To be released later

 The rise of anti-intellectualism is something troubling. To reject the information one is given freely is paramount to a sin. The people who enlighten themselves to be stupid are the most carnage evil of this world.

In the name of religion genocide has happened. Genocide still continues to happen in the name of religion, especially Christianity, and it will be disguised as something else, just so that racist and problematic people can go along with it.

One time in 9th grade I really had a crush on this girl. She was tall, binky-nosed, beautiful, but not too smart. In fact very dumb, very fucking dumb. You know, you think this girl was nice? When you think about it, was she truly nice? No. She also bought a ballroom and had one. Yeah it may piss some people off to come off as the supposed nice person but ultimately every face is the same. This person may be one of the evilest people on the face of the Earth. For the fact they're dumb is their stupidity is a sin.

I understand that she was pretending to be nice in the guise that she was seen by others as being nice but she was not truly nice. In fact she was truly awful, pretending that everyone is together, pretending that you agree with white nationalism and pretending that you're part of them. Ultimately going for a lesser who is also half white, half Latino, who believes they're white type of deal when they couldn't be further from the truth. Yeah. A person who effectively stood by while the other people bullied me because I stood up against cheating. Because I stood up against cheating, ultimately she just ordered from the same values as them. They pretend to be this fake niceness, never caring to understand that I'm my own person.

Never actually truly going the distance to be that nice person they pretend to be. Christianity is often just that: pretending to be nice by having all the facets of what they are about themselves but they also have this inability to see that the world extends beyond your little white people community. The world is not about you and your people succeeding. Your claim, that whatever claim you have of whiteness as a Latino, a white Latino, or a half-white Guatemalan, it doesn't make you a person. It doesn't make you a person who is white. That doesn't make you a real Christian. You're the most fake person.

Acts of Service are the most opportunistic of Christianity. What type of acts of service have you done to people? You've performed nothing but bigotry for thinking that you have some right to speak about these hired-in celestial idealisms when you are a mud person. You live in a mud, you smell like it too, and ultimately aren't a good person.

I feel as if you envision a person externally. You sort of believe this false kindness but when they say this shit to you in the past, you realize that they are not the one. When you later see them exposing this nasty Christianity complicity bullshit, you realize it's just sad. It's just so sad to see the one you wanted to be with say this shit and at the end of the day you move on. They're not the one for you.

My point is I am never marrying anyone. I'm a man who is a Christian. If you call yourself that, I know that you are evil, especially if you're Latino and white or a Latino who is colored. I don't associate with that. When they reach into their Christianity gang, it just compels anti-blackness to renegade black people as corrupt, needing redemption, needing salvation, and unfit to be anything for their own cultural needs. Ultimately I tire of their racial complexity, superiority. They want to deem that Mexicans are such the highest Latino and all this shit and then literally kiss white people's ass, white people who ultimately do not want to be with them.

I'm gonna post this. I'm gonna post this to my real fucking Facebook because I can, because of freedom of speech. If you can be forced to be listening to some country artist bullshit like Taylor Swift, then other people can be forced to hear the truth. They're just great disappointed. A person who has no school, no tax, puts whites in prison. I'm gonna put out these Christian verses. It just sounds like you're fucking crazy because you actually fucking are.

There are two Latinas who basically are so hardcore this white Christianity thing because they married a white man. They must think that they are now white. Their transformation is complete. Their transformation will never be complete. You will never be a white woman. You support their right and their anti-sexualism.

What is this? Face this bullshit! Face this bullshit! A person plays make believe in writing but I don't actually believe it. Do you think that Noah's ark has more power over the suffering and reality of black women who basically are in sex slavery to this day? Do you think that it has more emphasis over people who are incarcerated because of them not having any opportunity and ending up in prison?

Thank you for such a woman who was so beautiful, a crush, to say such stupidity. It truly breaks the self. You can have pity on a person, realizing they're stupid, realizing they are dumb, to make me believe their bullshit. That's the only thing they have to accept that they are not this ideal they want to be, which is ultimately sad. It is the product of colonialism. They could never be a person whose true cognitive mind is to consent to be for the sake that they cannot live with who they are, they cannot live with who they are and yet want to still be Guatemalan. Oh well. 

