeting of the love of his life and his academic story and his path to presidency- while as good as it sounds never appeals to many black people to even become the next president with any well meaning consequences. Its all a fantasy carry over of what the media wants of black people and not just what they are~ people. Deeming that black people have to become something of grand importance or their whole life means nothing just to be good enough. They must had to struggle to become great. Marry the black woman with the straightened hair or black woman period and be the guy or girl to act as if they the savior of black people just for being people not with the mountain of privilege behind them.
Yet to say my friends. I would never aspire to be Obama. I would not want to marry a woman by the premise of her race. Because guess what? In reality; is it so ever easy for black people who are males and not wannabe thugs to even talk to other black people who are girls and well meaning at all? Or that people would be interested in marriage with people of the same race because that is just what humans must be for; matching by color solely. Such to say; if a person was the first of their race to be a let's say president maybe they should led the country and not let media dictate their role in the own
givings to talk about race or not or enact or it or not. But you Obama just let the media circus dictate to him what he should not do or if he should or should not care and did not make his plan nor strategy to ever do what is necessary to be "the president" which actually makes a good impact going further. Some could say he did a good job and many areas he did-but some to say he did not go what was even given to do if he wanted to later on make the narrative and give off these narratives in and out of his presidency about his rise to power that don't accurately reflect the given narrative and nature of how any type of black lives their lives. Having this woman who for some reason just make him and her the Adam and Eve of black people into a new world they existed for so long its pathetic they think they are king and queen writing their damned narratives in which many will come to expect of
"black people" of a certain caliber. But never realize how fake a fantasy it would all be. Maybe to say Obama's wife is a dime a dozen and else to even say that Obama else could be just lucky he ever met her. But what is the expectation of such a black male in this so academic pursuit they all must be if they ever aspire to be in college and surely "not" ( sarcasm here) an art related field- to meet a black woman at all who respects them, does not have self hatred issues and fake hair, attitude and rage issues, trying to hard to be down in the hood, and respects them even though they don't do law or want to be Mr. President even? As is the expectations of people because of this dumb narrative written which paints black people just the circumstance of past actions so far in the past and not ever responsible for their own actions when it leads to heavy victory as such as the first role of leadership in the country; the presidency? And maybe it uncuts the character of the individual who even reached the presidency as a mutant stock of people not long ago considered stupid and if not of rapist tendencies? Maybe it just defines how well the President wants to pat himself on the back for just being in the boundaries of blunt expectations and not doing things that actually make a long lasting cultural impact. Obama lost the chance to be taken seriously and just wants to retire in his own poor narrative of how he must have secondarily fixed the economy, installed universal health care and other great feats on his castle on the hill lauded by all the white people expectations that white people never had and is just inferred by everyone who is not white and people who are racist and white.
Choosing to be an expectation and not a person well in their right who damn well became president. Expecting people to understand the people premise in his context.
If you have read this long it comes to one shocking and brilliant conclusion. Why; even think that this narrative of Obama must be how it is for all black people. They can meet people in college who are sane and get married and have children and be little olde successful in their goals and ambitions. Yet really have no fucking idea how anyone else lives in their so called governing reach of superiority even amongst the colored people or in Obama's case-black people. The true reality for many black men today just because of well to do and yet not care fucks of Obama's schooling origin and dating origin-who had this constrained idea of being black and its requirements they push on an idea that is really constraining to human nature. That all black man must marry black women. And that be easy too. That everyone of a black men have to be educated to even do anything worthwhile; that they are somewhat inferior if they don't. That there must be hostility against the ones who don't get educated yet are well meaning. Yet they have to be these ready providers and cash cows to even be considered.
Or really have to be these sexually vibrant tools and yet fools. I say that people; never realize that only black women care so much about Obama and his "story". And that maybe just that women in general care about Obama and his "story". And use him as a dictionary for what they want in black men realizing never that is just one person out of the many people in the black male populace in the world if not country even and does not represent everyone ever the slightest. Just stroking bias and making the perception of black men and their inherent rights to be people and date people not on the premise of some strange women black or not fixations on them doing so; just making them an image to be hated on such small parameters of one man and his story that only matches him and hardly no one else. As no other person yet has even become close to becoming the president and yet black or male. Yet the media and black women mainly and social justice warriors who don't know what the fuck they are even doing of different races or just women of different races really don't give a fuck about the rights of the black men and readily to be number one in anything for the guise of race~ is to trigger just the abundance of a system's need to quill and quail the realization of reality. Reality that wakes people up. Realizing how hard they are graded by freaks who don't even know them or things that in real life don't matter and in their real lives have never worked out well.
