This Lumious! Help me!

There is an explanation of
these senior moments of why
darling-I do not remember your name-
remain insane! I cannot remember
whatever I'm supposed to-whatever
I want to!
The doctor's say! They say-
give it away to mental exercise
any way but what is that anyway with only one
goddamned service! That makes me nervous!
I need more,something more than some service!
I need to be young again! Being luminous will not help me!
HELP ME! Being luminous will not help me!
NO....Help me,doctor,science and somebody
but this luminous.