You see this other girl in the same time period. I want to say I saw her then but later on I may have liked her but she was one of the cheaters in chemistry. When I stood up against them it was just so nasty to realize that a woman cannot be but a cheater, but to be a person who thinks that they have made it when they have not. Who has made up the work of others? Ultimately that's what they suffer for in their adult life. They think they have made it when literally they haven't done the work to even engage in their life. They want to be a person who has some negative person vitals.

I think that there could be a damn merry white man who was the best gift for them in his life. Now someone likes you, someone wants you. In this evangelical Christian we need you. You can claim whiteness, especially when you're a dark Latina. You can say that your legacy is tied to this, your legacy is that, which is very sad but what if a person told you that was never your legacy or anyone's legacy? What if there's no one else and you just decide to give in and you are just saying this, "married either to too anti-electrical, too religious"? It allows them to do these acts that in our society are wrong. The Bible has no form and the Bible is no form of emphasis on the race because it didn't exist when the Bible was created. It is an invention that has literally led to very terrible things. You would think that after all this time someone would revise the Bible, which isn't. I don't know. It's kind of an excuse to literally what, putting that committing race crimes or terrorism based on people's race, hatred against them, for whose skin color is wrong, would only entrench their values and that you couldn't actually be racist in real life.

The Bible and the people who follow that stuff are both basically different things. They want a white world where everyone is believing in God and ultimately everyone is white. That is why they act in the way that they do to people of color. That is why they have such high racism because they literally are mentally ill to believe that black people are somewhat alien to the true nature of reality. They don't need to exist. Other people of color do not need to exist and ultimately that is their whole racism, not finding the ability to control these emotions of their own self-hate.

When the Bible basically says to not do these things but yet they go and do these things, they pretend they're doing something great. They're pretending they're doing something good. When in reality they ain't.

Yep putting that people of all races have to be treated well would force them to confront the fact that they are not good people or faith. It's kind of funny. Imagine a Bible that would actually have these things inside of it that would force people to render the consequences and their racism, their hang-ups, their favorite non-conformity to actually do the right thing. To not understand that a black person is just another human who has a different skin tone.

Ultimately refusing to engage with a person or even understand the words they are saying before they shoot for a Latina to be so gung-ho about Christianity in this particular sense is the worst thing. You are but a product of colonialism. You can pretend that you are a modern human but at the end of the day you are just a capital. You don't have the same respect any other woman has. Someone would say, "Are you even a real woman? Your birthday person personally related to something that's just simply not real."

I actually like going to church as a young kid. It seems so fun: the imagination of Noah's Ark, the resurrection of Jesus is all fun and games until you realize how fucked up the world actually is. None of that fiction solves your problems. None of that shit makes the bully go away. It doesn't make all the black children who do not want to run, who want everyone to be ghetto cluster fucks who don't game, go away. It doesn't make that go away. It does not make the conformity of some opposite black identity formed in my monotony go away. That tries to prevent you from being who you want to be and being with who you want to be with.

It's a problem that you, that no Latino may have to even face because maybe life is so perfect for them and all they have to do is follow blindly behind a culture and that's it. A culture that hates black people and loves white people. That's all you have to do in life. You get to say the N-word if you're someone a ghetto Latino. I don't know, you get to say that N-word. I guess you actually are part black but at the end of the day it's like Christianity just makes your heart beat. Life does not revolve around these things. No one follows these things.

The world will be a much better place but that is, I don't know, some people still have some entitlement to me in my high school days when they really wanted to go do something. Especially these two, who will basically channel their best efforts to be my enemies while playing this nice, carefree role or oblivious role with Neil Salvadori in it. It's so viciously stupid and content that I ultimately just don't like this movie. I see them post the idea that I'm not a member of their family. One day, one time, it's 1. Next time it's 2. Maybe the next time it's 12. Going back to the path I realized that these two people could have been much better and more successful if they weren't so possessed with this Christianity notion. Maybe. Maybe life will be better if you do it. Pretend to be something that you are not. Maybe life will be better if you don't pretend you are good and you are truly bad and racist.