After a Puma Hightrack

 It gets so hard to write anything at all. You realize that at some point in time where I just wanted to get home from school to work on something. Get home from an obligation that may as well go no where and struggle the fuck to do something very crippled after people tried their earnest to kill you, your genius and your smarts and you potential to do anything. People fake cheerleaded what you weren't and got mad you weren't it and ultimately that is just evil. Live in a world where people try to take the creativity out of everything and just got to settle down on fox 26 and watch some boring ass shows with some boring ass people. Live in a world where you cannot find any safe pasture to be yourself and do whatever you want to achieve. It must always be hidden and it must always be secret. You really think you can be the one to like a person when you are always oppressing their identity. No, you are no fan. You are nothing but an asshole who pretends to be important but never are. Thinking these real shallow things that it is an abyss of evil really. Like who do you even think you are higher than a person who creates? No, you dumb fuck-you are so much lower. For one you don't matter to anything. You really never did. You cannot even draw. You don't know anything about comics, manga or storytelling.

You are not a peer. You basically cannot draw. You don't understand what a person is trying to do and act as if you from your lacking knowledge of anything is what it is when it is not. So you just being a nasty idiot thinking the whole thing of art not working out means you are a fucking joke. Like literally, you don't even understand how to even use your own imagination which is like tremendous to be said and don't even know your own skills and how much you waste it doing evil things instead of good and constructive things. This is what I will have to say after looking into the abyss. I will not be wishing to be with people who are just storms that resemble humans because they cannot control theirselves at all. Choose to only do evil with their natural gifts and that means suppressing them so they go out of control instead of honing them.

 You never even have anything going for you but to be fake, pathetic and the only glimpse of a fucking life comes from fucking with people who have a real life. Like many times I am to realize I am the only person these people know who even pushes them to be not a piece of shit or hold them to what fucked up shit they have done. If not the only person who offers them any sort of normalcy that they are else deprived of on how poorly they were raised and deprived of mental health resources if not education to control their evil impulses. Like you cannot lie at this point. You are evil. No one is forcing you to interact with me but no is going to change into this racist idealism or you following such a groomed path.

Who have the creative dream to create and create for years and years and pummel your ass so many fucking ways; you don't even have the courage to figure it out that you would not survive such a real pummeling thinking you can destroy a dream and what a person is. I mean all these women want to be so special and so in a person's world but like man; you cannot even draw and don't even understand what life even is but hate black dudes for simply existing. Simply only have hate and break a person down to that and just want to act as if a person is dumb because of it. You women basically have a lot of power in this era and you go around doing shit like this and just to be sick to the stomach knowing you got at least 10 black women in the fuck number of people engaging in this nonsense is just disgusting. Civil rights? No, you fuckers deserve to be put back in slavery and see if you can pretend to be better than a dude then with your pretentious bullshit. How dare you waste your lives after 500 years of cruelty being like this. A white person, asian or some lost ditz of a latina I can understand but a black person believing this nonsense. Just go on and go back to slavery because that is what your bullshit has done. How dare you attack me and my mind whilst pretending to be a genius because you graduated college when no one who was black in a dorm even pretty much graduated.

You know its so fucking sad. You really not only foremost let me down but you let yourself down and believe me-you will never get over it. How not only as you age you wasted opportunity but just realize that you did a wrong when you had the power to do a right. That you could have not tried to make an attempt on a life and amongst alot of things before all that but you just contribute to the wrong side not that you care. I promised everyone would get their own special day to be written about and that they will.