Do your own work you cunts.

 It's like living under the duress of a gun pointed at you aka these years I left the college. I am to say that it was good to leave. There was nothing there for a person and well your likelihood of surviving that place as a black person was and is limited. I dunno about you but indoctrinating these basketball and football players that they are elites and better than the rest of the black people is gross.  Okay, not everyone needs basketball or some dumb sports to win in life. Like what crack; the black man identity is not based on this desperation. Few of these aspirationals even go anywhere after college. Like fuck, there have been like ten years of new additions to teams and the people, where do think most go when it's over? Do they all become NBA players? No, most end right back in poverty might mate because they have been cuddled from the real world and have no real skills. Only people who actually give fuck to have something else and pay attention in school succeed but even then racism is a barrier.

What I am to say that a person is tired of seeing black people basically turned against each other. It's clear as day what an objective is and should a person just fucking wait? For the hard reality to set in on those who children have called me out as if sometime of threat to their rat helm dreams. No, I give them the hard reality now. I am not your fucking friend you bastards. You cannot drag a person's name because you hear it as of legend? You never consulted a person just because you are xenophobic and just don't understand things. Who the fuck are you even listening to? The stuff comes from somewhere. People! You live in the era of the internet and yet not know basic concepts. A dumb fucking thing that is when you want to listen to the people and get afraid that this college is not what you make it out to be. Your dream, your opportunity to escape the poverty associated with black people and just to say you are better than everyone else. Afraid of real reality but the harshness of it won't wait for you especially when you are black.

It might wait forever and a day for white people of privilege and some dumb Hispanic man who thinks he is white but never you. Fuck you. A person has their own fucking life and cannot be used as a scapegoat for your own fucking denial. It's bad women do it but men who do it are scum. Bitches and just trash who should just go the fuck away and stay gone from anything at all dealing with a being a man. You punk ass bitches would never even utter I am crazy to my face. But do it because you hear people probably telling you what is the fucking truth. Smart to say it under your breathe in your interviews as if being poked by needles of truth. The fact you even acknowledge it and act so violently towards it just means it all the while it's exists. You want not be viewed as crazy and yet you utter words that don't fit what you have been asked and then want to live in acceptance and denial of something when it suites you? Fuck you. You already are crazy. You are shallow at that too pointing blame onto me that you hear such things.

 Funny. I did not know I could be so dependable to help crazy people. But I am not a shoulder to lean on.  What you have done is a threat itself saying accept our reality or fuck off. Our little university and it's objective is all which black people should ever tolerate. You cunts are privileged black people in this place just given a limelight for two years till they dumb you for others younger than you and maybe if you did some shit these motherfuckers did not like then maybe some spoiled bitch would be using you as scapegoat for a phenomenon but no you won't even last that long in any memory. It's ironic since you aim to be a star.

No one remembers disposable grunts you fucking cunts. Keep my name out of your mouth. You can live your shit way under the thumb of an oppressor but not me. Fuck you again. I hope at least someone reads this shit to know that I caught your ace. You should be glad a person even responds in kind by your audacity to even use their name to further your own denial. Like who are you listening to even say crazy in the first place. I would not even direct blame onto them who speak because that place is fucked up. Three people die in the same building in a slan of 6 years with the last two being concurrent. Lol. Fuck you privileged bitches who really are even at school but taking a long ass basketball vacation. Do your own work you cunts.