Somr nasty

 Do you think that a dude goes around town thinking they are better than the general populace just because they have two degrees and can make comics to a certain skill set. I am feeling that certain people think their memories and life experience just destroys the chance of anyone's memories and experiences being real. You did not experience them because they are not yours. But there is something called empathy and it lacks with so many people. Because you have no empathy for others and think you are better because you a gymnast in the big not city of Houston that you are better than everyone else.  I am not saying I am better than anyone else but some people act as if they god and their narrative is the way of the world. A dude is not going to stand by idly whilst some bitch viciously  maligns a dude because they have mental issues. Accusing a dude of something they could have never even done. I know the grind of trying to get to somewhere but not the one where I am like trying to appear as if I am sane when obviously you got somethings going behind the scenes. You know? "I am not crazy."

"They are not real" when people call out that you are not the best and sane person and got so much shit in the closet you could never be truly this privileged giddy Californian valley girl accent individual you recently want to be when they ask you ," mental health" on the gymnast side of things. To you truly wished you were with a biological mother who actually gave a fuck.

 Got to mutter shit under your breathe thinking you big dog simply because you gone to the Olympics in 8 years. Good luck continuing this with your University of the People degree which is only there for marketing purposes. It's honorary. A college where only 29% of people graduate. Good for you naming a fund after yourself to get people to go this crappy ass online college and you think you made the world a better place for foster students. You think you are making the world a better place? My dude, you could not even go to a real fucking college. University of People just sounds made up in the first place and the fact that anyone wants any human being who looks like a fucking rat 🐁 is beyond me. You think you are the only black gymnast or person like that and confuse yourself with some folk you don't know because you know what the people be saying in the rumor mill and you getting it twisted. You must be her when you aren't. You never even went to a real fucking school. Unfortunately you actually reached the place where homegirl should be.

Like man, you think too much of yourself living in that superficial city bubble that is only a place for the people who want to be elites in which it's a place where truly if you want to be apart of this Houston city bubble then you are a clown. So distant from any place  of real people. You will never see anyone so foolish to admit what ever happened in the past as maybe people aren't ball good people and maybe just are going to use your indifference to get the jump on you when you least expect it. You offend people who have a shared memory and maybe not everyone will write about. Maybe some will mock you.

 Maybe some will go to far but alas that is the price of having a big head. Thinking you are better than everyone else and that you know better when you truly don't. Your little fantasy of mattering so much to the Houston scene is a joke. No one gives a fuck about you in earnesty. Once you are connected  to the babble of fake and ravenous; what sane person will acknowledge you? None.

 In time realize that you will have to leave a region if you want a continued celebrity status into your elder years when you can't bend no more. Because who actually gives a fuck?! About a delusional fool who thinks they improve Houston or do a good job to the community. Get the fuck out of here with that shit. You do nothing but promote a scam and literally will have no real degree. You never went to college at all and never had to study. It's just you being able to do whatever the fuck you want and say whatever the fuck you want eventually that runs its course in time to show you how you deluded yourself you mattered and refused to sober up to maintain thine r andiches. The body may betray the soul's aspirations in time so maybe you won't really be known as a gymnast your whole life. It's just to say people like this focus too much on not being fucked up and giving a convincing performance. You aren't fooling me. I know what trash you are and you are even worse than the trash that went to college.  Have a meltdown about what you truly don't even understand and that is intelligence. You only can do gymnastics and have very terrible people skills and expect everyone to cater to you. Lol. Good luck with that shit. People have empathy to a certain level but a person never even tried and assumed everything was about them. I hope a person is prepared for a life of continued and increasing scrutiny over mistakes you choose to make because you are immoral.