Are their any good black women to be apart of a drawers narrative in a library and yet supportive and yet not underage? Just as in Obama's narrative of how he met his wife? The true is my friends; there can only be one person who would be a dime a dozen and in real life it never works out to be a person by conceived race unity ideas to say that god would be flawed in his creation for giving this woman a different skintone would you skip out just because they aren't your color and waste a lifetime of fun and adventure. Many people already have and their character to do so dictates they were never worthy of the person indeed. Obama is just lucky for his after presidency narrative and not that he ever won the presidency; he actually found someone in the guise of the preferences of people who risk nothing or live nothing at all in the gant to love in a racially and culturally divided and fucked up society. He was lucky he found his special someone who strangely was the same race as he. But what if she had been another race would he ever had approached at all? The answer is probably found directly in the narrative and spin of black feigned empowerment found in his memoir books.
Yet to say; such a person such as Obama could never see how idol his concern of black character with a black woman to boot is all but a facade to keep his narrative still going to only empower him and screw everyone else. And not even empower him to the full advantage of what he seeks to even do or even be. Just secondary so much in his own narrative;the media calls the shots even when he is the first whatever president. Maybe to say I could get behind Trump in his ego. That you are the "it" and not the secondary "shit". Maybe you got to walk with power and make people writhe in awe and yet agony at you because there is other way to be among people who don't get how to be people without the blanket of race. Rip away the blanket from fucks like Obama and all race oriented cunts like those cell phone faggots at a university and nothing is there but a want to be free so desperate and run a system but cannot do so when all the hardware is ripped out. Hardware that only limits them and desperates them to recognize what they truly should be doing. And that maybe Obama's greatest crime was being just another fuck successful so called black male who pisses every other black male by his media presence reinforcing things that make it near impossible for true people who are black men to be them and yes them only. I believe people pay so much attention to a race attribute they never define other options and other routes of thinking and maybe not everyone who is colored has to be engineer or software developer or top of class but just them and not hated for it.
The breakthrough is that; you can only be you to live and succeed to your fullest and actually impact things in the world and not be a controlled subtle clog in the system! And maybe people are not meant to be alone in their struggles and many people are and eventually it gets to them. Killing them or getting them killed. And that is the trouble many artists and ever so the ones in history have faced. Being alone in their effort and no one to relate to or give them the focus. Try to onlet it onto ideas that have great meaning in life, dreams even or just superficial things that have no meaning real but seem to. Trying to escape that very hindering loop I have been trying to but realize that sometimes; such things of a companion can never be calculated nor measured and for such an opportunity to be stolen by an means is the most severe crime that can ever be committed against a person. And why the nature of certain people foreign and not are most monstrous in their cult like manner and that just so to say it would only be human to be alone, fixated and die when everything and ever organ is starved of the necessary water. The legal connection that comes with consent of a person's company! The heartfelt connection. That allows one to even craft a faulty narrative over all people as if Adam and Eve. Yet some people clearly in want will never have because of the malicious powers in this world. That tick even in that narrative of Obama and his wife. Such overwhelming privilege is just the scourge of all that is wrong in this fucked world and yes the cause of many rapes as well. To declare these fixations not on a subject matter but on a woman as if a piece of artwork. As to not give her respect as but a tool to your happenstance life. And how some people never recognize how good they overtake their very "luck" they are not being opposed and take for granted how everything is so easy in their tolerable romantic connections. There are no multi culture relationships, mixed or even the same homogeneous race relations-just the connection of people and the subject of the world around them that defines the people. A world that is often controlled by the people and their perception and not the world itself. It is time to wake up to the nature of the world and that the ways of modern social how are evil, corrupt and allow many people who are good people to be cheated out of company that allows them true survival and not death. You could get married to anyone but some people evidently are just more supportive and preserving of one's true self to even be by to not loose one's self and just get caught up and die. Many people are cheated out of their keepers and my works further on this blog will explore how greatly society is changing to where more people are not together but divided apart and if alone just waiting to mistake and die. This will be my true success to even speak about this subject matter in the realm of many years of experience gives in art and yes life. No one can make it a loss....feel that. No one else can do the research in real life happenstances of the similar educational background as I and at the same time.No one can give the damn. No one could have written this entire blog to reach even near this conclusion but me. And so you will see the damning of your so called "democracy" nothing but a dictators of the populace commune.
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