the least of anything.

So much promise and so much hope could be in the people of an era. The people of a decade. Then they squander and waste it and then realize they have done just that and there is no way to unfuck all their bad decisions. Most of time I write from my perspective of things and well I am going to say that all these people who literally are the type to realize they have wasted and fucked up want to pass over the missed opportunities are just selfish and bad people. I would say even evil. They have a least of anything to offer really because they lack a substance of humanity itself. I am saying it as it is.

When you are in deep need for that human connection to care you on; as college is that place you expect to make these connections but no-that shit may as well just be inspired to the legitimate black people who must do legitimate black people things like play football and engage in the Christian narrative. I think its fucking racist the level of micro aggression that slowly accrues with interest. Interest is just bullshit they want to believe about you. If a person willingly believes this crap then how can they be with you. They cannot be with you anything. They romantically cannot believe in you because their idea of romantics is just racism affixed to sex.

No one is going to do shit for you in these type of racist places that play on diversity dynamics. The least of anything is what they will do. Look over at you like a new shoe at the store but then after a few gazes, window shoppings  and hellos and goodbyes will never make you apart of anything but misery. You can try to make them apart of your life but no; you don't take the devil home to your imagination, your mama or anywhere or anyplace you enjoy. These people can destroy your dreams and your life for the least of anything. Tried and true when people enjoy being racist fools; ignore them as it is not your responsibility to change them or indulge their fierce inability to even see reality as it truly is. Whilst you may understand the great complexities of the world interacting with these people; only as an adult could you truly prevent this shit from happening to other people ever again. Ten out of ten, would never do again and ultimately would advocate against a place that calls itself diverse when its only diverse in how many people and how many interest and creative ways there are to hate black people. All the magic ways to hate black people and do all this to just bastardize you and you become greatly annoyed by how stupid, pretentious, ill contempt and desperate people go to the lengths to insult you, " is it that deep?" They go to such lengths to try and be good and make black people monsters that you just feel sorry for them especially if they are people of color. Trying so hard to appeal to what will never work.

From a great analysis standpoint a person clearly wasted time trying to appeal to people who are just fucked up and mean and too selfish to see what they have done wrong to even take accountability for their actions. The least of anything that they can do is basically leave people alone but they cannot even do that. Wasted so much of my energy and efforts to do things for people who don't even live in a sane frame of mind and aren't sickly racist crawl on the floor thugs. Its funny and so very funny that this is all college has to offer.